Tag: secrets

  • Deep notes

    7:15 am January 19 2018
    Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.

  • Dark thoughts

    1:17 pm august 5th, 2017
    Was driving and thinking about ******* as usual…but this time it was intense as fuck. I thought about how i wanna *** at 88 but how i also wanna go on my own terms. Fuck *******, fuk tha hatrs and sorry to the lovers. I want to **** ****** from a burning tree with no one around. No one will know how or where. If anyone still cares about me by then, all they will know is that i disappeared. Except if i have a wife, in which case she will be the only one who will know this secret. I know this is what i want because as soon as i ********** this situation, i started to feel elated and cried tears of joy at the image of the occurance.
    1:20

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