August 3, 2018
Can’t remember my dreams last night. Woke up with this crazy nostalgia for Alexandria Snow though . Never thought I’d miss her in all the years I’ve known her. I have known A since the fourth grade which technically I’ve known her since the third grade when she had mr tiso I believe it was. I’ll never forget seeing her wearing the mint green hoodie with a snowflake on it. She has always been ************ beautiful to me and being so way out of my league as far as my self esteem is concerned with the matter. I used to run into her in public but haven’t seen her in a real long while . Not sure what she’s up to anymore, probably sitting around her house like myself . Idk though she’s a busy girl who does a lotta stuffs like business stuff and what not. I had a huge crush on her back in 4th? 5th grade ..? Nah definitely 4th I’ll never forget meeting her at Natalie tacos house going there with Conor hay and his family as we prepared to go to a football game. She teased me a bunch and messed around a bunch more. She made me guess where her room in her house was and I felt like I guessed every room but she just kept saying I was wrong. We went there another time to go to a football game at lake Braddock and she was coming along as well and she looked so goddamn gorgeous is her white winter jacket uhg I’ll never forget falling in love with her that night. We would end up hanging out a few times throughout highschool to the interest of my best friend Glen who ended up really liking her as well but she ended up never liking him back although they had a heavy deal going on. We always chilled in the basement watching music videos and Degrassi… worst. But I still remember vividly quite a few of the moments spent down there. She was always interested in the super athletic guys anyways so I never had a chance unless I fuckin worked out which that rarely happened so. We’d mess with each other not really but a lil bit throughout high school . She felt comfortable with me given our history which was tight so she wasn’t afraid to talk to me most of the time compared to the other hot girls who didn’t wanna give me the time of day . That was another thing she kinda moved on into the limelight with the pops of our grade being that she herself is downright gorgeous it was only natural. But id get the occasional hello or something I guess. This one time at lunch she was sitting at a table with all of them and called me over and asked me how big my dick is in front of all of them. I just walked away as they started laughing. That was a weird instance. I recall sitting with her at lunch throughout middle school randomly I think. Nah but I was way uncool for the likes of Allie. Never even had one class with her throughout our tenure at Lake Braddock. Not even a one. We have seen each other a few times throughout the time we’ve been outta high school . Saw her at the mall once when u was getting a Nationals hat and then saw her at a Nationals game with a bunch of little kids while I was tripping hard on acid walking around the stadium. Otherwise maybe at a party here and there but she’s a dedicated girlfriend so all well that didn’t end well.
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