Tag: writing

  • Heavy into the action (1/19/26)

    long hard road to the top
    Top in America ∘ Collect your

    •Coin⍟

    Become ultra endowed through your glorious belief in yourself to get your goals accomplished, becoming the most successful version of yourself you can possibly become ∘ You are a gigantic human being ∘ I will do my very best to be the very best Robert I can possibly be ∘
    We’re all the way back, baby!
    Success ∘ Fair minded beast
    Most dominant being flowing ~

    Tyson – Ruthless (1/20/26)
    Truly grateful

    that I found my wings

    before I hit the ground

    Time to level up (1/21/26)
    Create better times – you are the creator ∘ Every single day – you know it’s not going to end
    CONTINUE – Top percent – you don’t quit -> you adjust and keep going • DON’T QUIT

    (1/22/26)
    What can be done to grow your health to immense levels

    Togetherness (1/23/26)
    take it to another level
    What changes do we need to make
    to keep moving forward?

    Robert wants it (1/24/26)
    he wants it real bad
    forgive your beautiful, handsome self
    your soul attracts immense goodness
    Feel good for the life you lead
    The path is wonderful with glorious
    mystery ᯓ★

    1:11 [kingdom]
    it’s 1:11am and I’m learning about Thomas Hobbes’ “Levithan” from Yale’s free lectures on YouTube -> forgive me I don’t know the professor’s name.

    Carry forth love ♡ (1/24/26)
    Bring forth loving peace to your world with an immense, holy, divine, forgiving effort.
    I love you all with all my heart and soul with great gratitude and body that yearns for your love in return forever with peace

    ∘𖧋∘

    you must post with love
    you are a peace writer
    you can create the world
    of peace you’re looking for
    We can do this together
    We share a beautiful
    loving soul and righteous holy spirit

    God’s Ultimate light (1/24/26)
    Watch yourself ∘ watch your actions ∘ Thank Spirit •
    Silent Savior ∘ No longer a victim, but a champion of extreme proportions • The best Robert I can be at all times -> all day every day with every divine cell of my holy granted fibers that connect together the fabrics of my righteous body full of God’s ultimate light ✧ Divine righteous being
    Creator of truth and Proper glory ✧ Legacy
    You’re looking at the words of a winner •

    Immaculate Manchester (1/24/26)
    Rest at the end, not in the middle
    Never miss a day -> only shortcut
    Just fucking do the thing -> THE life hack
    Understand the enemy’s weaknesses
    Beyond Valuation
    Immaculate Maturity
    Never satisfied, never finished
    Dream it, Believe it

    What do you like about it (1/26/26)
    I like Star Wars I think because I have respect for the force, just like I have respect for the magic from the world of Harry Potter ∘ I like the writing of the Dark Knight, especially the delivery of the Joker’s dialogue – not bad, ironically𓈒

    Why to take Risk (1/26/26)
    To be bold and original leads to becoming

    Memorable

    leaving behind your

    legacy

    something to be shared,
    with the eons, if not
    just your flesh & bones

    Connected Spirits 𔓎-𔓎 (1/27/26)
    Fear not the clear resolution of my righteous glory – confident will your soul sway now that we have encountered and connected one another’s spirits.

    Now Execute ✦ (1/30/26)

    Positive, forward moving momentum
    you are big time now
    Earn / find / get your coins!
    Believe know in your confidence
    You have the abilities
    Now execute

  • Anti-psychotic

    Insanity, from my understanding, is the embarkment on a path of repeated instances without resolution or contentedness over a seeming endpoint. This act of fuzzy thinking may lead certain individuals down paths of incurable mental states, save any pre-existing conditions. One mental state of mainstream note is that of psychosis. Psychosis feels hard to explain, yet when you see it, you know it’s happening. Hallucinogenic states of mind start to overwhelm perceptual modulators and whatever was a sane, conscious entity finds itself in a soirée of colorful (if frightening) machinations of the imagination. Experiencers seem to garner sensational awareness over their surroundings, suddenly seeing or understanding familiar objects as foreign observers awaiting your next twitch. And twitch one does into a state of perilous anxiety that befalls their soul until they are caught betwixt some rational explanation for the occurrences and chaos.

    What to do for yourself/the individual? I would essentially recommend the use of water, whether that be by rehydration via orally or epidermilogically, for the sight is water, and to drink that lovely H2O will bring about at least a base state if not regained.

    Otherwise, one must prevent this from occurring in the first place, hygenically and with immense care for discipline, at least in regards to a fair consistency. One may choose how to keep sane, and I myself enjoy sitting in a dark, quiet space with little to no action going on around me. If I do not do this at least once early in the day, the morning preferably, then I surely go insane and reach a state of intense and damaging psychosis. You may have some other activity that levels your humility, such as writing or drawing, perhaps a game on your phone or song you can sing. We should do these things early in the day, and aim for every day, and for at least 15 minutes, because frankly it is our closest interaction with anything resembling true purpose in a world where we are constantly beckoned to carry out some duty below our birthright’s desire. When we partake in these dream realizations, even for those brief periods in the day, I believe we make the heavens smile, and the hells dance, as what part of life’s dual nature does not enjoy seeing you fulfill even your most menial mental health checks?

  • About that delicate flower

    That I met on that day
    In the shade
    No dues paid
    Truth’s rest laid
    Continued reverence
    For that which glistens
    As morning’s dew
    Hydrates its hue
    Loving stem
    Leaves waving
    Solar road paving
    Always growing beyond
    That dream you had drawn
    When you were but a seed
    Now you lead
    My eyes astray
    Make me obey
    Your uncommand
    Unravel my soul
    Before my body becomes
    Your loving bed forever
    Lovely little flower

  • • Moments of kindness Rejected 

    Pity craved • WARRiOR • GoD

    • Pain • Townsquare • Treasure • Gesturing • Sarcasm • Realism • Annoyance • Family Suicide • Chip off the old block • Thanks for coming MONEY • Diamond pinky rings • FAt MAN • Clues • Senior Vice President at an investment firm • So much exploration 

    November” (11/2/21)i

    You only go through this moment once -> give those people appreciation genuine flattery from the heart • What does your heart tell you to do? 

    Elegant pondering

    “Not everything that is faced can be changed, But nothing can be changed until it is FACED” – James Baldwin 

    4 billion years ago -> life 𖦹

    CRUDE copies of themselves • Natural selection -> 1st coherently described by Charles Darwin, is an instrument of such enormous POWER, that from such modest beginnings, there can emerge all the richness & beauty of the biological WORLD • CARL SAGAN 

    Molecules based on carbon • Amino Acids • Molecules • From? Complex organic molecules

    •Soul•” (11/2/21)

    Improvise, Adapt, overcome Work -> My work -> intellectual Copyright

    ∘))—> Ugly when you get into the money of it 

    Get Rich & Rock the ⦅WORLD⦆ SOURCE of MUSiC

    Rosebud ∘ The Greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t EXiSt. 

    Two types of people, those w/ loaded guns and those who dig Ask yourself one question, do I feel lucky? Well do yah punk?

    Robin Williams” 

    All those moments will be lost in time, like teardrops in the rain GOOD MORNING Vietnam I love the smell of napalm in the morning 

    I feel the need the need for Speed ∘ Roads ? Where we’re going ; we don’t need roads ∘ We don’t have no barges, I don’t have to show you any stinkin’ BARGES 

    You make me want to be a better man ∘ Nobody puts the baby in the corner I wish I knew how to quit you Love means never having to say you’re sorry
    Autumn” (11/2/21)

    Here’s looking at you, kid ∘ I’ve always depended on the kindness . . . of strangers ∘ Ready for my closeup ∘ Would you be shocked if I put on something more comfortable ∘ You know how to whistle, don’t you? You just put your lips together and BLoW ∘ I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way ∘ You’re trying to seduce me ∘ As far back as I can remember I always wanted to be a gangster ∘ Say hello to my lil friend 

    Godfather” (11/2/21)

    I’m gonna make him an offer he can’t refuse ∘ keep your friends close but your enemies closer ∘ BATMAN ∘ SPARTACUS ∘ James Bond ∘ The power of CHrist compels you ∘ It’s Alive ∘ You never know what you’re gonna get ∘ Life moves pretty fast, you don’t stop to look around every once in a while, you could miss it ∘ Get busy living, or get busy dying 

    Fortitude ⬡” (11/2/21)

    If you build it, he will come ∘ That’ll do pig ∘ What we got here, is failure to communicate ∘ you talkin’ to me? ∘ You can’t fight in here, this is the war ∘ ∘∘~

    Greed, for lack of a better word, is good. ∘ Show me the money ∘ The snozzberries taste like snozzberries ∘ Alright alright alright ∘ I’ll be back ∘ It wasn’t the airplanes, it was beauty who killed the beast 

    Rocketship ⚛” (11/2/21)

    I could have been a contender ∘ fasten your seatbelts, it’s going to be a bumpy ride ∘ I’m as mad as hell and I’m not gonna take this ANYMORE ∘ ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED ∘ Get AWAY from her you bitch ∘ Get to the Chopper ∘ YOU CAN’T HANDLE the TRuth ∘ To infinity & Beyond! ∘ Made it MA! Top of the WORLD! I DiD it! ∘ There’s no crying in baseball 

    November” (11/2/21)ii

    Just what do you think you’re doing here? ∘ What’s in the box? ∘ Elementary, my dear Watson ∘ Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn ∘ But why male models? ∘ Why so serious? ∘ I am serious, and don’t call ∘ Well, nobody’s perfect ∘ Go ahead, make my day. ∘ There’s no place like home ∘ Hasta la vista, baby ∘ we’re gonna need a bigger BOAT

    November” (11/2/21)iii

    Just when I thought I was out, they pull me back in. ∘ Wait a minute, wait a minute, you ain’t heard nothing yet ∘ It’s showtime folks ∘ It’s showtime ∘ Welcome to Jurassic Park ∘ Welcome to the Real World ∘ I have a feeling we’re not in KS ∘ They call me Mr. Tibbs ∘ There can only be one ∘ Two men enter, one man leaves ∘ Ever dance with the devil in the pale moonlight? ∘ Do you like scary movies? Is it safe? 

    November” (11/2/21)iv

    Magic Mirror on the wall, who is the fairest of them all? ∘ We rob banks. ∘ Round up the usual suspects ∘ What have you been going through emotionally? ∘ Leave the gun, take the cannoli ∘ This is MY BOOMStick ∘ I aim to misbehave. ∘ Dead or Alive you’re coming with me ∘ I ain’t got no time to Bleed ∘ WHat I do have are a very particular set of skills, skills I have acquired over a very long career ∘ If they move, kill them 

    November” (11/2/21)v

    I’m too old for this shit ∘ It’s not the years on it, it’s the mileage ∘ When you grow up, your heart Dies. ∘ I was BoRN a poor black child ∘ You’re going out a youngster, but you’re coming back a star ∘ I am big, it’s the pictures that got small ∘ I’m kind of a big deal ∘ Good to be king ∘ with GREAT POWER COMES GREAT Responsibility ∘ What we do in life echoes in eternity 

    November” (11/2/21)vi

    Well, it’s not the men in your life that counts, it’s the life in your men ∘ Life finds a way ∘ I am not an ∘ In the Name of God, do your duty ∘ Do or do not, there is no try ∘ The stuff that dreams are made of ∘ You want the moon? ∘ Jerry don’t ∘ Let’s ask for the moon, we the stars. ∘ You had me at hello ∘ Really, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship 

    November” (11/2/21) vii

    Remember, Remember, the fifth of November ∘ They’re coming to get you Barbara ∘ Be afraid ∘ The horror, the horror ∘ We all go a little mad sometimes ∘ Fill your hand you son of a bitch ∘ God damn you all to hell ∘ You’re tearing me Apart ∘ English MF Do you speak it? GEt OFF MY LAWN ∘ You’re out of ORDER! ∘ My PRECIOUS ∘ STELLA! ∘ Snap out of it. 

    November” (11/2/21)viii

    Yeah, well yah know, that’s just like, your opinion man ∘ A martini is shaken not stirred ∘ Coffees for closers only ∘ Am I gorgeous? ∘ Somebody stop me! ∘ Alrighty then ∘ It’s in the hole! ∘ As if! ∘ Forget about it ∘ GREAT SCOTT ∘ YOU BETCHA ∘ GROOVY ∘ INCONCEIVABLE ∘ Plastics ∘ REDRUM / Murder! Murder!

    November” (11/2/21)ix

    Lah di dah, lah di dah ∘ Shall we play a game? ∘ Do you want to play a game? ∘ Shut up and deal ∘ May the force be with ya’ ∘ Jesus H. Christ ∘ We’re on a mission from God. ∘ We came, we saw, we kicked its ASS

    November” (11.2.21)x

    Voice • body • nourish • dazzle ∘ Clothes ∘ magical • supernatural • Astonish • Gold  • Borrow from all the arts • hearts & souls • Conscious • Goddess • Evoke Venus, the goddess of Love • Extensive, elaborate • Clusters of Gold • Gold embroidered • Exquisite figure • magnificent Jewel

    November” (11/2/21)xi

    No words can convey her • Ensemble • harmonious Admiration • Buzz • Key🗝DAZZLE✧ harmonious • Attention • changed • LARGER THAN Life • FANTASY • spell • Distract • hint • screaming it • Reveal • imagination // ARMS • Bare

    November~” (11/2/21)xii

    Movement • demeanor • graceful • suggestive • floating • Obsessed • tremulous • Manner • nonchalant aura • relaxed • obvious • languorous air (characterized by tiredness or inactivity, especially of a pleasurable kind • characterized by an oppressive stillness) 

    November” (11/2/21)xiii

    time • world • love • Pleasure •v• Your gestures • ambiguity • innocence • misunderstood • Permeating • Song is liquid and attractive • The unattainable • The seas beckon you wave back 

    November” (11/2/21)xiv

    Delightful • love • power of words • weakness • Master Language • longing • Adaptable • Wit • Charm • Particular • Strong effect • Play • Toy • Kiss • Bold • Eyes • Hands • Safe • Quick 

    November” (11/2/21)xv

    Nothing can stop him • his story is irresistible • Set their hearts ablaze • intense look, a clear indication he was something new and exciting sending her drab life into the flames of fury • desires uncontrolled • Agree • BoLD • He proposed to her • act or attitude of loose morals • Who don’t know Right from Wrong? • Lacking legal or moral restraints • Behavior, revelers lived for challenges • Publicized loud as fuck 

    November” (11/2/21)xvi

    Deuce • Creep • Predator • Novel • Demonic talker • apologies lost, no backing down now • threesome • Remarkable remake • Supernatural Secrets • Uncontrollable urges • Exhausting efforts • worthy wait • Glowing gorgeous • vulnerable victims • can’t control • intense inspiration • distracting desire • Potent Power 

    November” (11/2/21)xvii

    The key • do not hesitate • ABANDON RESTRAINT AND IMMERSE YOURSELF • go • relinquishing control • fundamental submission/weakness • worries/mistrust/charm // thinking about the aftermath • Not worrying • resistance • obstacles • catalyze • engulfed in the moment • CREATE OBSTACLES / RESISTANCE in LIEU OF NATURAL OCCURRENCE • YOU CANNOT BATTLE W/O FIRST SHARPENING YOUR SWORD 

    November” (11/3/21)i

    Nietzsche – suggests that the “Slave revolt in morality” begins when resentment becomes a creative force. In allowing resentment & hatred to grow in him, in having to rely on patience, secrets, and scheming, the man of ressentiment ultimately becomes cleverer than the noble man. 

    Monster in my thought too hideous to be shown. 

    Iago the SNAKE 𓆙

    Need to see into the soul; see the thoughts we cannot 

    You would not understand my soul if my heart was in your hands 

    Godlike view of the soul 

    November” (11/3/21)ii

    • Extreme • Impudent [not showing due respect] sarcastic • nail/lip biting • Cares not for what you think • Paradox; Extreme; Supreme; Enhance; Conservative Culture – Shine & be appreciated • Fresh air • Provider • Essence • Go farther than anyone else is willing to • I DON THE DUKE OF EARL 

    November” (11/3/21)iii

    Great • do not offer • meh pleasantries • allowed in society • reach into the inner external -> the repression awaiting your arrival & repose • Liberate your mind • Uncover the forbidden/dangerous/evil 

    “Today I escaped from ANXiety. Or NO, I discarded it, because it was within me, in my own perceptions – not outside” ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀

    -Marcus Aurelius

  • Dreamy third eye (12/10/25)

    History of love floating around your head ; young genius so full of good memories
    Forget me not when looking back on them with that dreamy third eye

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  • Infinite Boss ✧ (1/21/26)

    I’m going to miss writing in this book. I remember finding it, cheap little notebook nevertheless on sale for cheaper at ye’ ole Giant market, upon that glorious sales rack near the bathrooms in the back. A lovely little book by the name of “B☉SS,” and boy, I think he sure has proven his bossiness I’ll love you forever you little purple animal creature monster freak of nature king of time and space BOSS of the century and carried on into the eons.

  • loving in my posture (1/3/26)

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  • and it’s done (11/25/25)

    Your confidence in yourself & exhibition of professional
    patience continues to awe inspire
    the masses

  • Confident ✧ (11/16/25)

    Stout intellectual ∘ ^most powerful mind

    Unstoppable body

    Able to take advantage of opportunities

    The best example of humanity

    You are that which people & the world look up to

    You are so attractive
    Attracting to you the most
    beautiful & fortunate
    circumstances, creating a
    beautiful life for yourself
    & those beautiful loved ones
    in your life ∘ Radiate gratitude
    Gratitude flows through &
    with your essence becoming
    bright with light of the
    Divine

    Winning Vibrations (11/16/25)

    𝄞TO BE CONTINUED🎬📼⭒˚。⁠📽𐦂𖨆𐀪𖠋☆∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

  • Victory Vibrations (11/16/26)

    Get more touchdowns

    Absorb those vibrations of triumphant victory from a God so loving ∘ Emanate from your soul those vibrations of winning ∘ You are a winner

    Win with all your might ∘ feel those obstacles and overcome them with that strength blessed upon you by God

    The Universe is full of those lights that send to you energy so full of strength that you pull off feats of immense GLORY ∘ Find meaning within yourself and realize your miraculous, loving ability to be unstoppable

  • So cute (11/16/25)

    You are that which is most righteous & most successful

    Angel of light, love & Glory

    Warrior of God

    Widest smiles for miles

    Vibrations of immense strength

    Unstoppable being of iron

    Welded by the hands of God

    Frequencies of victory flowing with righteous strength

    We bring the biggest booms

    Savage full of animalistic testosterone king of Glory

    Eat up the opponent

    Divine spirit, protect those gifts blessed upon you protected by God’s loving angels against the darkness as you spread your divine light

  • Eternal Repose

    What sacred thoughts do you think young prophet ∘ that with wisdom from the infinite vein of the deities circling your mind with eternal repose

    Intertwine yourself with their fibers & feel the glory of their divinity flow into your own spirit as you manifest new heights of golden, loving glory.

  • What is it to write like a madman? What does it mean to have righteous handwriting? What if you wrote a whole book – series of books…by hand。°‧⋆˚࿔ you were once less touched by education

    Activate that piece of your soul

    Bring forth into reality that inner BEASTMONSTER96 you righteous divine angel of God mighty with glorious strength that supports that eternal frame of bones that stay sturdy through the most difficult of reckoning ∘ Feel your divine patterns bringing out your inner billionaire – that which holds the most power in any & every circumstances

  • ৡ♱ৡ (11/2/25)

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  • You will find victory (10/22/25)

    Pander not to the weakness of yesterdays failures; instead, rise & be that beautiful being you’ve always been

    Be so gorgeous & mighty as you continue your path to glory

    An everlasting mark on the minds & hearts & history books for many civilizations to come ∘ Outlasting those sands of dripping time ∘ into infinity does your action light it’s fiery rays of shining magnitude to fill the constant void of desire that yearns for your divine release upon the world so weary from a lacking soul so beautiful as yours

    Keep bright & stay strong through those righteous pains of growth and I promise you will find victory

  • Brilliant ideas (10/8/25)

    To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment. To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don’t need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself.


    Effective communication turns your knowledge into influence & impact Having knowledge but lacking the power to express it clearly is no better than never having any ideas at all.

    Speak less, say more. – Eloquence is often define by consciousness & impact, not verbosity. Listen deeply, then contribute value.

    It’s not what happens to you, but how you react to it that matters

    Play it as your own (10/8/25)

    Think of the life you have lived until now as over and, as a dead man, see what’s left as a bonus and live it according to Nature. Love the hand that fate deals you and play it as your own, for what could be more fitting?

    By three methods we may learn wisdom: First by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest.

    View every new day as a gift, eliminating trivial worries and focusing on essential action

    Wisdom is cultivated through introspection, learning from mentors, and the harsh lessons of action & failure

    Your inner world (10/8/25)

    Be the change that you wish to see in the world. -> Believe in yourself, already! Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. – Rumi

    The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others

    Action oriented

    Setting goals is the first step in turning the invisible into the visible

    Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishment

    The greater danger for most of us lies not in setting our aim too high and falling short, but in setting our aim too low and achieving our mark. Success is the progressive realization of a worthy ideal.

    You so cool :) (10/8/25)

    Success requires a clear defined vision to manifest an abstract desire into a concrete reality

    Motivation gets you started, but discipline and consistent action are what close the gap to success.

    Think big -> live above your potential

    Success is a continuous journey of improvement -> the process is the reward

    Confidence is a result of taking action despite your fear

    Persistence is a virtue superior to innate talent, intelligence or education – It is the ultimate differentiator

    Take a deep breath and love yourself (10/8/25)

    Success is stumbling from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm. I am a great believer in luck, and I find the harder I work the more I have of it [Luck in bounties] -> Luck often favors those who have prepared and acted diligently, making them ready to capitalize on an opportunity when it appears

    Great success and progressive change require a foundational vision that is shared & collective

    It is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation

    Power of thought (10/8/25)

    If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things. A well educated mind will always have more questions than answers

    There is no nobility in being superior to your fellow man; true nobility is being superior to your former self

    Man’s greatness lies in his power of thought.

  • & loving behavior (10/22/25)

    Forthright effort carrying forth boredom like a badge of honor as you fight through the pain of struggling to accomplish what you believe in ∘ Never giving up on yourself no matter the cost • Believe in yourself, mighty creator of change & positive growth toward the reckoning of your dreams vision for yourself ∘ With the guidance of your better spirits, you overcome those evils that betray & seek to cast their illusory spells in the wake of your awesome climbing upward ∘ Total resolution a light of divine vision • Ultimate Greatness ∘ That which is the Greatest • In the eyes of all ∘ With a good attitude & loving behavior

  • Wherever you go (10/18/25)

    Creating that bond which is most loving & courageous with a loving righteous spirit so bright & splendid & so full of joy & light and deep seeking forgiveness • That feeling which is felt & loved by all who encounter such a righteous goodness – a deep well of merciful loving power so full of divine glory wrapped up within your kind, patient, powerful, fast, tender, gentle, supreme, loving, fascinating body, mind, spirit & soul ∘ your brain is full of the most fiery & sexual vibes that entice & convince & bring peace & love & kindness to the air wherever you go

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  • What if we go together (10/14/25)

    for the sake of our love

    When we go together

    Everything starts to feel so right

    Like a flower in sunshine so bright

  • You will always find (10/8/25)

    Make life so super wonderful for yourself and your loved ones • Seek and find pure ViCTORY ∘ May you reign the almighty king of your kingdom ∘ Powerful Spirit, Strength strong ∘ Growing stronger • You will always find

    Keep finding ~>

    Continued reverence of your most divine self ∘ Your most righteous actions bringing about that divine, wonderful change throughout your times on this roundly going world that spins so lovingly along with your smiling spirit shining so serene as if not to disturb the sleepy kittens so bundled in love.

  • I keep showing up; they can’t stop me!

    your hair and physical features are so beautifully perfect and wonderful and attractive ∘ Shining face • Glowing resolution

    Glorious articulation • righteous intellectualism • Most good and on time • Perfect mind, body, loving spirit, soul of Earth carrying forth the best efforts in endeavoring and accomplishing your goals and ultimately everlasting life for you and your loved ones & peace for your wonderful world. In your heart, carry your very best loving energies; become so charming & clever w/ your thoughts

  • love with loyalty (10/5/25)

    Lead yourself to great success no matter what it takes • you are the ultimate being of righteous, glorious action of which carries your body, mind and soul into your most powerful being – that which you envision yourself becoming

    Your golden magnetic aura shines and brings joy and love to the world so full of forgiveness as we hold hands into the loving arms of infinity, working hard to continue our great quest for bringing forth and continuing the great story of life with peace ∘ With goodness abound within the intertwining of our heart, soul, mind, body and spirit ∘ Becoming our Greatest versions of which the angels love with loyalty

  • Glory flowing through your very being Ultra warrior of divinity • Lovely righteous wonder

    The entity of magical resolution

    you are that which is beautiful

    your blessed vibrations bring the most joyful feelings to the spaces around you • Colorful heart and loving soul • Blood of love

  • Blood of Love (10/4/25)

    Be so FuckiNG

    Victoriousι═══════➙

  • ♡ (10/3/25)

    What are your most righteous ponderings? I do quite enjoy showing my writings online

    You are so cool and joyful and make people so happy to be alive and want to be alive! Positive love and thoughts flowings like God’s greatest most successful angels ∘ loving beautiful glory ∘ Angels • God Heaven sent ∘ Reality maintaining victory seeking • Belief and love in yourself to become that which you envision your life becoming

  • Magnificence (10/3/25)

    Say those most wonderful loving things in your mind so glorious and full of wonderful thoughts ∘ Carry your beautiful body forward and leave the world in awe at your magnificence • Silence of the minds finds new noises that flitter about your darkness • Will we find solace in the depth: of difficulty? What does your soul tell you to do with your body and mind? The frequencies vibrate through you • Bring forth these mighty shocks of God and EARN righteous victory • Being of glorious loving righteous powerful unstoppable invincible divinity • Love, Robert

  • TWO (10/2/25)

  • The first of October (10/1/25)

  • Best Access (9/30/25)

    Today is the last day of September and in lieu of a holiday spirit, coupled with a seriously rainy Tuesday vibe, I want to spill & spew whatever words do come to mind • • ∘ such seed we sew so soulfully • serene sea surfer

    God Righteous entity turning dreams into reality • Super strong hands always writing that which emerges most divine

    Righteous, loving soul giving the world all of the energy you possibly can without relenting especially in the face of adversity

    Constantly raising your skill levels • Does profit always mean success? What does it mean to be free? to have freedom over your body->

    Ethos (9/30/25)

    What freedoms can you surely carry out? Where are you experiencing restraint? What is holding your freedoms back? How freely can you move your body? What movements can you make with your body? Who can you talk to and what can you talk to them about? What do we truly want to do with our freedoms? What levels of power can you exude from your very fingertips you bloody righteous awesome fucking God of Olympus you freak of nature

  • ideals & endeavors (9/20/25)

    Sharpen your thoughts and become victorious with your newfound mindset driven for success ~ the unstoppable being of love & compassion so full of divinity that seeks to root out that which is evil albeit close reflection with like beings, of whom sacrifice themselves so that your goodness may reign powerful above all that seeks to bring about ruin ∘ Strength granted unto you by the loving hands of God’s blessed angels, carry forth with immense gratitude and bring about that change which will make your life so much better, or however, in the realization of your most righteous peace finding ideals & endeavors

  • in such random fashion (9/20/25)

    The epitome of our lies squanders any hope at lasting glory ∘ Let our Greatest and highest truth reign magnificent as we shine our lights of divine culture so bright, lighting each other up to reveal our miraculous beauty to the world and it’s varying Gods who only wish they could revel in such glorious mortality • Spinning ~꩜ dizzying -꩜ falling, laughing ~ wondering, planning, feeling our notions flying around our grand, colorful spectrums of thought that swirl around brains electrified by those not so silent vibrations of the universe that float in such random fashion that it somehow brought about the beauty of our lives

  • The twenty-fifth year past two-thousand ∘ & the those sands of time still slip slyly by ∘ I breathe in those lovely seconds of resolution as the world offers itself upon my senses so willing to embark on the act of absorbing at least the essence of their properties ∘ thus the collective frequencification brings about joy that curates into the fashion of our reigning attitude ∘ First toward ourselves & then unto others ∘ Sharing a wonderful smile as the stressors cease their turning of knobs so creaky with exhaustion, we hardly bothered to notice at first our ability to walk away from it all

  • you are heaven, to me. (9/20/25)

    Fighting for our freedom & reverence for those who fell for the realistic reckoning of the letters F. R. E. E. D. O. M. And thus I write of their beautiful strength that had them soaring powerfully for humanity like no other humans before them • May their history continue the service they put all of their being into so that their legacies may reign exemplar as in considering our privilege of movement throughout the 3 dimensional realms we solemnly call home to ourselves & our closest loved ones, whereupon we practice the act of cherishing each other

  • Captain! (9/15/25)

    Where’s your savior? Always within only not some other body but one’s own -> that is to say you are the savior

    And so be it, lead the way, Captain!

    that mighty sea awaits our return, that we may share with it tales from the lands

    We will rise stronger, more powerful … better than we were once before

    May your strength & guidance reign so supreme ∘

  • boy. (9/15/25)

    Shining muscles of glorious divine strength • Righteous entity

    Soul full of God’s life ∘ Colorful radiance overwhelms the sense until the eternal hum runs true through your wonderful skull -> that which was granted unto you, boy.

    boy. do you

    understand?

    Do you, boy?

    the flame of that match you did strike, did it burn out sooner than you had hoped? Or was it’s sweet kindling just enough to satisfy those senses so keen for love?

  • He dug deep to find what God had gifted him at birth the flaming sword of Michael embedded within the fabrics of his red blood cellular structure bringing forth on the world God’s divine will so that you may have lived with Ultimate Righteous Action ∘

    Plentiful golden rays loving rivers of life running to bring the villages nourishment & so does the oil man run drums back & lo for our very nourishment, a liquid life unto glory ∘ Will the guitar be playing for you at the gates of heaven

  • Eternal Strength Rising (9/12/25)

    The fires of victory burn bright as glory is captured & held with loving gratitude

    (9/13/25)

    In being better, may we take back control of our hearts & minds as we recapture lost souls. May these words bring you a sense of fresh air that we may breathe in together in peaceful solitude.

    Beautiful words reminding us of the importance of rest. They hunger for your release – the animal pent up in a cage

    Restless as the light of stars.

  • So full of glory, it overwhelms

    Take in the blessings of the Lord

    God almighty & spread about peace and goodness as you endeavor for great success in your quest to fulfill true meaning & understand of the self, a journey worth more than any dollar amount could ever reflect ∘ With divine muscles & a positive upfront confident go getter attitude, you can accomplish anything ∘ your mind is so powerful as you direct your body through those difficult times, strengthening your resolve & heightening your sense of spirit, making you that much closer to divinity in beauty, righteousness & love forever

  • (9/8/25)

    Working hard toward the edge of glory ∘ With a righteous loving healthy heart you spread your divinity in your endeavor for immense success

  • Victory (9/7/25)

    Ultimate Skills ∘ Unbelievable execution ∘ Fortitude • Victory is ours ∘ Powerful body • Powerful mind ∘ Powerful spirit • Take the play ∘ Destroy the Giants • Golden Righteous Divine will

  • yearning for your love (9/5/25)

    Paint the walls with your light

    God blessed muscles ∘ Powerful Formation of Strength ∘

    Glorious Endeavor for immense success • Victory

    We work hard to WiN hard

    Angelic reckonings from heaven the sun shines ∘ I love it

    Day time ponderings ∘ Careful what you listen to in that powerful mind that picks up massive frequencies from all over the universe • Spread your kind words, thoughts, attitude & mindset with you as you shine your wonderful, beautiful, magically magnificent loving light on the world so curious as to your power’s depths & yearning for your love ♡

  • Enter into the Universe (9/5/25)

    With your kind, righteous heart & reach out to those lost souls to bring them into divine understanding of completing hardship in bringing forth in their lives monumental success beyond the reckoning of their once aimless minds ∘ Healing the hate intertwined within fabrics of life so tight, yet your soothing articulation with blessed frequencies of solemn release unto a plain of open arms that release that energy into a new, brighter, kinder air no longer stubborn spite ∘ Instead carrying forth righteous loving glory soaring with victorious attitude & light

  • Control over your body (9/4/25)

    Powerful mind with total control over your beautiful body as you carry forth those most righteous actions indicative of your divine spirit that flows throughout your blessed veins filled with the warmth of life-giving blood supplied by your healthy heart ❤︎ We work hard with love flowing with an action taking intellect that takes over with Godlike spirit like an angelic machine carrying forth those most righteous efforts that hold together the foundations of societal ongoings filled with surprising glory & ultimate laughter existing to heal & fill the air w/ waves of victory

  • (9/3/25)

    Bring forth your greatest energy ∘ Glorious loving people sunshining waves of glittering wondering thoughts glowing back at your beautiful being smiling with attractive intention filled with righteous divinity as success flows to your magnetic, powerful body, quick & right decision making mind & God loving spirit bringing you love, fulfillment, massive wealth & fantastic health ☽︎

  • Gratitude abound (9/2/25)

    Righteous soul pondering the grand magnitude of those finite resources

    Continued reverence for the sun as photons carry forth living energy so divine as to blind the mortal from realizing it’s most dangerous depths ∘ Holy inspiring bringer of life cultivate untouchable glory to be sought & aspired after yet replication would mean eventual replacement, so may I for now absorb it’s holy rays of generous loving beauty as it’s cellular matrix brings my own life righteous color & fulfillment • May I in turn spread love & joy among those I’m blessed enough to come into contact with throughout the days

  • Loving beautiful righteous gratitude flowing as your powerfully magnetic body, mind & spirit bring you great bounties of wealth & success in your effort filled endeavors fulfilling your greatest dreams so that your most powerful desires come true & you become the healthiest, most powerful being you can ∘ Rising with the love of a righteous, peaceful king, your gratitude reigns as a top notch standards for your beautiful kingdom much like the kingdom of your royal body ∘ Immense success flows to you easily ❖

    We’re excited to have you here; fired up.

  • you are an incredible (8/31/25)

    source of love & joy for those around you as you contribute your glorious preparation to the world

  • Beautiful loving soul (8/27/25)

    Righteous greatness flowing through your muscles & bloodstream to create and emanate divine source so that we may bring such awesome & glorious vibrations that are most golden as they fly past the collective entity •

    Your powerful body, powerful mind & powerful spirit bring out the best from within yourself onto the world as you heal the world’s harmed soul in pursuit of loving and bringing life as success is achieved & accomplished through righteous effort that outweighs the lazy demons and defeats them with your righteous, gnarly, flaming sword from God’s great heaven, spreading divinity •

  • Oh, baby! (8/26/25)

    you are a beautiful loving soul

    Righteous heart • blood flowing • divine rays of sunlight shining through the darkest parts of the way which your wonderful voice & face brighten with your miraculous smile & immaculate articulation through which angelic vibrations pass through in your alchemation of reality into the high flying, low going righteousness of cause and effect cataclysmisizing the greatest ways of glory & greatness • you need only your body, mind, & spirit in your endeavor for radical change towards greatness & legacy • leaving your impact everlasting on the hearts of your most loved beings so that they will feel their lives filled w/ you.

  • Righteous Blood (8/23/25)

    you can prove anything can happen by the sheer will of your glorious fortitude • Peaceful Resolution within your realization & subsequent loving of the divine gifts blessed upon your wonderful soul by the giving source of the charitable universe • Gratitude flowing through your being • Righteous glory shining from your powerful body

    May your glorious tale reign supreme in the wake of the collective liquification of our individual battling’s where our strengths mesh to create the golden aura of powerful, loving, divine souls of glorious harmony that sings through the sharing of vibrations so bright with the light from the depths of your inner star which emerges with certain calm

  • Lell

    only time can tell
    Well
    oops I fell
    When I’ve posted on x, my viewer hit that bell 😏
    Whatever it’s all like, what the hell
    there’s a lamb over yonder upon the knell (a knell is like a bell)
    And nearby is his goat cousin who does enjoy a good yell
    But don’t ask about HP, because they all prefer Dell
    Yeesh, this rhyme scheme is hard to sell
    𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 should live in a cell
    Guess what the name of my grant is? Pell
    We should do this more often, looks like we really gel 😜
    this toothpaste is chalky, I prefer the gel
    I didn’t mean to qwell
    hold the rope, I’m going to rappel
    Oof, what’s the smell?
    watch out! a gazelle!
    Ow it hit me! Oh no…I hope this doesn’t swell…😖
    you’ll be ok don’t worry i can tell
    And lady is the most lovely belle 😘😘😘

  • Continued Reverence (8/21/25)

    of victory in pursuit of everlasting success for utter glory & majesty as we climb the mountains and emerge in the upper echelons as those who rose above the rest to become the mightiest champions having battled & slain & sacrificed too many a foe, we never folded & only reigned even more powerfully in the wake of our most adverse obstacles ∘ Triumph is now ours for redefinition ∘ Bringing forth our Righteous Blessings & sharing them for the world to Bask in forever with love & strength remaining in our darkest moments as we proceed to enlighten those days

  • Unstoppable Righteous Reckonings

    Life & Victory creating energy flowing upon your wonderful, historic timeline as you become the most ultimate Robert with a massive net worth & super good, fantastic health as you take care of your family with infinite kindness & love and smiling that cures diseases & ailments with it’s divine shine and vital articulation of words so beautiful, lovely, inspiring & seductive with sweetness vibrations of heavenly God fueled victory ∘ Strength growing within muscles that carry blood blessed with cells of kissed by God’s Greatest angels

  • and magical are your lips

    that kiss my yearning skin

    so softly

    as to treat them with with a tender kindness so sweet

    as to fill my being with the radiance of one million butterflies wings

    flapping their colorful magic

    within the depths

    of your righteous heart.

  • Be so powerful you righteous entity with endless energy that attracts the greatest success & wealth of which fuels your life into a beautiful garden of safety, security, love & well being defined by the most healthiest health that keeps you shining like the brightest star both in the day & night sky • Shine bright, young stargazer ∘ behold & absorb those photons so holy and charitable beyond any agreeable belief system ∘ So Brave is your soul as it trudges on against winds so furious, it continues to exemplify holy solidarity with itself powerfully with peace & love abound toward victory

  • I wrote the date before writing anything on the page • I should write more.

    here we are on this glorious Wednesday manifesting immense amounts of love, success, energy & wealth • you are so righteous • your muscles are so strong and powerful • you have a righteously powerful mind, body & spirit with waves of colorful light emitting from your eyes and fingertips so bright. Continue on your path of righteous excellence as you achieve your goals & manifest your dreams into reality with courage so great that the challenges before you tremble in cowardice as they cannot bear to withstand your ultimate strength powered by the divinity of God in heaven with love

  • I will try to explain how I feel. Everything I see has an unseen base or little planet where it functions. Everything is different there are never 2 things exactly alike, what they see is part of the big picture under the universe.

    We are all different aliens with different reasons to do things and we live all in our minds and we tell our body what to do. I think everything is part of the astral dimension. When I felt infinity it scares me. But how I can not only feel it I know it. I hate it. The physical dimension is nothing compared to the astral I think there is also a couple others. I dunno.

    I really can’t do anything. I failed BIG tests today I’m sure. I don’t know what’s wrong w/ me but I’m fairly sure no I’m sure I’m not just imagining it.

    {NOTE From the Scribe: this was “pre psychedelics” Z, too; they don’t hate infinity or find it scary anymore or think people are aliens [not that psychedelics had much to do with that but it was “mental illness” at this time] ᦠ it was around the time they thought their friends were secretly aliens and hallucinated some stuff so that’s why it was scary}

    Visual by Z
  • Unstoppable Power (8/19/25)

    Get such huge beautiful strong divine muscles • you’re so jacked & ripped with blood flowing with loving glory ∘ Money flows to you with love like a magnet ∘ you are immensely wealthy & sexy & doubtless in your positive endeavor to create the greatest vibrations that lead to your winning every game & championship • you are wealthy & victorious & articulate in the way you exemplify your swagger • your preparation is unmatched • you are an unstoppable beast master glorious golden king of diamonds with the power of the sun & righteous spirit that spreads the greatest joy & attracts the most wealth & wonderful beauty

  • Glory love life success (8/13/25)

    Confidence flows through you ∘ you walk with strong stature • you are power • you are ultimately articulate • Wealth & success flows from the universe into your divine soul giving your body holy power that carries you into your dreams & vision into a life of abundant wealth, love, joy, happiness, glory, life, success • You are God like in your speech and confidence & you are so ultimate with your behavior as you have total control over your emotions & actions ∘ you are so physically attractive & irresistible as you’re a magnet for beautiful vibrations, good health & billions of dollars

    Super righteous being with ultimate strength coursing through my body blessed with God’s glorious light that fills my soul with divine love of which I carry into the vast array of life where I share & spread goodness as it returned back to me, improving & enlightening me so that I take the righteous path and succeed in my dreamy endeavors to become an ultra rich, extremely healthy, well balanced individual

    love & Glory

    Intense, righteous success as power wealth glory love light redemption & magic flow to & from you with an amazing ease as you smile and give forth life to the world ∘ Increasing your net worth exponentially & becoming stronger in your muscle growth & powerful in your control of mind, body & spirit ∘ Becoming a righteous angel warrior of God • The glory of victory is attained by your powerful hands, held to your heart that pushes blood of Gods through your beautiful, magnificent body that acts as a vessel for the flowing divine goodness that bless it with eternally wonderful health & beauty with love & glory

  • The Scribe (8/13/25)

    Spiritual Reconciliation

    It is your time to be great

    Wonderful thoughts of beautiful life flowing through veins so divine & kindness abound𓈒 Your face is full of those righteous thoughts that God blesses your mind with • You have such a powerful mind that is able to control your body & carry forth actions of strength and powerful being ∘ An angel of light spreading joy & peace as your words heal those listening and who hear & your eyes absorb the wealth the world offers with endless acceptance & patience & curiosity, peacefully

    Peaceful improvement (8/12/25)

    With peace loving recognition, you use effort to increase your body’s strength & endurance and subsequently improving your brains ability to think the most premium thoughts that in turn fuel the cycle of action taking that thus improves the overarching quality of the way you speak to & treat people, thus improving & bringing love, light & life to their own life which will exponentialize the improvement of your own life in your endeavor for success in garnering wealth & overly substantial exciting best glory • you are so righteous in your beautiful endeavors to bring forth the best possible feeling that people love

    With a smile •ᴗ• (8/12/25)

    Meditative peace as you wonder about the beautiful minutes that pass and your unconscious absorption of divine energy that radiates through the air to you as a gift from the heavens that evoke magical reckonings that indeed bring forth from within you the righteous angel warrior of God whose flaming sword of courage defies all expectations as it overcomes the bout of evil & instead spreads goodness and life to the world that seeks to discover the answers & further mysteries the grand vastness of the universe has to offer with arms wide open as if to invite our furious curiosity with certain fervor & generosity with a smile 🙂

  • Coming back to life (8/1/25)

    from the depths of darkness that once held your soul so bound do you now emerge with glorious divine light everlasting through the rainiest days so that new life may feel your radiance as it seeks to flourish in the wake of your loving caress

    Virginia (8/2/25)

    Virginia is a wonderful state

    I’d love to live there

    It’s where I’ve met so many friends

    lovely, lovely Virginia

    Energy flowing through it’s many trees, trees are actually quite green

    And that’s actually in Northern VA

    I love North Virginia, maybe because I’ve seen it grow over the years. I wish I could afford to live there, alas I don’t think I will be able to live near there much longer. If I do move, I hope I like the new place as much as Nova. If I stay, then hopefully things get better

    Make some more (8/2/25)

    Money Money!

    – Vincent

    is so so good love

    mighty fine details

    every little bit counts

    write your heart into infinity

    you lovely space monkey

    Flip a couple bricks

    sell em by the zip

    Bring forth love &

    laughter ∘ Exude joyous vibrations as you flow through the universe

    What to experience

    What you have is the experience to be seriously rad as you create a prosperous life for yourself in the righteous pursuit of bringing joy & strength to other people as we share in the energy flocculation that we call life & getting along together as beings of the same cloth ∘ let us hold each other hand in hand until the end where we will look back on our success with a curious amazement as to how we could have accomplished such feats

    The sound of a deer (8/3/25)

    Howl of the wolf

    through the quiet of the night

    •∘

    fly an airplane

    Oats are good for your heart so I started drinking oat milk but then

  • Particle physics (7/14/25)

    Edge of physics • Fascinating ∘ Odd • Relativity • Even light can’t escape ∘

    So confusing -> face the

    Righteous winning always

    Nostalgia (7/16/25)

    How might you use your nostalgia to empower your being?

  • Having an impact (7/13/25)

    taking the time to learn

    I haven’t seen anything

    What do I wish someone had taught me?

    The responsibility of the leader

    Better standards – push hard

    Get your stuff ready to go

    Powerful at every level

    Your example as a leader

    Shaping the culture in your vision – impacting the culture & the organization

    Stepping up & doing something

    Let’s get better

    See perspective • Respect

    Understand other people can see what’s happening -> Self-awareness

    View of self ~ viewed by team

    Thinking of yourself

    A mix of self-awareness & team awareness • Act like the intention of what you’re doing is imprinted on your forehead. -> it might as well be

    The team knows your intentions

    Setting the example doing the right thing & making things better

    Practice and facilitate progress

    Fully fledged improvement of the culture.

    Squad leader stepping up makes all the difference.

  • (7/13/25)

    I Don’t Want you to

    think about it。。。

    just do it!

    I wonder if reading those essays has made me a better writer

    “lovely love” is probably one of my greatest creations.

    Taking care of our people

    learning this is hard

    Understand what the stakes are

  • What is trust to you? (7/3/25)

    What is, to you, a proper good lie? Tis the opposite of a mighty fine truth。

    (7/4/25)

    Today is July 4th, a most distinguished Friday in this lovely summer season. It’s been exactly one month since I started using a red pen. Writing in red reminds me of those words in the Bible said by Jesus. W

    (7/10/25)

    After dinner, Charlotte invited Raissa and Drip to hang out with her, Beaver & Xue. And so she joined as they around a large couch, Beaver flipping through different movies and shows.

    “Oh, wow. I didn’t know we had cable!” Said Beaver, excited to scan through the many (all but forgotten) TV networks.

    “What do you want to watch, Raissa?”

    “I, I’m not sure, this is…television, right? With movies?” Raissa asked to the groups shock.

    “Yeah! TV! Let’s watch sleepy hollow!” Charlotte proposed.

  • July 1st, 2025 (7/1/25)

    A wonderful day to feel inspired by the ones we love in our daily reckonings. May ye grow not tired of yeself, young wanderer, and may ye mind grow fruits aplenty • and share ye fruit with the growing hands of the world so ye harvest may carry forth nourishment unto the well being thus bringing health to the collective source and thus yeself.

    Collapse into thine self & feel the glorious support of life perpetuating your soul with graceful love & care.

  • Control (4/30/25)

    I love my [partner] so much

    I need to treat [them] like a human being and not like property to control

    [They’re] my best friend!

    What does a better life feel like?

    Maybe I never want to see [them] again.

    Maybe.

    But really, I want to hold her.

    I will. I will hold her & give her a beautiful home, family, cars, food • I will give her an amazing life. NEVER Go down trying. I will not stop until it’s real. And then, I’ll keep going again

  • 8:46 (4/29/25)

    Today is [my friend]’s birthday! I think we could end up doing something, but he seems to have other things going on, which sucks but I suppose that is part of what it means to be alive in the world : to lose our friends to their new lives [I am indeed a culprit of such an instance ♡]. I miss some of my friends sometimes. Looking back, 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂 𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂 𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃 𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂 𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀 𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂 𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁 𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀 𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃 𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀. I can’t even think of anyone along their lines, & go figure they’re all way more successful than me. I wonder what they’d say if they knew I currently have $𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃 to my name.

  • Victory (4/28/25)

    is in your grasp -> see it

    feel it -> become successful

    you beautiful, loving divinity

    you are a Winner (4/24/25)

    Scratch & claw your way to success, you beautiful, healthy beast.

    Money loving grubbers (4/25/25)

    Life has a funny way of doing things to your face in ways we can’t comprehend

    AM in

    therapy!

    Will be

    right back…

    please show mercy

    if I’m over 30 min

  • Let’s face it (4/18/25)

    it’s you against you

    I AM ThE Champ

    The only place to go from failure is to go too far

    you become champion

    when no one is watching you

    ARE you ALL IN?

    you gotta work smarter

    and harder

  • Expedition (4/16/25)

    Enhanced Reflexes & senses

    As if to challenge me

    You’ve got some beautiful eyes

    You are respected & loved & cared for。 Your wife loves you & 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃. I think I’m destined to die alone. it sucks that the only 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃. It’s like, leave me alone, bruv. Then of course the 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃, so yeah I guess just live my life until I die a 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 ♡

  • The Days of Robert (4/14/25)

    The Ancient Legend

    The meaning intention vs. reception

    Guess what the writer took it to mean

    Modern historical consciousness

    Different understanding of the universe/world

    Cosmos • Universal • Structure • Arise

    Support for studies • Learn something

    ╰⤵

    in the grip of that powerful emotion

    • snuffed out for good

    Sign of civilization

    mobilize

    Courage and integrity

  • Must do something ∘ What do you want to be? Be your boss • listen to your own commands ∘ Be your own kingdom

    you are your own monarchy

    Capability ∘ Leadership ∘ Bend to your own will ∘ Who is still next to you? If you’re the person of worth you want, your reign will rule strong

    Focusing on what should be done in this moment ∘ Value ∘ invoke glory • Thank the sun for it’s beautiful rays of light ✧ Glorious, glittering shine • Divinity • Glory

    A chance to bring about everlasting life

    What work can we get done now? Are we prepared to undertake action?

    What can we do to prepare for what needs to get done – to defend our lives against the evils of lies

    Fulfilling your obligations (4/8/25)

    Strengthen yourself • glory from our ancestors, from God & the Universe

    Effectiveness of your work ethic ∘ Well intentioned man ∘ What is the price we pay for procrastination? ~> a wasted life

    Become instead your own boss of whom carries expectations of you to fulfill the assignments that need to get done in order to keep the business afloat & in turn managing to maintain some sort of semblance of what it means to be human ∘

    Righteous loving glorious

    beautiful divine waves of love

    coursing thanks to you & me

    9:15AM (4/8/25)

    He woke up again

    Hell yeah • Here’s the day, again.

    “I need it” he tells himself “to feel the glory, again”

    He looks around at the empty room he built for himself.

    Such a small castle; and he gets out of bed to look out the window, forgetting to rush into assignment and thinking only of the word, again.

    Household Codes (4/8/25)

    May we carry our home in peace & harmony ♡

    All my life I want . . .

    . . . Respect my mind

    (4/9/25)

    4:47AM ∘ Dark, cold, writing this outside under lamp light

    Weighing in (4/9/25)

    at around 181 lbs, at least, two weeks ago [LOL]

    (4/10/25)

    Taste of the divine

    (4/11/25)

    ∘ Become super famous & loved globally for infinite positive/good reasons ∘ Spread joy & peaceful loving vibes • Build • Grow • Evolve

    Learn • understanding • Becoming

    Beginning • Strength • Beauty

    Phonogachi

    Admission in self-betterment

    Cooperative • Compromise • Balance

    How are you going to interpret that? (4/11/25)

    We demand he is brought back as soon as possible • Resonate • tuning fork

    Treatment of people – how do you treat people? What are the consequences of your decisions? Possible to continue to live •

    Reflection – who are we as a country?

    Inhabitant • Citizen • Successful

    It won’t be too long • Deserve • Ability

    How should you be treated?

    Ability to decide • Consistent

    We need more tunes (4/12/25)

    Please keep making music ♡

    I ♡ singing & dancing 𖨆♫♪

    Show up in person

    give care • best case scenario

    Thanks for having me ∘ Real people

    Anecdotal

    What gives you hope? (4/13/25)

    The kids. The children give me hope; they’re playful and they’re energetic and they’re surviving •

    I believe that the

    human spirit is

    incredible & the Spirit

    of children is more than

    any of us have as

    adults

  • Criteria ∘

    (4/6/25)

    What is your response? ∘ Basically ∘

    Can you speak on that?

    Data points • Administer

    Peaceful administration • Brand new

    Independent authority

    Lawful ∘ People ∘ Deserve ∘ Country

    House • Admit it • Wrongful • Return

    Imagine 𖦏 putting yourself on better

    footing ∘ World diplomacy ∘ What we’re dealing with here is human beings

    The sun will come out…tomorrow!

    Prerogative ∘ Deferential • Procedural

    Brief • Purposes • Review • Essence

    Urgency • Compliance • Seventh •

    Argue our case • File • Ruling

    Tuning in now -> what happens?

    Intentionally (4/6/25)

    Fingerprints • cause • closer every day

    Confinement ∘ willfully • Predict the future

    Put your dollar bet on the line

    Power Grab ∘ Flex • veins • muscles

    Brains • Responsible ∘ Grab up more power

    What happens next? Motion ∘ Days •

    Time • Expecting ∘ No later ∘

    Next minute -> midnight • failed

    Next morning • onwards • Thank you

    for tuning in.

    Extremely happy (4/6/25)

    Attention -> paying attention to the good things ∘-> small positive/good things

    (4/7/25)

    Happy 4-7!

    Success is upon us

    May our hands be righteous in our continuance of graceful glory ✧

    Righteousity

    in our hearts

    minds

    souls

    eyes

    is wonder

    within

    wonder

  • Optimal Solution (4/1/25)

    Mathematical ecologist

    Harvesting ∘ Environment

    Social interaction ∘ water ∘ information

    Animal behaviors ∘ computations

    Voice of… (4/2/25)

    (4/3/25)

    Appreciating life before the grave.

    Supposed to be hot & rainy this weekend

    Not sure what

    What we go through (4/5/25)

    We’re out of our fucking minds ∘ money making vehicle

    High occupancy Who the hell do you think you are?

    You know what’s hilarious

    You are or you aren’t

    What are you sad about?

    Over the horizon

    Jesus Christ

    Crazy Elf

    Learned a lot of things in life

    Building everything from the ground (4/5/25)

    level ∘ Doing something about it •

    Starting from a better place

    What is your level of independence?

    Force to reckoned with

    Folks like you don’t come around often

    Still working ∘ support ∘ go a long way ∘

    improving brain functions

    Ringing, gorgeous beauty

    Legacy ∘ Billionaires

    Foreign leaders ∘ Controlling the World

    People who get this will understand

    Learning about who you are

    Desperate wealth • Individual basis

    There is a Winner (4/5/25)

    What can we expect to see? Show up • $40 million • One hundred million dollars • Business Working women & men ∘ Creates the system ∘ What do you believe?

    The body learns

    the will to live is an interesting thing.

    Is anything possible to anyone?

    Challenges ∘ Neural ∘ dopamine circuitry

    Embrace new learning, new challenges

    Renovation • Unexpected • Preparation

    Imagine a great place

    Mindful Hospital

    Stress is by far the biggest killer

    Measure their stress levels -> will give us answers about our health

    You don’t get burnout if you’re mindful (4/5/25)

    It can be exhausting if you’re not getting anything • we need a mindful checklist • Fruits and vegetables (I feel like we need a new word for vegetable) things become automatic -> mindless -> lacking awareness ∘ Checklist

    Better than better way -> mindful checklist ∘ Beyond yes/no -> can only answer if you’re paying attention -> notice -> care -> grow, recognizing you don’t know

    Notice the changes in people

    Hyper awareness • Hyper understanding

    Believe there’s a right answer ∘ any experience is

    only experienced through you

    Equal choices ∘ Choose your adventure

  • Righteous Mapping (5/14/25)

    What do you like to write about? hm? Say it then

    “Be me or fight me” – You

    What do you put in your mouth?

    Damn life hurts

    Legendary thinking ∘

    Anytime, Anyway, Anyhow

    Making your force field

    Stronger

    When will you be Satisfied? (5/15/25)

    I’m not sure what satisfaction means

    Center

    Chester

    (5/16/25)

    What can you (we) do to maintain calm & peace?

  • Losing (5/13/25)

    You are so fucking tired of losing -> how about doing some fucking winning then mother fucker. Can you? You can figure out what to do to get these dubs ∘ Winning only ∘ Victory over everything 𖤍

    Victory

    What can we do to be

    Victorious 𖤍

    Fortunate (5/13/25)

    I make my own luck 🍀

    EFFORT

    Control your destiny

    Nobody can judge your effort

    It’s raining. You gonna let that stop you?

    Fuck no.

    Fools party; kings celebrate

    Show up & be your best

    Believe in it (5/13/25)

    Success is all you ∘ intention

    Effort ∘ Work ∘ Dominate

    Make the decision to choose who you are

    Greatness in the mirror

    Closer to Greatness • Willing to

    be the outlier • the weird one

    Stand out ∘ When they don’t

    understand you, you’re doing it

    right. Trying to get it.

    Purpose.

    I don’t need to jerk off.

    Positive production

    Victory ∘ Champion mentality

    Righteous actions

    Will love be there? (5/13/25)

    Can you love endlessly? Without garnering hurt for yourself or others? What can we do to make life

    Workin’ on the roads (5/14/25)

    again ∘ ∘ ∘ Own your time

    Escape the matrix ∘ Make

    lots of money ✧

    What does victory taste like

    What does winning feel like

    What can you do to win?

    What do you have within

    Positive Righteous Glory (5/14/25)

    Training

    Hope ∘ Belief • ^Your Vision will come true

    Robert (5/10/25)

    is the name of the New Pope. I don’t have any expectations. I just hope he can stop the ▇▇ of kids by our Catholic Priests.

    What can we do? Change the narrative

    Korea (5/11/25)

    I want to learn Korean & Arabic

    Every puzzle’s

    constructed differently

    – Kobe

    You are God’s favorite (5/14/25)
  • Chess (5/5/25)

    You love to play chess, so why not play more? Let not the downfalls of your heroes be the backlash of a spirit you hold so close to your heart & being. May you succeed in many moves ahead of you; even now in your brain do the pieces move in favor of your great victory. Feel them. Be part of their glory as they work with you to capture the hearts of your opponents. Forget not to shake their hands upon completion of the mission in gratitude for their suffering at your hand & team.

    Writing to improve (5/5/25)

    my soul ∘ my heart ∘ my mind

    & body & spirit so that healing

    & betterment may exponentialize

    Money, so much (5/6/25)

    What can you do to earn $10,000,000,000.00? Focus on your duties, make good decisions, learn that saying no to certain things that don’t work with you to improve your life

    A Prayer (5/7/25)

    I thought about writing so instead of doing the thing I was about to do (still going to do that) I wrote this real quick ꨄ︎

    (5/9/25)

    SiGNificance

  • Measure of significance (6/16/25)

    Bring forth joy ♡ & freedom

    (6/17/25)

    What are difficult things that you could do? Would it be difficult to write as much as possible? Cut out the noise ∘ Mindset • Carrying your weight • resist the resistance against yourself

    UNBORNAGAINST

    Magic happens there” (6/17/25)

    Bring magic into life

    To feel solid, that is to feel top notch

    Worthwhile endeavors • Bored dreaming

    Experience the best ideas & stimulate

    Write them down lest they fleet

    Inspiration thus value of the moment

    Shifted language ∘~,

    Weighted walking

    Skeletal & muscular system

    Activity that goes outside

    Fill the gaps in your workouts

    Gathering your glory

    What weight do you carry?

    Get some weight & carry it

    Doesn’t have to be too complicated

    Write the first 20 paragraphs

    to get to that 1 sentence

    Smell of Weed in the air” (6/17/25)

    on this wet, sunny day -> a tuesday in june with birds singing & colors blooming • let’s get these congratulations

    Hi baby!

  • Be so good & kind as you seek to spread joy unto the world

    (6/8/25)

    My heart goes to the people of L.A.

    May the **** heed their

    Warning

    (6/11/25)

    Waking that within which brings about goodness to the world & ensuring the pursuit & achievement of everlasting peace & glory for the world, that we may all live in harmony in reverence of improving the standing of our character & the health of our loved ones.♡

    “Ink dabbling” (6/12/25)

    Amazing Change • Make it good

    Heal the sick with your magnificent

    BEiNG ∘ Really caring ∘ Be good

    Believe in yourself ∘ You are the best

    (6/13/25)

    Mental fortitude • Positive energy

    Planetary ∘ Galactic • Earth

    We are so fascinating • Various versions

    of human beings • Ultra terrestrial • Time

    Grains of sand make a beach

    Biological • Digital • Compressed information

    Quantum Computing

    Beautiful, loving GLORY ✧

    Righteous wanderings

    intentional endeavors

    Mind changing self-awareness

    What can we make?” (6/13/25)

    Making things happen with what you have at your fingertips •

    (6/14/25)

    Honey, bees, flowers

    & shit 🌻🐝

    Magical being • Mythos

    Astrological beings

    Physiological ponderings

    Games of life

    Rules for Glory

    Classical personality

    King of your own mind

    Get it all out •” (6/14/25)

    What the fuck?! You’re incredible!

    (6/15/25)

    (6/16/25)

    You are an attractive entity

    The blood that flows through emerges from & as the divine

    Watch me change things for the better • Make my dreams come true • Whatever it takes

    You will make it happen

    And watch your life flourish

    Bringing the beauty from within

    into reality 𖥔

  • We Discovered (6/6/25)

    True victory • both before & ahead

    What forever is true ∘ Take it with

    you, no matter what

    investigate

    the incredibly

    important

    Conclusions foretold

    Creative notions

    Continued forbearance

    Yeesh town, U.S.A.

    Good story

    What stories do you have to tell? At the end, what will we know? Whatever it be, we’ll love you all the same ♡

    June 6th, 2025 (6.6.25)

    6/6/25 • ten-billion

    What will we choose to do next?

    Ending the way we all hope.

    Real & Genuine

    Well taken grants

    God I’d love if someone gave

    me a BUNCH of money right now

    What is happening?

    We need people out

    Here saying this

    What are the symptoms of

    Success?

    What are we, truly? (6/6/25)

    What levels are we bringing to this?

    My guess is ~ the highest levels

    To expect something this way

    and that forgets something

    special about the dream you’re

    already enjoying ♡

    I have to admit there’s something

    fun about writing in red ink ∘

    It feels amazing

    ink town central

    Beautiful coalition

    Increase your purchase power

    What are we capable of?

    So much … So much

    Find a way (6/6/25)

    To garner tons of success,

    Become that which you

    want to be •

    $net worth

    Bring your dreams into reality

    Save the planet with your

    individual actions.

    Feed the hungry.

    Energized.

    Nourish the impoverished.

    See that the trees grow

    Please plant more trees

    What can we say • to bring

    forth peace & cease with war

    around all nations?

    For now, I’ll say ∘ I love you

    And send to you through these

    words any gentlest, softest hugs.

    Campaign for Peace (6/6/25)

    Osiris ∘ piece of Osiris

    Deity

  • March, 2025 ☘︎

    “Today” (3/17/25)

    the other day I probably said the worst things I’ve ever said to her. I’m trying to not be negative or mean & positivity feels fake so I just want to relay facts at this point. I’m not happy with being disrespected in our relationship. In fact I am certain she doesn’t respect me, although she has been nice. Hope she has a good, long & happy life because I do not know if we are together anymore.

    “Lifechanging” (3/27/25)

    yale • Harvard • Ivy • College student • Libraries • Studying • Success • Academia • Freedoms • Growth • Learning • Development • Truth & Freedom • Strategy • Private profit • Daring • Voyages • Frighten the authorities • Fiery Battle • Treachery • Piracy • Ceased • Transforms crime into politics

    “Super Righteous” (3/28/25)

    What can I do to reach divine being within myself so that my physicality may become Godlike in structure & mind & depth ~> love • heart & soul

    What do you change from them?

    Zarephath • Drenched

    Hometown Boy

    Mood changes

    Righteous times

    Righteous measures

    Righteous body

    Serving my people

    Simple Kindness” (3/28/25)

    Calm care • Salvation of love

    How did Paul die? Decapitation by Romans

    Tell us that story

    Journeys • Rented rooms

    First he heals them

    Begin Again” (3/30/25)

    We are exhausted • What is scarlet?

    .

    .

    Flickering light

    their city

    feels natural to have you here

    “Power & Control” (3/31/25)

    Power to not get upset with your loved ones ∘ Control over your actions ∘~> what is in my control is my limbs & my facial expressions & my thoughts ∘-> it is sometimes difficult to control my thoughts -> that is to say I’m not quite sure which ones might pop up within my brain at any given point in time. How much power do you have over the things within your control? I think I have more power over the things within my control than I act. Imagine if you act so kind & patient while getting so smart & strong and believing in yourself & that you are so beautiful & attractive & loved

    Exit West [Book analysis]” (3/31/25)

    The novel establishes borders insofar as describing the locations of certain activities. Beyond that, the novel breaks down the idea of borders by leaving places (including their city of residence) unnamed and untitled. This is a curious choice by Hamid, as it brings forth a sense of mystification, leaving the reader to fill and/or appreciate such gaps. It also brings to mind the idea of an egoless war, defying the importance placed upon nationalism.

    -> internal borders

    -> Nadia vs. Saeed’s personal boundaries

    “Mindful vs. Mindless” (3/31/25)

    Mindful = having fun -> act of noticing

    VS.

    mindlessness -> focus is mindless

    ـــــــــــــــــــــــﮩ٨ـ

    enhanced, charismatic

  • February ’25

    listen more carefully (2/4/25)

    am wanting to be so much kinder & patient and loving to lady

    Is never wanting to lose my cool and only hold her so close all the time and be so kind and gentle and patient and loving and hold her so close in my heart even when she is not here and tell her through my soul that I love her with every drop of blood that my heart churns into my body that is hers forever.

    Thank God she was there

    I’ll be writing all the time and you’ll be getting the checks…

    I won’t forget

    Everything takes time

    Learning (Never fail her again) (2/4/25)

    Pray again!

    Never fail her again

    “And he was giving everything back, as everything must be given back, so that, passing through death, it can live forever.”

    4:44pm (2/9/25)

    I know how special this place is and I know how special a person I can be and I’m just happy to be a part of it ∘

    turns 67

    Redefine with new tools

    the Ultimate test ∘ Crystal ball

    ∘ Faster Start ∘ Stay Healthy

    ∘ Good & talented

    They’ll talk about this

    FOREVER

    Every single step -> everything you got ∘ For the person beside you

    Won (2/9/25)

    Debate Greatness ∘ What is GREATNESS? What does a GREAT [you] look & act like? ∘-> Embody your GREATEST SELF ∘ Put in the work every single year ∘ Continually winning. We know who we are ∘ We embrace who we are ∘ We Come together and take on the mission. Hard fought battle ∘ Earn Respect ∘ Give Respect

    Honesty & Natural Style (2/10/25)

    Zen – to stop thinking, temporarily -> even when you think

    (2/11/25)

    ∘ impiety 𓃊 a perceived lack of respect for something considered sacred. -> sacrilege -> large belief system disrespected -> exile

    Anaxagoras – introduced the concept of “Nous” (cosmic mind) as an ordering force -> Panspermia -> life exists throughout the universe and could be distributed everywhere -> also speculated that the sun might be just another star

    Gentle (2/12/25)

    Kindness is what I’d like to embody nowadays

    Head Writer

  • Welcome! (1/27/25)

    To the peanut gallery, where your

    attention is my life’s purpose. My sarcasm

    may Run deep at times, but please know, when

    I am sarcastic, it’s genuine.

    “Wife or a Man?…so confused”

    “…text to a friend.”

    Out of time …

    so let’s begin!

    …most horrifying for the

    Reader…

    interpreting it as

    imagine ∘solidified•

    Genuine intuition

    & Creativity

    Super intelligent intellectuals

    Frankenstein Syndrome (1/28/25)

    New corner of ∘ ∘ ∘ rooted in

    modern science • Natural forces

    Reason • ∘ Sensation • ∘ Passions • ∘ Brain

    Literacy • ∘ Cunning • ∘ Super intelligence

    Control • ∘ What’s in your control? Be

    careful to know.

    <-• literary cure ∘->

    the dumbest argument you’ve

    ever heard…

    Enjoying the company

    Monetize it…we don’t need to

    monetize, we can do it cuz we’re

    friends!

    Great gentleness

    bright face

    Patient kindness -> Grand scheme of

    things

  • Environment ∘ Strength demanding skills

    High level skills ➙ not stressful

    Very powerful; Proper training/learning/living

    just drew a bloody bit

    A GUST of Wind Whistled

    Wildly without repose

    @ 10:50pm –

    I wish that we will stop hurting

    each other. May we spread good love

    and good life with each other

    SO that our future presents are

    full of success we work so persistently

    towards in the midst of our current

    presence. Keep going, keep loving ღ

  • fastidious dragons

    Brought about some stars 

    To share with the likes of eyes

    That would stare upon me 

    With hearts so full of loving being 

    That serves me new bundles of hope

    Being a human 

    Sitting on a chair 

    Drinking a coffee

    And making a point 

    To be more important in some respect 

    To garner better respect 

    In our passing by of certain time

    Making value of those precious 

    Seconds 

    A second thought forgot to cross your path 

    Mindful of your forgetfulness 

    Remembering that you forgot 

    Memories fading in and out 

    Dragons flying around 

    Breathing fire and smoke 

    Looking dastardly 

    As if they’re going to eat you up 

    So you grab your sword 

    Ready for battle 

    Or you take leave with speed

    As much speed as possible 

    Either way will be a fastidious affair 

  • Creating

    To create something

    What to create?

    I’m not exactly sure …

    What do you want to create?

    Something kind, I think.

    I don’t like mean things.

    I like my voice and words to spread goodness!

    I don’t always succeed in the preference…

    Sometimes I get mad at my loved ones.

    Maybe I’m just mad at myself.

    Ultimately it’s better,

    if we do good,

    so that,

    maybe,

    things will be good.

  • TODAY (5/30/25)

    is a new day to find somethin

    new ∘ Whether through discovery,

    creating, whatever it might be, it’s

    there ⚬⚬⚬ Waiting for you

  • PURE

    You are the purest form of Champion

    Make the world quake with your

    vibrations of righteous goodness

    Powerful Righteous

    Goodness

    Holy fabrics gracing

    your skin

    Bring forth that

    which is most your own

    hold & let go

    Be one with your beauty

    Divine flesh & bone

    Sky & earth

    Pure fires

    Almighty ablaze

  • Lasting Sacrifices

    Continued reverence for life in the form of gratitude at the steps of the kingdom of the dead, for it is those who have completed their earthly tasks that motivate my semblance as an alive individual that continues down the path of endeavoring upon the righteous waves of divinity that have been granted to me by way of their own lasting sacrifices.

  • Concrete Barriers

    Another Nightmare • Retreat

    Move forward • Buckin’ it • Calm

    Respire ∘ Music • Somber • Wake to

    the stench of death & aching moans

    Pale reckoning ∘ Cold days of hell

    Worried faces ∘ Struck by tragedy

    Wild loss of friends & loved ones

    Where did love go? Why has it

    left this place? Will we feel

    our loved one’s warm embrace ever

    again? The thunder continues ∘

  • My Grandma – A short story

    It had been several months before the virus spread that I had last seen my grandma. She had a growing case of dementia and was in the throes of reliving her childhood. She didn’t recognize me at all; I think she thought I was some cute boy from another neighborhood. She even acted jealous when I was giving my six year old second cousin attention and wheeled her scooter over to me to get in on the eye contact. 

    Long before her mental decline, I never really had a good relationship with her, even though she went out of her way to buy my siblings, cousins and me gifts. My mom and aunts always complained about how poorly she treated them during their childhood, and so it was confusing to see her so happy and cheerful as my mom rolled her around Walmart. 

    “You like this one?” She’d ask with glee as I fawned over a transforming spaceship. 

    “No, Ma! That’s way too expensive! He can’t…” My mom started. 

    “Oh, bashaw! He likes it, he can have it!” She insisted. 

    I think she was trying to make up for leading such a mean life. She even donated extra to her church, talked to the likes of countless strangers (even gave them money that she didn’t have) and would tell people stories about her life, mostly stories about how much her daughters mistreated her. It was a surprising sight to witness given my mom and aunt were taking care of her in her more feeble years. 

    Both of her parents had died when she was young, and I wonder if that had anything to do with the misery my mom went on about. I saw it firsthand when I was really young, when she could still walk. She and my grandfather had led unhealthy lives, him smoking whole packs of cigarettes at the family’s dining room table, her downing every piece of sugar she could get her hands on. Type 2 diabetes plagued them in their old age, and other ailments followed them like crows to corn. 

    “Oh, would you be quiet and sit still!” I overheard her yelling at no one from the dining room while my sister and I were playing in the adjacent living room. It must’ve been in regards to us, but I think her and my grandfather were too exhausted in their old age to make a more formal approach. 

    I remember her telling me about the Yankees, and so it was no surprise that in her childish reminisens that she’d go on about Mickey Mantle and their glory days. 

    “Did you go to Yankee games when you were young, Grandma?” I asked her one day in a car ride for one of her regular hospital visits. 

    “Oh, yes, but we mainly saw the news in the paper. That Mickey Mantle was something else,” she said before gazing in my direction, “he was an ambidextrous batter, you know?!” 

    Looking back on it, I think she thought I looked like him, or at least reminded her of him with my protruded forehead, blonde hair and cheeky smile. That, or she just thought he was handsome and that I should try out for baseball. Whatever the reason, it’s probably my favorite memory of her. 

    She had already been in hospice when the virus hit her, and it didn’t take long before it took her life. I didn’t feel much of anything in the wake of her death. It was as if all of my mom’s and aunt’s memories had become part of me, so I just felt numb to it all. There was also something disingenuous about her kindness. She would usually greet us with smiles and excitement, but as visits went on, her frown became the staying notion and not much was talked about beyond regrets and complaints about past mistakes and unfortunate circumstances. 

    “Ma, dad never said that, that just…” My mom would start. 

    “Oh, caw, come on,” my Grandma spat, “you don’t know what you’re talking about,” as she’d roll her eyes. 

    I wonder if the virus had been painful for her, if she had even known about the ‘new plague’ in her state of unbeing. The darkness that had come over her mind was enough to shroud the memory of even her daughters and son from present sight, so what was one more ailment to her? I like to think that she barely felt infected by the time the care center had called my mom to tell us she had tested positive. 

    “Mom’s got the virus,” My mom told my dad after getting off the phone. 

    “Oh, no…” My dad replied, setting aside whatever work he was busy with, “that might just do it…”

    “Hm…” was all my mom could muster. Her and my aunt were the only two out of five that took care of her as she needed more and more support. I think by then, she was just tired and depressed from taking care of someone with a fleeting memory that barked complaints and orders about pain and medication. 

    I started to think if I could have done more; not about her health but as a better grandson. I wondered if I could have visited her more when her mind was still all there, asked her about life growing up, maybe uncover dark secrets that’d explain the looming unhappiness that afflicted our family. Mostly though, I never questioned it. I felt as if she didn’t deserve such effort from me, even as I got old enough to drive and be able to visit her more often. This sort of bothered me, but it never motivated me enough to change my thinking. I thought “since she treated my mom like shit, why would I treat her any differently?” 

    One night, years after she had died and the virus had been suppressed to a passing conversation, I asked my mom about my Grandma’s final moments. 

    “So how long had she had it before she died from the virus?” 

    “Oh, she didn’t die from the virus. It was phenomenological. It even killed her doctor, that’s what got the ball rolling on them locking down their facilities.” She replied, to my astonishment.

    “What? I thought you said she caught it right at the beginning and that’s why…” 

    “Well, she did catch it, but then she tested negative and lived a few weeks after that. I must not have told you, yeah the employees were all shocked.”

    I stood there in shock as she explained how her body somehow killed off the virus and she had continued on. 

    “Wait, then, what happened? Did she just die from old age, her dementia?”

    “Hm, maybe. I firmly believe she died from depression.”

    “Depression?” I knew my Grandma was sad, but she didn’t come across as someone who was medically depressed enough to die from it. 

    “Yeah, because no one could visit her at that time. Everyone was still on edge about the virality of it, whether it was airborne and so forth. With no one around, she must have lost something more in the midst of losing her mind. As if nobody cared about her. I knew other old people who died because of that. Your great grandmother on your grandpa’s side died a month after your great grandfather because she missed him so much, oh you knew that…” 

    I was beside myself. All those years of telling people she had died from the virus, and she had gotten it, but I had no idea she got over it. Then the heavy really hit harder. What if I had visited more? What if I had gone to her with gifts that she would have enjoyed, like how I enjoyed the transforming spaceship she had gotten for me at the reluctance of my mother? What if I had shown her that I did love her, even with all of the vitriol that was cast between her and her children, and subsequently me? Would she have lived longer? Would she not have fallen so privy to her dementia? Whatever the case, something about her beating the virus, a feat not even the healthiest victims could achieve, in the paroxysm of her mind decaying, made me feel proud to be her grandson. 

  • We were children Sep 23, 2022 

    We were children Spinning until We got too dizzy And we’d fall down Laughing in a tizzy With little To no concern About the ensuing Nausea Now just nostalgia And as adults The spiraling We take on Still nauseates Yet we no longer laugh We throw up Our hands In disbelief About just how painful The spinning can be When all we want Is to be still With those who fill Our hearts To remind us Of those parts Of us That used to be Free 

    9/23/22 3:35 PM

  • Newsletter IV (April 19, 2025)

    It’s Saturday and it’s a hot one!

    Personal Growth:

    We all need time on our own to grow so that we may show that we know how to glow below that which parties may tow across lines distinct enough to blow your whole soul out of the hole.

    Thus is the weekend.

  • Newsletter II (April 17, 2025)

    G’day, readers! Happy Thursday to ye all, and happier yet to the new day we get to embrace with love and glory. <3 right then, to the daily news!

    Weather:

    Spring is still slowly creeping out of bed. Yesterday was wonky between a cold morning and hot afternoon (DMV area). I noticed communication handbooks totally disparage talking about the weather, but I must rebuke this sentiment. Some of my most amazing conversations started with talking about the weather.

    Sports:

    This Nico Iamaleava fellow has been crowding up the sports world given the preposterousness of his story. For those who don’t know, he is an American football player who allegedly wanted more money from his college of Tennessee, the Volunteers that is. Having watched this story (somewhat) closely, it seems unclear as to whether he wants $4mil or to play for a better team. Given the lack of regulation around colleges paying their players, it is a difficult idea to swallow that a 19 year old young person is so filled with pride that his original payment of $2.5mil was not enough. If you look at my Kofi page, I have a goal of $100,000, of which I have received (generously, gratefully) $10. I am 29.

    Politics:

    Kilmar Abrego Garcia is the name of the hour, and rightfully so. Having been wrongfully removed from our beautiful country by the Trump administration, he currently (we think) lives and breathes in an El Salvadorian gulag…sorry, prison. He has a family who lives in Maryland, and being from the DMV myself, I am thoroughly offended by the actions of the executive branch. For those who don’t know, the DMV (D.C., Maryland, Virginia) has a strong population of hard working immigrants, a lot of whom have roots in Central America. I have personally met, worked with and befriended hundreds, nay, thousands, nay, countless immigrants, their families and their children, ALL of whom are incredible humans that have done nothing but support the shaping of not only me as a damn proud American (with European roots stemming only just after the turn of the 20th century), but also our beautiful country. I do not have any idea what they will do with him. What I do know now is that we have authorities smiling and hammering at windows as they seek to pluck innocent people off the streets to be sent off to some torture chamber all because they were born different. An awful state of affairs, it is not unlike Russia, where waves of purges and assemblies of show trials by Stalin through the 1930s that lasted well into the 90s, and has found new fire under the likes of a more comfortable-in-power Vladimir Putin. If we are to prevent the deaths of millions, we must speak against the heinous nature of the people who believe in locking other people up without due process. The future of our families well beings depends on what we feel now, and what we feel now will propel us to a more unified, law/person respecting nation.

    Personal News:

    My pursuit of a bachelors degree is coming to a close. I have been in and out of college for the past 10 years, so being a super senior at 29 years old is an honor. I actually never wanted a degree, all I knew was that people told me I should revolve my life around getting one since middle school. Nothing about it made sense to me at the time, but after high school, I naturally fell into psychology. That lasted two semesters before I dropped out. Then, as time went on, I worked and thought about what I could do with my life. Then, I stumbled upon the novel “The Alchemist” by Paulo Coelho, and that inspired me to write my own stories. From there, I started writing like a mad dog, but quickly realized i had no idea what I was doing, so i started taking a creative writing class (at the community college i dropped out of) to improve my writing skills. Maybe it was my professors fault, but I was hooked and became an English Major, dedicating my life to the craft word smithing. It really is the only thing I know how to do (somewhat) competently, so is why i write this today!

    I won’t be graduating until either this winter or next spring, and even though that doesn’t seem like a lot of time left, it has been a long time coming. Part of me is sad that I didn’t finish sooner (i dropped out a couple times since the first drop out) but I hope my loved ones know it was out of love for myself that I did not succumb to some made up time table.

    Well, that’s it for today! Thanks for tuning in, and until Friday, enjoy your Thursday! <3

  • Newsletter Pilot (April 16, 2025)

    In light of (quite a few) requests for daily postings, here is our first newsletter!

    Weather:

    This “spring” has been rather cold, but I have a feeling the May flowers are just yearning to flourish. Major winds yesterday almost blew me over (186 lbs), which felt random.

    Politics:

    Harvard did not give into demands placed on them by the federal government, leading to a halt in their funding. I find this to be exceptional of them, morally speaking. They went ahead and changed their website (https://www.harvard.edu/) cover page to include information about the different programs and inventions their students partake in to make the world a better place (example: working on mobility for stroke victims). I wish other organizations would follow in Harvard’s footsteps, though it seems clearer everyday that these companies would rather pay out millions to the Trump administration so that they may be in his good graces (i.e. NBC, law firms, facebook, apple, etc.). When he’s gone, what will they do? will they crawl back to silicon valley? or settle down in the bowels of texas until the next orange one emerges?

    Sports:

    What are sports? just kidding.

    Basketball: the warriors won last night. I don’t really like basketball as much as i used to. I would look to the Celtics head coach as a prime example of what went wrong for the NBA. another detestable factor is the players like Kevin Durant and Jimmy Butler who abuse teams and hop around the league. With that said, teams abuse the hell out of their players, so it’s like why even watch any of that defenseless mess anymore, yah know?

    [Also] – I am 95% sure that the NBA paid the Mavericks big bucks to get them to trade their white knight to the lake show. someone called the NBA “WWE” once, which makes more and more sense to me every day.

    Hockey: The Washington Capitals beat the Islanders last night. They are playing against the penguins tomorrow, should be a righteous matchup between the two of greatest players to ever cross the ice.

    Personal News:

    I quit intaking THC this week, which unironically lined up perfectly with 4/20. I have never actually celebrated 4/20, at least not since all my friends left my life, so I’m not hung up on missing out on the festivities. As it turns out, i was marijuana dependent to a great degree, as i am discovering via horrid withdrawal symptoms. It’s something I have to work through, but it feels worth it considering it has had such a negative impact on me from not smoking for just a few days. I also noticed nature more clearly (so pretty!), my short term memory is staggeringly better, I think and speak much more clearly, I’m more excited than ever to work on my creative endeavors, and even more excited to see what the future has in store for me! 🙂 i will miss weed very much, but it has been a solid 11 years of abusing myself with overt amounts of THC, so it’s definitely time for a change in my life.

    That’s all we got for now! feel free to comment requests for topics! I’ll gladly cover anything if it’s gnarly <3

  • March of Ides

    RB  (1/13/23)
    You are forgiven
    I am God
    Thoth      Horus    Enki
        Divinity   Giving
    Enlightenment
    Look into your heart
    God flows like a river of GOLD • River of Gold
    Smooth talker • Human •
    TRUE HUMAN • Loving • Careful
    Graceful • Caring • Merciful
    Righteous • Bringing Joy
    Guns • Razors • Knives
    F*** with me • • • ‘•’>i<’•’
    Soaking wet
    Golden thought GoD

    “loving embrace” (1/15/23)
    Godliness • Creative • Funny
    I AM GOD
      I AM ENKi the Giver
       of Life • I AM
    Thoth the Enlightened ⚬
    I AM HoRUS the DiViNE
    I AM Hercules the STRONG
    I AM Zeus the Electric
    I am Posiden of Water
    I am ⃤⩜thena🜃
    I am Gilgamesh the BRAVE
    I am Jesus the SACRIFICE
    I AM KiNG of KiNGS
    Man of Gods ⚬ God of Men
    Man + Prophet ⚬ Savior • Story
    LOVE ⚬ GolD • Light • Glory • Strength

    Robert
    “Enki” (1/15/23)
      Gilgamesh
         Enoch
          David
           Thoth
            Horus

    Positivity


    “Humility ☦︎   ” (1/19/22)
    You are God level confident
    What happens now?
    Golden power
    Righteous strength
    Overwhelming goodness overcomes
    The sound of the waves collide
    Wisdom flowing like a river
    Peace through divine interv
    Sacrificial strength  

    Mindful activity
    1 hour -> week
      -> counseling
      -> Gym





    “And you know For you I’d bleed myself dry, for you I’d bleed myself dry” (7/12/23)
    Dispense with this idea that the one exists •-> someone becomes the one by what we build with them
    any commitment long term requires true effort

    VALUE
    Attention
    Recognize
    Bite
    Plan
    Self emulation
    If you want to know about yourself sit on your bed one night -> my life isn’t everything I want it to be

    “ideas”
    if you want to know something about yourself [you have to have desperate intention] -> your life is not everything you want it to be, it’s not everything you need it to be -> unbearable life -> suffering -> nihilism -> cynical -> bitter -> resentful -> ********* -> ********* -> unable to have a good relationship -> prone to punish people out of envy for their impressive values -> seeing evil everywhere -> except within your own heart  -> these are problems

    Sit and say to yourself – “Okay, I’m ready to learn something”
    What am I doing wrong that I know that I could fix, that I would fix?

    “ideas ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ” (7/14/23)
    Brain – trapped in it’s own dark, silent box [skull]
    Doesn’t know what’s going on outside the skull – sensory signals
    Reality is what we can sense with our sensory surfaces & what we can make sense of with the signals in our brain


    Crisis point for the union

    “Cemetery Ridge” (9/27/23)



    Every time you hold me,
    I know it’s Real ♡


    “Search for the Key 🗝” (11/13/23)
    Forest loving goodness grace fountain of tree wealth

    “Do-list”
    • glasses [online]
    • call phone repair
    • Fin aid office
    • Oil, gas, uber [tires] [new tire]

    “January the first twenty-twenty-three four, the year of our lord, Jesus Christ, et cetera, so on and so forth”
    that’s what she said
    four score and seven years ago
    and all who believe in him shall not perish but be granted eternal life
    the wages of sin is hell
    so it is written

    S G Z

    “What • ” (1/3/24)
    music • loving glory
    What is most interesting is the way you shine ✧
    Wild flowers in the summer wave in the mind as the butterfly sets the world in motion ʚїɞ