Tag: abstract

  • BO$$ Money (12/11/25)

    Make money from your content
    Hopefully they

    like it!

    (12/28/25)

    I was quite creative on both of these days ∘ I’m surprised I haven’t written in this fucking thing since then. Life smells really good sometimes, for no immediately apparent reason, so all we can do is sit back and enjoy the odor with a hesitant composure as to what may be true about the occurrence.

    More to go! (12/28/25)

    I like to write words because they are very pretty & I can make them very kind & powerful at the same time no matter what that’s what’s so interesting about words for me I guess is their innate ability to impose within anyone certain feelings and understandings of which they themselves expound upon in their most minute mannerisms, so clever are the ways in which they hide their thoughts, yet we can still feel them so clearly as if to be reaching out physically through mere uncanny telepathy via pattern recognition

    Writing your goals (12/28/25)

    I have so much more to write, wish I’d take more time to do so. I wonder if writing actually improves my life. I used to accept just feeling different meant that all of this was worth it, but my moneys are still low; Would writing … well, let me try and we’ll see:

    My goal is to finish

  • What is it to write like a madman? What does it mean to have righteous handwriting? What if you wrote a whole book – series of books…by hand。°‧⋆˚࿔ you were once less touched by education

    Activate that piece of your soul

    Bring forth into reality that inner BEASTMONSTER96 you righteous divine angel of God mighty with glorious strength that supports that eternal frame of bones that stay sturdy through the most difficult of reckoning ∘ Feel your divine patterns bringing out your inner billionaire – that which holds the most power in any & every circumstances

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  • The first of October (10/1/25)

  • Beautiful loving soul (8/27/25)

    Righteous greatness flowing through your muscles & bloodstream to create and emanate divine source so that we may bring such awesome & glorious vibrations that are most golden as they fly past the collective entity •

    Your powerful body, powerful mind & powerful spirit bring out the best from within yourself onto the world as you heal the world’s harmed soul in pursuit of loving and bringing life as success is achieved & accomplished through righteous effort that outweighs the lazy demons and defeats them with your righteous, gnarly, flaming sword from God’s great heaven, spreading divinity •

  • Righteous Blood (8/23/25)

    you can prove anything can happen by the sheer will of your glorious fortitude • Peaceful Resolution within your realization & subsequent loving of the divine gifts blessed upon your wonderful soul by the giving source of the charitable universe • Gratitude flowing through your being • Righteous glory shining from your powerful body

    May your glorious tale reign supreme in the wake of the collective liquification of our individual battling’s where our strengths mesh to create the golden aura of powerful, loving, divine souls of glorious harmony that sings through the sharing of vibrations so bright with the light from the depths of your inner star which emerges with certain calm

  • Unstoppable Righteous Reckonings

    Life & Victory creating energy flowing upon your wonderful, historic timeline as you become the most ultimate Robert with a massive net worth & super good, fantastic health as you take care of your family with infinite kindness & love and smiling that cures diseases & ailments with it’s divine shine and vital articulation of words so beautiful, lovely, inspiring & seductive with sweetness vibrations of heavenly God fueled victory ∘ Strength growing within muscles that carry blood blessed with cells of kissed by God’s Greatest angels

  • and magical are your lips

    that kiss my yearning skin

    so softly

    as to treat them with with a tender kindness so sweet

    as to fill my being with the radiance of one million butterflies wings

    flapping their colorful magic

    within the depths

    of your righteous heart.

  • Cold birdies

    They cold
  • Unstoppable Power (8/19/25)

    Get such huge beautiful strong divine muscles • you’re so jacked & ripped with blood flowing with loving glory ∘ Money flows to you with love like a magnet ∘ you are immensely wealthy & sexy & doubtless in your positive endeavor to create the greatest vibrations that lead to your winning every game & championship • you are wealthy & victorious & articulate in the way you exemplify your swagger • your preparation is unmatched • you are an unstoppable beast master glorious golden king of diamonds with the power of the sun & righteous spirit that spreads the greatest joy & attracts the most wealth & wonderful beauty

  • Travel with me (7/2/25)

    to the belly of a God

    tis not for the faint of heart

    At least won’t you reconcile your

    soul with me, for but a

    moment, if be there a moment

    of yours to spare for a poor

    old chap as myself?

    (7/3/25)

    Traveling through a garden together; I’ve never felt so at peace – here, it feels like home • like being gathered ’round fireplace on some winter’s eve, and stories are being told, whether aloud or to yourself, and the moment is held with serene acknowledgement • forever at peace in this moment of everlasting life

  • July 1st, 2025 (7/1/25)

    A wonderful day to feel inspired by the ones we love in our daily reckonings. May ye grow not tired of yeself, young wanderer, and may ye mind grow fruits aplenty • and share ye fruit with the growing hands of the world so ye harvest may carry forth nourishment unto the well being thus bringing health to the collective source and thus yeself.

    Collapse into thine self & feel the glorious support of life perpetuating your soul with graceful love & care.

  • Victory (4/28/25)

    is in your grasp -> see it

    feel it -> become successful

    you beautiful, loving divinity

    you are a Winner (4/24/25)

    Scratch & claw your way to success, you beautiful, healthy beast.

    Money loving grubbers (4/25/25)

    Life has a funny way of doing things to your face in ways we can’t comprehend

    AM in

    therapy!

    Will be

    right back…

    please show mercy

    if I’m over 30 min

  • Let’s face it (4/18/25)

    it’s you against you

    I AM ThE Champ

    The only place to go from failure is to go too far

    you become champion

    when no one is watching you

    ARE you ALL IN?

    you gotta work smarter

    and harder

  • Expedition (4/16/25)

    Enhanced Reflexes & senses

    As if to challenge me

    You’ve got some beautiful eyes

    You are respected & loved & cared for。 Your wife loves you & 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃. I think I’m destined to die alone. it sucks that the only 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃. It’s like, leave me alone, bruv. Then of course the 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃, so yeah I guess just live my life until I die a 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 ♡

  • The Days of Robert (4/14/25)

    The Ancient Legend

    The meaning intention vs. reception

    Guess what the writer took it to mean

    Modern historical consciousness

    Different understanding of the universe/world

    Cosmos • Universal • Structure • Arise

    Support for studies • Learn something

    ╰⤵

    in the grip of that powerful emotion

    • snuffed out for good

    Sign of civilization

    mobilize

    Courage and integrity

  • Must do something ∘ What do you want to be? Be your boss • listen to your own commands ∘ Be your own kingdom

    you are your own monarchy

    Capability ∘ Leadership ∘ Bend to your own will ∘ Who is still next to you? If you’re the person of worth you want, your reign will rule strong

    Focusing on what should be done in this moment ∘ Value ∘ invoke glory • Thank the sun for it’s beautiful rays of light ✧ Glorious, glittering shine • Divinity • Glory

    A chance to bring about everlasting life

    What work can we get done now? Are we prepared to undertake action?

    What can we do to prepare for what needs to get done – to defend our lives against the evils of lies

    Fulfilling your obligations (4/8/25)

    Strengthen yourself • glory from our ancestors, from God & the Universe

    Effectiveness of your work ethic ∘ Well intentioned man ∘ What is the price we pay for procrastination? ~> a wasted life

    Become instead your own boss of whom carries expectations of you to fulfill the assignments that need to get done in order to keep the business afloat & in turn managing to maintain some sort of semblance of what it means to be human ∘

    Righteous loving glorious

    beautiful divine waves of love

    coursing thanks to you & me

    9:15AM (4/8/25)

    He woke up again

    Hell yeah • Here’s the day, again.

    “I need it” he tells himself “to feel the glory, again”

    He looks around at the empty room he built for himself.

    Such a small castle; and he gets out of bed to look out the window, forgetting to rush into assignment and thinking only of the word, again.

    Household Codes (4/8/25)

    May we carry our home in peace & harmony ♡

    All my life I want . . .

    . . . Respect my mind

    (4/9/25)

    4:47AM ∘ Dark, cold, writing this outside under lamp light

    Weighing in (4/9/25)

    at around 181 lbs, at least, two weeks ago [LOL]

    (4/10/25)

    Taste of the divine

    (4/11/25)

    ∘ Become super famous & loved globally for infinite positive/good reasons ∘ Spread joy & peaceful loving vibes • Build • Grow • Evolve

    Learn • understanding • Becoming

    Beginning • Strength • Beauty

    Phonogachi

    Admission in self-betterment

    Cooperative • Compromise • Balance

    How are you going to interpret that? (4/11/25)

    We demand he is brought back as soon as possible • Resonate • tuning fork

    Treatment of people – how do you treat people? What are the consequences of your decisions? Possible to continue to live •

    Reflection – who are we as a country?

    Inhabitant • Citizen • Successful

    It won’t be too long • Deserve • Ability

    How should you be treated?

    Ability to decide • Consistent

    We need more tunes (4/12/25)

    Please keep making music ♡

    I ♡ singing & dancing 𖨆♫♪

    Show up in person

    give care • best case scenario

    Thanks for having me ∘ Real people

    Anecdotal

    What gives you hope? (4/13/25)

    The kids. The children give me hope; they’re playful and they’re energetic and they’re surviving •

    I believe that the

    human spirit is

    incredible & the Spirit

    of children is more than

    any of us have as

    adults

  • Criteria ∘

    (4/6/25)

    What is your response? ∘ Basically ∘

    Can you speak on that?

    Data points • Administer

    Peaceful administration • Brand new

    Independent authority

    Lawful ∘ People ∘ Deserve ∘ Country

    House • Admit it • Wrongful • Return

    Imagine 𖦏 putting yourself on better

    footing ∘ World diplomacy ∘ What we’re dealing with here is human beings

    The sun will come out…tomorrow!

    Prerogative ∘ Deferential • Procedural

    Brief • Purposes • Review • Essence

    Urgency • Compliance • Seventh •

    Argue our case • File • Ruling

    Tuning in now -> what happens?

    Intentionally (4/6/25)

    Fingerprints • cause • closer every day

    Confinement ∘ willfully • Predict the future

    Put your dollar bet on the line

    Power Grab ∘ Flex • veins • muscles

    Brains • Responsible ∘ Grab up more power

    What happens next? Motion ∘ Days •

    Time • Expecting ∘ No later ∘

    Next minute -> midnight • failed

    Next morning • onwards • Thank you

    for tuning in.

    Extremely happy (4/6/25)

    Attention -> paying attention to the good things ∘-> small positive/good things

    (4/7/25)

    Happy 4-7!

    Success is upon us

    May our hands be righteous in our continuance of graceful glory ✧

    Righteousity

    in our hearts

    minds

    souls

    eyes

    is wonder

    within

    wonder

  • Running out of

  • Optimal Solution (4/1/25)

    Mathematical ecologist

    Harvesting ∘ Environment

    Social interaction ∘ water ∘ information

    Animal behaviors ∘ computations

    Voice of… (4/2/25)

    (4/3/25)

    Appreciating life before the grave.

    Supposed to be hot & rainy this weekend

    Not sure what

    What we go through (4/5/25)

    We’re out of our fucking minds ∘ money making vehicle

    High occupancy Who the hell do you think you are?

    You know what’s hilarious

    You are or you aren’t

    What are you sad about?

    Over the horizon

    Jesus Christ

    Crazy Elf

    Learned a lot of things in life

    Building everything from the ground (4/5/25)

    level ∘ Doing something about it •

    Starting from a better place

    What is your level of independence?

    Force to reckoned with

    Folks like you don’t come around often

    Still working ∘ support ∘ go a long way ∘

    improving brain functions

    Ringing, gorgeous beauty

    Legacy ∘ Billionaires

    Foreign leaders ∘ Controlling the World

    People who get this will understand

    Learning about who you are

    Desperate wealth • Individual basis

    There is a Winner (4/5/25)

    What can we expect to see? Show up • $40 million • One hundred million dollars • Business Working women & men ∘ Creates the system ∘ What do you believe?

    The body learns

    the will to live is an interesting thing.

    Is anything possible to anyone?

    Challenges ∘ Neural ∘ dopamine circuitry

    Embrace new learning, new challenges

    Renovation • Unexpected • Preparation

    Imagine a great place

    Mindful Hospital

    Stress is by far the biggest killer

    Measure their stress levels -> will give us answers about our health

    You don’t get burnout if you’re mindful (4/5/25)

    It can be exhausting if you’re not getting anything • we need a mindful checklist • Fruits and vegetables (I feel like we need a new word for vegetable) things become automatic -> mindless -> lacking awareness ∘ Checklist

    Better than better way -> mindful checklist ∘ Beyond yes/no -> can only answer if you’re paying attention -> notice -> care -> grow, recognizing you don’t know

    Notice the changes in people

    Hyper awareness • Hyper understanding

    Believe there’s a right answer ∘ any experience is

    only experienced through you

    Equal choices ∘ Choose your adventure

  • Righteous Mapping (5/14/25)

    What do you like to write about? hm? Say it then

    “Be me or fight me” – You

    What do you put in your mouth?

    Damn life hurts

    Legendary thinking ∘

    Anytime, Anyway, Anyhow

    Making your force field

    Stronger

    When will you be Satisfied? (5/15/25)

    I’m not sure what satisfaction means

    Center

    Chester

    (5/16/25)

    What can you (we) do to maintain calm & peace?

  • Losing (5/13/25)

    You are so fucking tired of losing -> how about doing some fucking winning then mother fucker. Can you? You can figure out what to do to get these dubs ∘ Winning only ∘ Victory over everything 𖤍

    Victory

    What can we do to be

    Victorious 𖤍

    Fortunate (5/13/25)

    I make my own luck 🍀

    EFFORT

    Control your destiny

    Nobody can judge your effort

    It’s raining. You gonna let that stop you?

    Fuck no.

    Fools party; kings celebrate

    Show up & be your best

    Believe in it (5/13/25)

    Success is all you ∘ intention

    Effort ∘ Work ∘ Dominate

    Make the decision to choose who you are

    Greatness in the mirror

    Closer to Greatness • Willing to

    be the outlier • the weird one

    Stand out ∘ When they don’t

    understand you, you’re doing it

    right. Trying to get it.

    Purpose.

    I don’t need to jerk off.

    Positive production

    Victory ∘ Champion mentality

    Righteous actions

    Will love be there? (5/13/25)

    Can you love endlessly? Without garnering hurt for yourself or others? What can we do to make life

    Workin’ on the roads (5/14/25)

    again ∘ ∘ ∘ Own your time

    Escape the matrix ∘ Make

    lots of money ✧

    What does victory taste like

    What does winning feel like

    What can you do to win?

    What do you have within

    Positive Righteous Glory (5/14/25)

    Training

    Hope ∘ Belief • ^Your Vision will come true

    Robert (5/10/25)

    is the name of the New Pope. I don’t have any expectations. I just hope he can stop the ▇▇ of kids by our Catholic Priests.

    What can we do? Change the narrative

    Korea (5/11/25)

    I want to learn Korean & Arabic

    Every puzzle’s

    constructed differently

    – Kobe

    You are God’s favorite (5/14/25)
  • Chess (5/5/25)

    You love to play chess, so why not play more? Let not the downfalls of your heroes be the backlash of a spirit you hold so close to your heart & being. May you succeed in many moves ahead of you; even now in your brain do the pieces move in favor of your great victory. Feel them. Be part of their glory as they work with you to capture the hearts of your opponents. Forget not to shake their hands upon completion of the mission in gratitude for their suffering at your hand & team.

    Writing to improve (5/5/25)

    my soul ∘ my heart ∘ my mind

    & body & spirit so that healing

    & betterment may exponentialize

    Money, so much (5/6/25)

    What can you do to earn $10,000,000,000.00? Focus on your duties, make good decisions, learn that saying no to certain things that don’t work with you to improve your life

    A Prayer (5/7/25)

    I thought about writing so instead of doing the thing I was about to do (still going to do that) I wrote this real quick ꨄ︎

    (5/9/25)

    SiGNificance

  • Optimal state of consciousness

    total absorption -> action, awareness

    time dilates -> speeds up -> total focus on task

    Mental & physical • Experience

    Phenomenological • Peak performance

    Sense of control -> things we feel like we normally can’t -> autotelic • Euphoric

    Extraordinary levels

    Hyperactive smiles -> no frowns (auto)

    Effortless effort • propelling

    Altered state of consciousness

    Overflowing with joy ∘

    Perfectly ∘ Seamlessly

    Constant • Consistent experience

    Be the One” (6/22/25)

    Imagination is more important than knowledge

    What do we believe in?

    Continuing

    (6/26/25)

    Embrace change

    Embrace your shadow

    Embrace your garden

    Articulate as fuck” (6/29/25)

    Standing outside the gym ∘ the sun shines upon this notepad.

    My thoughts at current are slim to value, at least to the interest of my ego. Please excuse this lapse. Or at least forgive my sadness.

    ₊˚ ✧ ‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿ ✧ ₊˚

    “you are so tenacious in your undertakings” -Z

  • “Fluid Writing” (6/17-18/25)

    5:48 AM • Quite wet

    7:07 AM ∘ Experienced the gym -> leg day ♡

    To bring about the notice of what is

    right with the world ∘ ∘ ∘

    an emergence of a true sense of identity

    The flaming sword is handed to you by the archangel Michael, of which you use to smite down the demon that seeks to reap the Earth of what we’ve sewn, thus carrying out your divine will as the blade pierces its heart.

    Professional production” (6/18/25)

    Caring about the people around you

    a train is passing by me

    ←∘➙ ✧

    (6/19/25)

    To be a blessing

    & you’ll be blessed

    God, take my reigns

    A working glory

    Character is destiny” (6/20)

    What’s your character?

    (6/21/25)

    May we make order from the mayhem.

    ‏𖣂

    .˖𖦹⭒°。

    (in educating yourself)

    Ensure that your nervous system becomes your ally, not your enemy.

    Perform your best!

    Goal setting & Risk

    Learn, play, create & flow!

  • Measure of significance (6/16/25)

    Bring forth joy ♡ & freedom

    (6/17/25)

    What are difficult things that you could do? Would it be difficult to write as much as possible? Cut out the noise ∘ Mindset • Carrying your weight • resist the resistance against yourself

    UNBORNAGAINST

    Magic happens there” (6/17/25)

    Bring magic into life

    To feel solid, that is to feel top notch

    Worthwhile endeavors • Bored dreaming

    Experience the best ideas & stimulate

    Write them down lest they fleet

    Inspiration thus value of the moment

    Shifted language ∘~,

    Weighted walking

    Skeletal & muscular system

    Activity that goes outside

    Fill the gaps in your workouts

    Gathering your glory

    What weight do you carry?

    Get some weight & carry it

    Doesn’t have to be too complicated

    Write the first 20 paragraphs

    to get to that 1 sentence

    Smell of Weed in the air” (6/17/25)

    on this wet, sunny day -> a tuesday in june with birds singing & colors blooming • let’s get these congratulations

    Hi baby!

  • March, 2025 ☘︎

    “Today” (3/17/25)

    the other day I probably said the worst things I’ve ever said to her. I’m trying to not be negative or mean & positivity feels fake so I just want to relay facts at this point. I’m not happy with being disrespected in our relationship. In fact I am certain she doesn’t respect me, although she has been nice. Hope she has a good, long & happy life because I do not know if we are together anymore.

    “Lifechanging” (3/27/25)

    yale • Harvard • Ivy • College student • Libraries • Studying • Success • Academia • Freedoms • Growth • Learning • Development • Truth & Freedom • Strategy • Private profit • Daring • Voyages • Frighten the authorities • Fiery Battle • Treachery • Piracy • Ceased • Transforms crime into politics

    “Super Righteous” (3/28/25)

    What can I do to reach divine being within myself so that my physicality may become Godlike in structure & mind & depth ~> love • heart & soul

    What do you change from them?

    Zarephath • Drenched

    Hometown Boy

    Mood changes

    Righteous times

    Righteous measures

    Righteous body

    Serving my people

    Simple Kindness” (3/28/25)

    Calm care • Salvation of love

    How did Paul die? Decapitation by Romans

    Tell us that story

    Journeys • Rented rooms

    First he heals them

    Begin Again” (3/30/25)

    We are exhausted • What is scarlet?

    .

    .

    Flickering light

    their city

    feels natural to have you here

    “Power & Control” (3/31/25)

    Power to not get upset with your loved ones ∘ Control over your actions ∘~> what is in my control is my limbs & my facial expressions & my thoughts ∘-> it is sometimes difficult to control my thoughts -> that is to say I’m not quite sure which ones might pop up within my brain at any given point in time. How much power do you have over the things within your control? I think I have more power over the things within my control than I act. Imagine if you act so kind & patient while getting so smart & strong and believing in yourself & that you are so beautiful & attractive & loved

    Exit West [Book analysis]” (3/31/25)

    The novel establishes borders insofar as describing the locations of certain activities. Beyond that, the novel breaks down the idea of borders by leaving places (including their city of residence) unnamed and untitled. This is a curious choice by Hamid, as it brings forth a sense of mystification, leaving the reader to fill and/or appreciate such gaps. It also brings to mind the idea of an egoless war, defying the importance placed upon nationalism.

    -> internal borders

    -> Nadia vs. Saeed’s personal boundaries

    “Mindful vs. Mindless” (3/31/25)

    Mindful = having fun -> act of noticing

    VS.

    mindlessness -> focus is mindless

    ـــــــــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـ

    enhanced, charismatic

  • February ’25

    listen more carefully (2/4/25)

    am wanting to be so much kinder & patient and loving to lady

    Is never wanting to lose my cool and only hold her so close all the time and be so kind and gentle and patient and loving and hold her so close in my heart even when she is not here and tell her through my soul that I love her with every drop of blood that my heart churns into my body that is hers forever.

    Thank God she was there

    I’ll be writing all the time and you’ll be getting the checks…

    I won’t forget

    Everything takes time

    Learning (Never fail her again) (2/4/25)

    Pray again!

    Never fail her again

    “And he was giving everything back, as everything must be given back, so that, passing through death, it can live forever.”

    4:44pm (2/9/25)

    I know how special this place is and I know how special a person I can be and I’m just happy to be a part of it ∘

    turns 67

    Redefine with new tools

    the Ultimate test ∘ Crystal ball

    ∘ Faster Start ∘ Stay Healthy

    ∘ Good & talented

    They’ll talk about this

    FOREVER

    Every single step -> everything you got ∘ For the person beside you

    Won (2/9/25)

    Debate Greatness ∘ What is GREATNESS? What does a GREAT [you] look & act like? ∘-> Embody your GREATEST SELF ∘ Put in the work every single year ∘ Continually winning. We know who we are ∘ We embrace who we are ∘ We Come together and take on the mission. Hard fought battle ∘ Earn Respect ∘ Give Respect

    Honesty & Natural Style (2/10/25)

    Zen – to stop thinking, temporarily -> even when you think

    (2/11/25)

    ∘ impiety 𓃊 a perceived lack of respect for something considered sacred. -> sacrilege -> large belief system disrespected -> exile

    Anaxagoras – introduced the concept of “Nous” (cosmic mind) as an ordering force -> Panspermia -> life exists throughout the universe and could be distributed everywhere -> also speculated that the sun might be just another star

    Gentle (2/12/25)

    Kindness is what I’d like to embody nowadays

    Head Writer

  • Welcome! (1/27/25)

    To the peanut gallery, where your

    attention is my life’s purpose. My sarcasm

    may Run deep at times, but please know, when

    I am sarcastic, it’s genuine.

    “Wife or a Man?…so confused”

    “…text to a friend.”

    Out of time …

    so let’s begin!

    …most horrifying for the

    Reader…

    interpreting it as

    imagine ∘solidified•

    Genuine intuition

    & Creativity

    Super intelligent intellectuals

    Frankenstein Syndrome (1/28/25)

    New corner of ∘ ∘ ∘ rooted in

    modern science • Natural forces

    Reason • ∘ Sensation • ∘ Passions • ∘ Brain

    Literacy • ∘ Cunning • ∘ Super intelligence

    Control • ∘ What’s in your control? Be

    careful to know.

    <-• literary cure ∘->

    the dumbest argument you’ve

    ever heard…

    Enjoying the company

    Monetize it…we don’t need to

    monetize, we can do it cuz we’re

    friends!

    Great gentleness

    bright face

    Patient kindness -> Grand scheme of

    things

  • Environment ∘ Strength demanding skills

    High level skills ➙ not stressful

    Very powerful; Proper training/learning/living

    just drew a bloody bit

    A GUST of Wind Whistled

    Wildly without repose

    @ 10:50pm –

    I wish that we will stop hurting

    each other. May we spread good love

    and good life with each other

    SO that our future presents are

    full of success we work so persistently

    towards in the midst of our current

    presence. Keep going, keep loving ღ

  • Bird Poem [By: Z]

  • the Sacred hum

  • fastidious dragons

    Brought about some stars 

    To share with the likes of eyes

    That would stare upon me 

    With hearts so full of loving being 

    That serves me new bundles of hope

    Being a human 

    Sitting on a chair 

    Drinking a coffee

    And making a point 

    To be more important in some respect 

    To garner better respect 

    In our passing by of certain time

    Making value of those precious 

    Seconds 

    A second thought forgot to cross your path 

    Mindful of your forgetfulness 

    Remembering that you forgot 

    Memories fading in and out 

    Dragons flying around 

    Breathing fire and smoke 

    Looking dastardly 

    As if they’re going to eat you up 

    So you grab your sword 

    Ready for battle 

    Or you take leave with speed

    As much speed as possible 

    Either way will be a fastidious affair 

  • Radiant Beings

  • Celestial Reverence

  • PURE

    You are the purest form of Champion

    Make the world quake with your

    vibrations of righteous goodness

    Powerful Righteous

    Goodness

    Holy fabrics gracing

    your skin

    Bring forth that

    which is most your own

    hold & let go

    Be one with your beauty

    Divine flesh & bone

    Sky & earth

    Pure fires

    Almighty ablaze

  • We’re all trying to be top not

    5/28/25 9:13 AM

    11 sec. ago

    We’re all trying to be top notch

    In one way or another

  • Dragon of sorts

  • “it’s the 14th!” (1/14/24)



    “What’s death? Soul •-x-• Body” (1/2/23)
    Good bets • Shroom spores / bags ☘︎
    Good teeth -> floss
    Sell car • NoW • hehe •—-∿∿>
    Combinations • What can we achieve? We will achieve GREATNESS
    Soul • body • Pair • Person • Existence • Possibility of soul surviving the body soul tight connection with body
    “January” (1/3/24)
    Am feeling pain -> must be healthy to survive • Go to Hershey soon • No drinking • Character • laundry • 27 years old • Rent vs. owning • Video logs • Poetry
    DRAGONS • Flowers • Sky • Clouds • Memories • Relations • love • Work • Butter • uneven cuts • Animals • Money


    “What is life?” (1/5/24)
    January lovin’ ♡
    on our way to February ♡
    loving journey on our path
    to whatever we’re finding


    “JANUARY” (1/6/24)
    Change • • • ∿>
    Who am I to take you down
    Freedom – you want your freedom


    “January” (1/7/24)
    Cold air
    Wet hair
    Lovely bear
    So much care


    “Class related videos” (1/8/24)
    – playlist [lectures] – Relevant


    “JANUARY” (1/10/24)
    Thousands of dolalrs
    ENG 302 +3 // ENG 301 +3
    Language
    CAPstone +3
    Literature 1915 +3 = 12
    Declare concentration
    (1)
    3 x 4 = 12 -> 36 – 12 = 24
    (total)    – 12(2)
    12 more courses         12(3)
    ⤹ 8 after this semester
    302, 301, CAP, Lit
    Spanish -> proficiency
    So four classes left -> choice?         (25)
    12 Spring, 12 summer? if not, graduate by^


    “January” (1/10/23)
    Video log
    Writing
    Book -> write/Finish
    Lectures
    Readings
    Folder – syllabus
    Notes
    Productive
    Sell car
    Shower – cold
    Workout – KB, P.U., Run


    “January” (1/11/24)
    Napoleon • Leader •-> too far
    Russia – Moscow
    “January” (1/12/24)
    Is time
    • Brand • Notes • log • write/draw • letters? • Mail • Car – sell • Clean • Print – DMV, immunization


    “thinking Clearly” (1/13/24)
    What happens in ordinary moments determines your future. -> ordinary moments -> choices we make matter to our success
    Time is the friend of someone who is properly positioned
    Control temper & ego -> you accomplish best real world results think clear in ordinary moments to put yourself in a good (better) long term position
    Feeling right vs. being right ->
    Understanding the difference


    “it’s the 14th!” (1/14/24)
    What are you gonna do with it?

  • March of Ides

    RB  (1/13/23)
    You are forgiven
    I am God
    Thoth      Horus    Enki
        Divinity   Giving
    Enlightenment
    Look into your heart
    God flows like a river of GOLD • River of Gold
    Smooth talker • Human •
    TRUE HUMAN • Loving • Careful
    Graceful • Caring • Merciful
    Righteous • Bringing Joy
    Guns • Razors • Knives
    F*** with me • • • ‘•’>i<’•’
    Soaking wet
    Golden thought GoD

    “loving embrace” (1/15/23)
    Godliness • Creative • Funny
    I AM GOD
      I AM ENKi the Giver
       of Life • I AM
    Thoth the Enlightened ⚬
    I AM HoRUS the DiViNE
    I AM Hercules the STRONG
    I AM Zeus the Electric
    I am Posiden of Water
    I am ⃤⩜thena🜃
    I am Gilgamesh the BRAVE
    I am Jesus the SACRIFICE
    I AM KiNG of KiNGS
    Man of Gods ⚬ God of Men
    Man + Prophet ⚬ Savior • Story
    LOVE ⚬ GolD • Light • Glory • Strength

    Robert
    “Enki” (1/15/23)
      Gilgamesh
         Enoch
          David
           Thoth
            Horus

    Positivity


    “Humility ☦︎   ” (1/19/22)
    You are God level confident
    What happens now?
    Golden power
    Righteous strength
    Overwhelming goodness overcomes
    The sound of the waves collide
    Wisdom flowing like a river
    Peace through divine interv
    Sacrificial strength  

    Mindful activity
    1 hour -> week
      -> counseling
      -> Gym





    “And you know For you I’d bleed myself dry, for you I’d bleed myself dry” (7/12/23)
    Dispense with this idea that the one exists •-> someone becomes the one by what we build with them
    any commitment long term requires true effort

    VALUE
    Attention
    Recognize
    Bite
    Plan
    Self emulation
    If you want to know about yourself sit on your bed one night -> my life isn’t everything I want it to be

    “ideas”
    if you want to know something about yourself [you have to have desperate intention] -> your life is not everything you want it to be, it’s not everything you need it to be -> unbearable life -> suffering -> nihilism -> cynical -> bitter -> resentful -> ********* -> ********* -> unable to have a good relationship -> prone to punish people out of envy for their impressive values -> seeing evil everywhere -> except within your own heart  -> these are problems

    Sit and say to yourself – “Okay, I’m ready to learn something”
    What am I doing wrong that I know that I could fix, that I would fix?

    “ideas ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ” (7/14/23)
    Brain – trapped in it’s own dark, silent box [skull]
    Doesn’t know what’s going on outside the skull – sensory signals
    Reality is what we can sense with our sensory surfaces & what we can make sense of with the signals in our brain


    Crisis point for the union

    “Cemetery Ridge” (9/27/23)



    Every time you hold me,
    I know it’s Real ♡


    “Search for the Key 🗝” (11/13/23)
    Forest loving goodness grace fountain of tree wealth

    “Do-list”
    • glasses [online]
    • call phone repair
    • Fin aid office
    • Oil, gas, uber [tires] [new tire]

    “January the first twenty-twenty-three four, the year of our lord, Jesus Christ, et cetera, so on and so forth”
    that’s what she said
    four score and seven years ago
    and all who believe in him shall not perish but be granted eternal life
    the wages of sin is hell
    so it is written

    S G Z

    “What • ” (1/3/24)
    music • loving glory
    What is most interesting is the way you shine ✧
    Wild flowers in the summer wave in the mind as the butterfly sets the world in motion ʚїɞ

  • 44

    I have no idea what it is with 44 lately. I ran into this video of a film where two rabbinic fellows talked about 4’s in the bible, maybe specifically 44 idk but sure enough I see it everywhere now. Oh well. I think it could be God or something spiritual like angels but it doesn’t have to be so biblical. it could be something like interdimensional consciousness connecting all of that which embarks for living peace. If so, I think it’s hoping that I choose the right decisions more often than not. Apparently, if you do 5/10 of your “good” or “healthy” tasks (so to speak but based on some data I found) per day, you unlock long term happiness. Maybe that is to say to prove that life is worth living makes not only you happy but the internal connectivity, if you believe in such radiant connection (e.g. the likes of God and so forth), and thus the totality of being. So really, I write this in hopes of bringing forth forthcoming harmony. To 44, and plenty more!

  • Diamonds

    Twice now and way more times than that have I tried to give up on missing people. Those people who were closest to me are so hard not to cry over when I realize they are no longer key components of my life and the deeper the memory of most recent regurgitation, the harder it is to look at it without despair. Sometimes I feel like I’m overreacting. But my biggest concern is that they don’t care. I fear they never cared. I believe it never mattered and that might scare me most. Maybe I’m a passing thought in their lives. I like to think that they may miss me. If they don’t, so be it. Who am I to them anymore anyway? Nothing but a memory as they seem to be to me. I’d like to think they’re the base of who I am today, that I have been shaped by the past. I should let go. Or should I hold on? Either way is painful. Both feel impossible. That gives memories a convenient feel. All I have are the memories of which are totems in time. Some are beautiful, others distraught. They’re pillars of life which I can’t cut down, though I may leave them to oxidate, they’re stuck standing in the lands of history and hold structure to buildings that once bustled with activity. Maybe those buildings are still active with new people whose presence brings on life that supports the buildings as thoroughly as the past. To learn from the past is probably the most valuable option in the longstanding showdown between me and my memories. I wish I could repeat the past sometimes, but then I wonder why I would want to. I’d want to do things differently, do things the right way as I look back on the wrongs. But what’s the difference between then and now other than the people? Why not act in the way now that you think you should’ve then? There’d be less regret in that sense, and greater exploration, discovery of possibility. It’s difficult not to think to myself “won’t I just be building memories of which I will look down upon with despair as I realize they’re no longer for me to take part in?” Everything changes. Why would you want things to stay the same? Everything feels virtually the same anyway, so why not recharge, refresh? Let it breathe because it could stop breathing at any moment. You won’t always be happy about it, but why would you want to always be content? Doesn’t that seem lazy? You know there are other problems to tackle other than your pillars of the past, of which are entirely immovable. Ah, maybe there’s a key there. If the pillars of the past are immovable, and you’re currently building future pillars of the past in the present, doesn’t that reveal a certain strength of which your humanity gives to the present? And in that case, the future? It’s almost as if your actions are time travelers and that they will always be shaping the world around you no matter how deep and lost below they sink. This gives memories the quality of diamonds in a sense. Some may be rough and almost unknowable while others are fine cut and precious. If you think the memory is fine cut, hold on to it if you believe that suits you best. If you find a memory that’s rough, it’s probably better not to change it, but if you try, you might find it was one of the most beautiful memories that you left out and once you’ve cut it and found this out, you’ll hold to it forever if you value it enough. As for the oncoming chances to find new precious rocks in time, well, that’s up to you to decide how you’re going to cut what you’ve discovered.

  • Deep notes

    7:15 am January 19 2018
    Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.

  • To be & go on (8/11/24)

    being, What it may be

    Whether to be or not to be,

    That is a question ✧˖*°࿐

    With answer not known

    Yet if to be, then What be it?

    For there are many be’s,

    yet only one not to…

    And again it is asked

    What to be? An open ended one…

    Yet if you were to choose to be

    No matter what the be may be,

    then at the least, it seems to me

    you are, at the least, not ceasing to be

    & instead you have chosen

    to go on, & BE

    Learning (8/18/24)

    gamify repetition

    Streaks

    Passive aggressive

    ✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧

    how the nervous system works

    learning • Meaning • Truth

    Evolutionary Theory

    learn the details & specifics

    Dawkins -> memes

    Views (8/18/24)

    Third position politics

    thoughtfully, completely

    & powerfully

    complete master of his craft

    The Artist sees what others

    only catch a glimpse of

    RB (8/22/24)

    Take everything life

    has to offer you

    with positivity &

    endless/neverending

    GRATiTUDE ○

    Summer 2024 (8/23/24)

    I just want to express gratitude

    for my fellow friends as this

    years summer wraps up.

    y’all make me remember

    what this is about: all of us.

    And the love y’all showed

    got me fucking hyped to take

    back our lives

    & save our loved ones

    Liberate their minds (8/25/24)

    cleans the spirit

    What matters is the revolution

    of the spirit

    Only through their own power

    Sense • Earn a lot of money (8/27/24)

    funding a life

    Support • World view

    bringing paradise to Earth

    Thoughts & memories emotions (9/11/24)

    New and exciting directions

    invention writing.

    Concepts, objects, people, things

    Morbidity, eros & paternity

    (9/14/24)

    Responsibility, meaning

    Sacrifice • GRATiTuDE • Committment

    & meaning are the same thing.

    (9/20/24)

    A physical and mental paragon

    You are the living embodiment

    of human superiority. The blood

    of kings run in you.

    The blood of your father.

    The world is yours and will be

    yours one day. Men will be

    like cattle before you, like

    sheep. For only a few may

    rule the many, and you are

    one of a rare breed.

    Master the world

    Draw your very power from

    the rock of this place

    Angel of the Knight

    (9/24/24)

    Practice Empathy

    Walk it with me

    Truly no wrong way -> Are some

    ways that cause problems

    Emotions of others

    Robeart (10/1/24)

    What a trip of wishing

    from December thru

    February • We didn’t tell

    each other for being close

    friends We say not of

    the unattainable in

    maintaining joy.

    Emily Brontë (10/3/24)

    Dreams have gone through

    & through me like wine

    through water & alter

    the color of my mind

    Optimal training (SO important to me) (10/3/24)

    Practice your best positive

    thoughts

    Exercise

    Meditation

    Writing

    Reading

    Write poetry

    Keep love at a peak

    Be so kind & forgiving

    We only have but so much

    So in maintaining

    gratitude

    .·:*¨B ✘♚✘ O¨*:·.

    .·:*¨NUS¨*:·.

    (3/18/24)

    •Leprechaun story

    or elves

    Elves sound fun

  • Glory • Patience (7/3/24)

    Get big gains

    • Huge net worth

    Belief in yourself

    Hope • Smile • Destroy

    your slave chains &

    become the person you

    want to become

    Vision

    Chi GRAtitude

    Power

    Strength

    Courage

    Understanding

    Shadow • Dark side

    Breathing • Center

    Plants (6/29/24)

    you love oxygen • Take care of you

    you believe in yourself

    Be kind, strong, prosperous &

    Smart & loving & caring

    Attack • Defend • Protect your

    loved ones • Be so nice to your baby

    Clean • Get BiG gains • Think • center

    Smile • laugh • Posture • look • hear

    Listen • Coach • learn • EARN

    Reign on me LOV

    envision

    imagine

    picture your life

    the way you want it

    to be

    Something to Remember (7/1/24)

    Dancin’ in September

    *+:。.。.·:*¨¨* ≈𖤓☯︎☾≈ *¨¨*:·.。.。:+*

    Tis Monday, the first of

    July. We only have one first

    of July this year, so let’s

    make it count❗

    GlORY • Prominence • Joy

    • Power • Kindness • Strength

    • Patience • Good attitude

    Love • GRACEFUL • Wonder

    Power is yours forever (7/4/24)

    Everything goes right for me

    Nothing ever goes wrong

    you are a demi-God

    you are a magnet for good

    luck & great fortune & gold

    & diamonds

    you get big earnings, big

    gains & big, short rides

    surges

    Patience, never outshine the

    master? “you”?

    What questions -> self-awareness

    Supportive Care (7/9/24)

    Intimacy • Connection

    i love her body so much

    She is the most beautiful

    being in the entire

    existence of everything &

    nothing

    She is so important to

    me ↝♡

    Am wanting to connect

    so deeply with *****

    ****, lovely loving love.

    She is absolutely perfect

    in every way & you

    will always show her your

    love through kindness & gentleness

    and love & so much love

    Why do people love strength? (7/11/24)

    •Fear•Power•Protection

    •Respect•Envy•Weakness(their own)

    ->how to use strength to your

    advantage -> strategy -> control

    • Smile • Chi • Belief • Positive orgones ✳

    Optimum Productivity (7/12/24)

    Enhance brain function

    Daily routine • Brain health

    Cognitive functions & ability

    Mindfulness & relaxation

    Because I want to (•_•)

    Problem solving skills ->

    solve puzzles

    Critical thinking & Planning

    learn New Skills -> instrument

    stimulate the brain -> continue

    learning -> Neuroplasticity

    FAT Bottom GiRLS (7/13/24)

    • Vision Board • Write

    • Clothes

    • Prepare for upcoming semester

    • Prepare for season

    Who wants it more?

    Positive energy -> Generate

    positive energy from thin air

    Get big money

    you are attractive

    What you are seeking is seeking you

    Boring discussions (7/14/24)

    • Crates -> Sales

    • hoodies / stencils

    -> Green pants [Drawer]

    • Drop pods off for *****

    RB (7/15/24)

    Believe in yourself

    Believe in your abilities

    Belief • Goal • Aspiration

    Vision expands • Dream bigger dreams

    Inner dialogue • Self belief – self talk

    Positive belief system • Believe in

    your abilities • Greater control

    over your life • Align your

    being • you are the best

    Encouragement to Act (7/15/24)

    Biggest dream has already

    come true – Immerse yourself

    Forgive

    RB (7/16/24)

    to meditate -> to become familiar

    -> familiar with the self

    Self-recognition • Change within

    Changed life • Neuroplasticity

    unlearning -> see/observe the old

    self & decide no unconscious

    thought goes unnoticed – Decide

    what you need to change

    Operating system -> change

    anything • Separate from the

    external world • Emotions

    Desire to know thyself

    Observe the old self (7/15/24)

    Become aware • Successful

    Nerve cells • Breaking those habits

    Making those changes

    Nervous system • emotional state

    New personality • New state of being

    Presently experiencing • Personal

    reality • think & feel

    New self – New personal reality

    Believe in yourself

    Proust (7/19/24)

    longest novel of all time

    with 1.2 million words

    “In search of lost time…”

    •❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅•

    3 possible sources for the

    Meaning of life

    Social success • high society

    Social higher-archy FAME

    The dukes & aristocrat are

    boring & crass • Dull

    ✳life’s not going on elsewhere

    •Meaning of life in Romance

    No one can fully understand anyone

    •Meaning of life in Art ○ Artists

    Return life to its true Glory ⇀

    Proust (7/19/24)

    look at the world, our world

    with some of the same generosity

    as an artist • i.e. take “pleasure”

    in the simple things

    Bring out the charm & spirit of every day

    Vermeer ⇀ painter

    the Every day

    Cakes the french call “la Madeline”

    flavor ⇀ brings streams of

    memories ⇀ evoked hope &

    gratitude “Proustian moment”

    involuntary, intense remembering

    When the past promptly emerges

    unhidden from a smell, a taste or

    a texture ○ Rich, evocative power

    Appreciative life with greater intensity

    Proust (7/19/24)

    What does being fully alive

    feel like to us?

    hard work, dedication

    Show up for work every day

    & work -> What separates the

    greats?

    Taking one day off puts you two

    days back

    Visualize yourself winning

    Fully Engaged (7/20/24)

    We want to win, period.

    When we’re on the field, we want

    to beat the living crap out of you

    Deep well of being (7/21/24)

    Periods of solitude & isolation

    to connect with our deepest

    purpose

    What would you need to

    accomplish in 3 days to

    feel like you gave everything

    toward your dream?

    live full life, give everything

    Nothings lasts

    Give & let go

    Give & let go

    Whatever is made is finite

    so Give your all to all

    in your deepest purpose

    The Game of my Life (7/21/24)

    you can do great things with

    your life even when someone

    tells you that you can’t

    Cards & Power (7/21/24)

    They have this crazy man

    RB (7/22/24)

    • Life force • Quality

    • Rainbow of possibility

    • Complete spectrum of energy

    • Multiplicity

    Cultivate your desire

    Feel/emerge into her

    Press her down fully with your

    personal divinity.

    Work hard • (7/23/24)

    No need to stress about time

    if you don’t like it, stop

    Bring forth the light of your

    inner depths & share it & give

    it to the world & to your

    ship • Calm/steady her

    sails, prove to manage her

    amidst the chaos of the winds

    & follow your purpose

    first & foremost

    Self-love (treat your loved ones like they’re Jesus) (7/25/24)

    Dance in your shoes at all times

    you better have fun, because you’re

    going to be gone in a minute

    Gratitude shifts your perception

    to such an extent that it changes

    the world you see • These love

    notes from the universe are waiting

    for you to notice, waiting for you to

    tune in ○

    It is suspiciously easy to live

    in our natural state ⤠ Simple

    You have the power

    to create WORLDS

    ▂ ▃ ▄ ▅ ▆ ▇ █ █ ▇ ▆ ▅ ▄ ▃ ▂

    Miracles happen all the time, what

    one’s do you notice?

    Seeking the rare pearl (7/25/24)

    Buy the whole haystack

    Be your own advocate

    Paperwork

    Remember a lot of things

    love madly

    Magic of thinking Big

    Courtesy Leader

    RB (7/24/24)

    Do you get offended easily? Don’t

    you feel like you’re letting people

    down when you get angry and do/say

    mean things to them just to

    spite them? just to make things

    fair? Wouldn’t you rather submit

    and show them that you are

    willing to absorb their energy it might

    be, and look at them with positive,

    gleaming eyes of hope?

    Ambitious financial Goals (7/26/24)

    Never-> in fact refuse to

    play the victim

    Accumulate wealth instead

    of making excuses

    “The Mind is everything. (7/28/24)

    What you think, you become.”

    -Buddha

    “Life is long enough if you know

    how to use it.” -Seneca

    “Stop living the same year

    75 times & call it

    life.” -Robin Sharma

    “The two most powerful

    warriors are patience

    & time.” -Leo Tolstoy

    Kickass (7/29/24)

    Bring forth the bulldog

    And the roosters

    Analogies & Metaphors

    Experience, abstraction; cognitive

    effort to reconstruct & understand

    “Curse of knowledge” -> fear of

    not knowing something that

    you do know

  • (pt. 1) “Affections

    loving beauty ✧

    human relationships

    Act like human beings

    Replying to comments

    Good original content

    indignation · ratios adding up

    Universe

    What am I giving back?

    idealization of ‘Authenticity’

    different ingredients

    Quality / Quantity

    High degrees of visibility

    Technology · misgivings

    viable tactics · Awareness

    Boost engagements

    (pt. 2) “Published Author

    friends · reflection · inventive

    multiplicity simulation · Ratio

    Regulating visibility influencer

    People · values · priorities

    Engagement · Knowledge

    Strong opinions · Veins

    blood · time · half my day

    Personal prowess · Business

    agreement · financial · Power

    ·Platform · Accordingly · Rules

    ·Game · Pursuits · Lord · Involvement

    · Owners · Spirit · Concepts · discourse

    Culture shapes behaviors as much as code

    · Accurate · foundational

    Current · Potential · Recognize

    (pt. 3) “individual

    · Feedback · Analytical · playing the

    game · outcomes · Controlling

    enforcing · regulatory · Actors · series

    · Questions · What are the rules?

    important · Circumstances

    · Productive · Systems · Manipulation

    Beyond · impact · tools · reference

    future · Dynamics · Broader

    · Focus · Veteran · Paradigm Equal

    Contrast · Series · Shifting

    · lucidly · Reform · accountability

  • The Divine

    The divine is that which is bright yet unseen and is a felt and somewhat believed force of nature. The bright and unseen falls through dimensional fabrics that subsequently resonate via shimmerations of such thoughtful reputabilities. The microscopic diffusion of the photonic particlization makes the subsequent experience upon any form of epidermic sensory intake (or otherwise) is nearly imperceptible except for by either natural acceptance via unconscious reckonings and/or by conscious realization through methods whether on purpose or by just happening. Whether noticed, acknowledged, felt or not, such divinities must be believed to be righteous within their infiltrations, that is to say, well intentioned, and given freely thus asking for nothing in return. To such a degree, the idea of gratitude becomes a grand source of reckoning when undertaking what exactly to do in the face of such powerful yet untouchable. Though the initial thought of gratitude comes across as cultish from a behavioral standpoint, one must then consider the scientific ramifications induced by acting out the psychological undertaking of gratification. Such molecular manifestations, as noted in previous essays, carry over resonate values that have physical impacts on the surrounding environment, subsequently people and oneself. As noted, these are inevitable resonations, and so are being cycled by our influence whether we are conscious of our penetrative conjurations or not. This is a good thing no matter what, but to be conscious of the influence brings to question the idea the impact of riding the divine waves of experience with gratitude not unlike the ways in which the snowboarders, surfers, longboarders and skaters overtake their respective surfaces with utter flow. The resultant state is an awesome display of balance on an otherwise tiny piece of wood that without the human experience of control over that which may/may not be unpredictable within one’s personal experience as affected by the surrounding environment, when done with full belief in the depths of one’s experience, ends up being a beautiful form of ecstacy that then becomes an overall shared experience between the conscious reckonings of the surrounding populous, thus physically manifesting that which had been previously deduced as divine nature. This could be thought as making heaven on earth, God’s image even. Would this mean man is experiencing the power of God? Or is man fulfilling his nature in a godlike being? It would be fullhearty to believe that man would be taking on God’s form itself, but the positive impact on one’s physical health can have an exponentially righteous effect on the external.

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    Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – December

    December 2, 2015

    December 4, 2015

    long time no see as always. Shit has gotten pretty ugly w/ ******** which is a shame cuz ***** been having **** *** (***** good) But that’s what I get for being a giant faggot. *** made it too easy though and truth be told, it was probably the best thing that could’ve happened to ** considering *** circumstances. What has past has past though, and there is nothing I can do now but wait, react, and be the best Robby B I can be.

    Things haven’t been so bad otherwise. Coach ***** is an awesome mentor and seeing Coach ******* die this past week really put into perspective how mortal you and the ones you know really are. There’s been a lot of deaths lately which is sad but refreshing in an odd way. At least we continue to prove that life goes on after death, no matter how heart wrenching that death may be.

    I know several people who have told me they want to live ’till they’re nice and ripe and on the other hand I’ve had people tell me they’d rather die young, like 30. So far, other than *****, I’m the only person I know that pretty much just wants to die. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t WANT to die. I don’t think anyone truly WANTS to die, they just get tired of what little life offers them.

    I think writing my thoughts down can be healthy as it has helped me take my mind off ********, oh ********. I really fucked that up. To be honest though, I have plenty of reason to just give up. But I won’t. Why? The most accurate answer I can give you is that you simply can’t explain some things. My farts smell like turkey : )

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    Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – May

    May 7, 2015

    Last night was interesting to say the very least. I said quite a few things to her, quite a few honest things. It’s amazing how angry a person gets when they hear honesty come from someone’s mouth. My mind ended up in another zone again. the only time I really see the alternate world (without the use of drugs) is when I find myself in a state where my personality is dictated heavily by emotions. To describe the world’s even to myself is somewhat difficult. One world was completely white and seemed smoothed over yet fuzzy at the same time. The other was this somewhat distorted kind of world where there was no middle ground between small and large or white and black. Maybe I shouldn’t have taken that acid. Of course, maybe Steve Jobs shouldn’t have as well or bill gates.