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The Milton Scribe

Tag: #existence

  • What is flow? ~> Brain flow (6/21/25)

    Escritor de la Tierra

    Optimal state of consciousness

    total absorption -> action, awareness

    time dilates -> speeds up -> total focus on task

    Mental & physical • Experience

    Phenomenological • Peak performance

    Sense of control -> things we feel like we normally can’t -> autotelic • Euphoric

    Extraordinary levels

    Hyperactive smiles -> no frowns (auto)

    Effortless effort • propelling

    Altered state of consciousness

    Overflowing with joy ∘

    Perfectly ∘ Seamlessly

    Constant • Consistent experience

    “Be the One” (6/22/25)

    Imagination is more important than knowledge

    What do we believe in?

    Continuing

    (6/26/25)

    Embrace change

    Embrace your shadow

    Embrace your garden

    “Articulate as fuck” (6/29/25)

    Standing outside the gym ∘ the sun shines upon this notepad.

    My thoughts at current are slim to value, at least to the interest of my ego. Please excuse this lapse. Or at least forgive my sadness.

    ₊˚ ✧ ‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿ ✧ ₊˚

    “you are so tenacious in your undertakings” -Z

  • We’re all trying to be top notch

    Escritor de la Tierra

    We’re all trying to be top not

    5/28/25 9:13 AM

    11 sec. ago

    We’re all trying to be top notch

    In one way or another

  • Summer Time

    Escritor de la Tierra

    August 29th, 2009 1:58 am

    There’s something about summer time that gives me an eerie feeling. I have a lot of trouble describing it, but its like I am in tune with the universe, or somehow closer to gaining insight into the mysteries of the cosmos. I actually invented the chaos theory when I was 15 and experimenting with my brain and chemicals.

    Who would have thought (not that there was anyone around to be thinking), billions of years ago just after the Big Bang, that the only matter, particles, atoms, whatever in existence would diverge and become everything (objects, thoughts, creatures, etc) that we can observe today (and the things we can’t). We are all descendants of the sameness, and we are constantly branching out further and further exponentially to every possibility as time goes on. Moving towards the opposite of how we began.

    When you imagine the size of the universe, a lot of things start to seem trivial and unimportant. Like who really gives a shit if you break the law? The only laws that really matter are the ones that Newton and Einstein put into words for us. Its helpful to take that perspective occasionally and remember how small and insignificant we really are.

  • Snow

    Escritor de la Tierra

    August 3, 2018

    Can’t remember my dreams last night. Woke up with this crazy nostalgia for Alexandria Snow though . Never thought I’d miss her in all the years I’ve known her. I have known A since the fourth grade which technically I’ve known her since the third grade when she had mr tiso I believe it was. I’ll never forget seeing her wearing the mint green hoodie with a snowflake on it. She has always been ************ beautiful to me and being so way out of my league as far as my self esteem is concerned with the matter. I used to run into her in public but haven’t seen her in a real long while . Not sure what she’s up to anymore, probably sitting around her house like myself . Idk though she’s a busy girl who does a lotta stuffs like business stuff and what not. I had a huge crush on her back in 4th? 5th grade ..? Nah definitely 4th I’ll never forget meeting her at Natalie tacos house going there with Conor hay and his family as we prepared to go to a football game. She teased me a bunch and messed around a bunch more. She made me guess where her room in her house was and I felt like I guessed every room but she just kept saying I was wrong. We went there another time to go to a football game at lake Braddock and she was coming along as well and she looked so goddamn gorgeous is her white winter jacket uhg I’ll never forget falling in love with her that night. We would end up hanging out a few times throughout highschool to the interest of my best friend Glen who ended up really liking her as well but she ended up never liking him back although they had a heavy deal going on. We always chilled in the basement watching music videos and Degrassi… worst. But I still remember vividly quite a few of the moments spent down there. She was always interested in the super athletic guys anyways so I never had a chance unless I fuckin worked out which that rarely happened so. We’d mess with each other not really but a lil bit throughout high school . She felt comfortable with me given our history which was tight so she wasn’t afraid to talk to me most of the time compared to the other hot girls who didn’t wanna give me the time of day . That was another thing she kinda moved on into the limelight with the pops of our grade being that she herself is downright gorgeous it was only natural. But id get the occasional hello or something I guess. This one time at lunch she was sitting at a table with all of them and called me over and asked me how big my dick is in front of all of them. I just walked away as they started laughing. That was a weird instance. I recall sitting with her at lunch throughout middle school randomly I think. Nah but I was way uncool for the likes of Allie. Never even had one class with her throughout our tenure at Lake Braddock. Not even a one. We have seen each other a few times throughout the time we’ve been outta high school . Saw her at the mall once when u was getting a Nationals hat and then saw her at a Nationals game with a bunch of little kids while I was tripping hard on acid walking around the stadium. Otherwise maybe at a party here and there but she’s a dedicated girlfriend so all well that didn’t end well.