That I met on that day
In the shade
No dues paid
Truth’s rest laid
Continued reverence
For that which glistens
As morning’s dew
Hydrates its hue
Loving stem
Leaves waving
Solar road paving
Always growing beyond
That dream you had drawn
When you were but a seed
Now you lead
My eyes astray
Make me obey
Your uncommand
Unravel my soul
Before my body becomes
Your loving bed forever
Lovely little flower
Tag: poem
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Pander not to the weakness of yesterdays failures; instead, rise & be that beautiful being you’ve always been
Be so gorgeous & mighty as you continue your path to glory
An everlasting mark on the minds & hearts & history books for many civilizations to come ∘ Outlasting those sands of dripping time ∘ into infinity does your action light it’s fiery rays of shining magnitude to fill the constant void of desire that yearns for your divine release upon the world so weary from a lacking soul so beautiful as yours
Keep bright & stay strong through those righteous pains of growth and I promise you will find victory
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Significant source of creativity
Ultimate artist making your life out to become a beautiful creation your beautiful/wealthy life
you are so beautiful & powerful & articulate & attractive you lovely soul ∘ A true Wizard of love
Ornament mistletoe candy cane tree of love and prosperity -
to the dance
to dance together
for the sake of our love
When we go together
Everything starts to feel so right
Like a flower in sunshine so bright
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Righteous greatness flowing through your muscles & bloodstream to create and emanate divine source so that we may bring such awesome & glorious vibrations that are most golden as they fly past the collective entity •
Your powerful body, powerful mind & powerful spirit bring out the best from within yourself onto the world as you heal the world’s harmed soul in pursuit of loving and bringing life as success is achieved & accomplished through righteous effort that outweighs the lazy demons and defeats them with your righteous, gnarly, flaming sword from God’s great heaven, spreading divinity •
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you can prove anything can happen by the sheer will of your glorious fortitude • Peaceful Resolution within your realization & subsequent loving of the divine gifts blessed upon your wonderful soul by the giving source of the charitable universe • Gratitude flowing through your being • Righteous glory shining from your powerful body
May your glorious tale reign supreme in the wake of the collective liquification of our individual battling’s where our strengths mesh to create the golden aura of powerful, loving, divine souls of glorious harmony that sings through the sharing of vibrations so bright with the light from the depths of your inner star which emerges with certain calm
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only time can tell
Well
oops I fell
When I’ve posted on x, my viewer hit that bell 😏
Whatever it’s all like, what the hell
there’s a lamb over yonder upon the knell (a knell is like a bell)
And nearby is his goat cousin who does enjoy a good yell
But don’t ask about HP, because they all prefer Dell
Yeesh, this rhyme scheme is hard to sell𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 should live in a cell
Guess what the name of my grant is? Pell
We should do this more often, looks like we really gel 😜
this toothpaste is chalky, I prefer the gel
I didn’t mean to qwell
hold the rope, I’m going to rappel
Oof, what’s the smell?
watch out! a gazelle!
Ow it hit me! Oh no…I hope this doesn’t swell…😖
you’ll be ok don’t worry i can tell
And lady is the most lovely belle 😘😘😘 -
and magical are your lips
that kiss my yearning skin
so softly
as to treat them with with a tender kindness so sweet
as to fill my being with the radiance of one million butterflies wings
flapping their colorful magic
within the depths
of your righteous heart.
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Confidence flows through you ∘ you walk with strong stature • you are power • you are ultimately articulate • Wealth & success flows from the universe into your divine soul giving your body holy power that carries you into your dreams & vision into a life of abundant wealth, love, joy, happiness, glory, life, success • You are God like in your speech and confidence & you are so ultimate with your behavior as you have total control over your emotions & actions ∘ you are so physically attractive & irresistible as you’re a magnet for beautiful vibrations, good health & billions of dollars
Super righteous being with ultimate strength coursing through my body blessed with God’s glorious light that fills my soul with divine love of which I carry into the vast array of life where I share & spread goodness as it returned back to me, improving & enlightening me so that I take the righteous path and succeed in my dreamy endeavors to become an ultra rich, extremely healthy, well balanced individual
love & Glory
Intense, righteous success as power wealth glory love light redemption & magic flow to & from you with an amazing ease as you smile and give forth life to the world ∘ Increasing your net worth exponentially & becoming stronger in your muscle growth & powerful in your control of mind, body & spirit ∘ Becoming a righteous angel warrior of God • The glory of victory is attained by your powerful hands, held to your heart that pushes blood of Gods through your beautiful, magnificent body that acts as a vessel for the flowing divine goodness that bless it with eternally wonderful health & beauty with love & glory
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to the belly of a God
tis not for the faint of heart
At least won’t you reconcile your
soul with me, for but a
moment, if be there a moment
of yours to spare for a poor
old chap as myself?
(7/3/25)
Traveling through a garden together; I’ve never felt so at peace – here, it feels like home • like being gathered ’round fireplace on some winter’s eve, and stories are being told, whether aloud or to yourself, and the moment is held with serene acknowledgement • forever at peace in this moment of everlasting life
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The Ancient Legend⤴
The meaning ➡ intention vs. reception
Guess what the writer took it to mean
Modern historical consciousness
Different understanding of the universe/world
Cosmos • Universal • Structure • Arise
Support for studies • Learn something
╰⤵
in the grip of that powerful emotion
• snuffed out for good
Sign of civilization
mobilize
Courage and integrity
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Must do something ∘ What do you want to be? Be your boss • listen to your own commands ∘ Be your own kingdom
you are your own monarchy
Capability ∘ Leadership ∘ Bend to your own will ∘ Who is still next to you? If you’re the person of worth you want, your reign will rule strong
Focusing on what should be done in this moment ∘ Value ∘ invoke glory • Thank the sun for it’s beautiful rays of light ✧ Glorious, glittering shine • Divinity • Glory
A chance to bring about everlasting life
What work can we get done now? Are we prepared to undertake action?
What can we do to prepare for what needs to get done – to defend our lives against the evils of lies
Fulfilling your obligations (4/8/25)
Strengthen yourself • glory from our ancestors, from God & the Universe
Effectiveness of your work ethic ∘ Well intentioned man ∘ What is the price we pay for procrastination? ~> a wasted life
Become instead your own boss of whom carries expectations of you to fulfill the assignments that need to get done in order to keep the business afloat & in turn managing to maintain some sort of semblance of what it means to be human ∘
Righteous loving glorious
beautiful divine waves of love
coursing thanks to you & me
9:15AM (4/8/25)
He woke up again
Hell yeah • Here’s the day, again.
“I need it” he tells himself “to feel the glory, again”
He looks around at the empty room he built for himself.
Such a small castle; and he gets out of bed to look out the window, forgetting to rush into assignment and thinking only of the word, again.
Household Codes (4/8/25)
May we carry our home in peace & harmony ♡
♡
All my life I want . . .
. . . Respect my mind｡
(4/9/25)
4:47AM ∘ Dark, cold, writing this outside under lamp light
Weighing in (4/9/25)
at around 181 lbs, at least, two weeks ago [LOL]
(4/10/25)
Taste of the divine
(4/11/25)
∘ Become super famous & loved globally for infinite positive/good reasons ∘ Spread joy & peaceful loving vibes • Build • Grow • Evolve
Learn • understanding • Becoming
Beginning • Strength • Beauty
•
Phonogachi
•
Admission in self-betterment
Cooperative • Compromise • Balance
How are you going to interpret that? (4/11/25)
We demand he is brought back as soon as possible • Resonate • tuning fork
Treatment of people – how do you treat people? What are the consequences of your decisions? Possible to continue to live •
Reflection – who are we as a country?
Inhabitant • Citizen • Successful
It won’t be too long • Deserve • Ability
How should you be treated?
Ability to decide • Consistent
We need more tunes (4/12/25)
Please keep making music ♡
I ♡ singing & dancing 𖨆♫♪
Show up in person
give care • best case scenario
Thanks for having me ∘ Real people
Anecdotal
What gives you hope? (4/13/25)
The kids. The children give me hope; they’re playful and they’re energetic and they’re surviving •
I believe that the
human spirit is
incredible & the Spirit
of children is more than
any of us have as
adults｡
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Criteria ∘
(4/6/25)
What is your response? ∘ Basically ∘
Can you speak on that?
Data points • Administer
Peaceful administration • Brand new
Independent authority
Lawful ∘ People ∘ Deserve ∘ Country
House • Admit it • Wrongful • Return
Imagine 𖦏 putting yourself on better
footing ∘ World diplomacy ∘ What we’re dealing with here is human beings
The sun will come out…tomorrow!
Prerogative ∘ Deferential • Procedural
Brief • Purposes • Review • Essence
Urgency • Compliance • Seventh •
Argue our case • File • Ruling
Tuning in now -> what happens?
Intentionally (4/6/25)
Fingerprints • cause • closer every day
Confinement ∘ willfully • Predict the future
Put your dollar bet on the line
Power Grab ∘ Flex • veins • muscles
Brains • Responsible ∘ Grab up more power
What happens next? Motion ∘ Days •
Time • Expecting ∘ No later ∘
Next minute -> midnight • failed
Next morning • onwards • Thank you
for tuning in.
Extremely happy (4/6/25)
Attention -> paying attention to the good things ∘-> small positive/good things
(4/7/25)
Happy 4-7!
Success is upon us
May our hands be righteous in our continuance of graceful glory ✧
✧
Righteousity
in our hearts
minds
souls
eyes
is wonder
within
wonder
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Mathematical ecologist
Harvesting ∘ Environment
Social interaction ∘ water ∘ information
Animal behaviors ∘ computations
Voice of… (4/2/25)
(4/3/25)
Appreciating life before the grave.
Supposed to be hot & rainy this weekend
Not sure what
What we go through (4/5/25)
We’re out of our fucking minds ∘ money making vehicle
High occupancy Who the hell do you think you are?
You know what’s hilarious
You are or you aren’t
What are you sad about?
Over the horizon
Jesus Christ
Crazy Elf
Learned a lot of things in life
Building everything from the ground (4/5/25)
level ∘ Doing something about it •
Starting from a better place
What is your level of independence?
Force to reckoned with
Folks like you don’t come around often
Still working ∘ support ∘ go a long way ∘
∘
improving brain functions
∘
Ringing, gorgeous beauty
∘
Legacy ∘ Billionaires
Foreign leaders ∘ Controlling the World
People who get this will understand
Learning about who you are
Desperate wealth • Individual basis
There is a Winner (4/5/25)
What can we expect to see? Show up • $40 million • One hundred million dollars • Business Working women & men ∘ Creates the system ∘ What do you believe?
The body learns
the will to live is an interesting thing.
Is anything possible to anyone?
Challenges ∘ Neural ∘ dopamine circuitry
Embrace new learning, new challenges
Renovation • Unexpected • Preparation
Imagine a great place
Mindful Hospital
Stress is by far the biggest killer
Measure their stress levels -> will give us answers about our health
You don’t get burnout if you’re mindful (4/5/25)
It can be exhausting if you’re not getting anything • we need a mindful checklist • Fruits and vegetables (I feel like we need a new word for vegetable) things become automatic -> mindless -> lacking awareness ∘ Checklist
Better than better way -> mindful checklist ∘ Beyond yes/no -> can only answer if you’re paying attention -> notice -> care -> grow, recognizing you don’t know
Notice the changes in people
Hyper awareness • Hyper understanding
Believe there’s a right answer ∘ any experience is
only experienced through you
Equal choices ∘ Choose your adventure
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What do you like to write about? hm? Say it then
“Be me or fight me” – You
What do you put in your mouth?
Damn life hurts
Legendary thinking ∘
Anytime, Anyway, Anyhow
Making your force field
Stronger
When will you be Satisfied? (5/15/25)
I’m not sure what satisfaction means
Center
Chester
(5/16/25)
What can you (we) do to maintain calm & peace?
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You are so fucking tired of losing -> how about doing some fucking winning then mother fucker. Can you? You can figure out what to do to get these dubs ∘ Winning only ∘ Victory over everything 𖤍
Victory
What can we do to be
Victorious 𖤍
Fortunate (5/13/25)
I make my own luck 🍀
EFFORT
Control your destiny
Nobody can judge your effort
It’s raining. You gonna let that stop you?
…
Fuck no.
Fools party; kings celebrate
Show up & be your best
Believe in it (5/13/25)
Success is all you ∘ intention
Effort ∘ Work ∘ Dominate
Make the decision to choose who you are
Greatness in the mirror
Closer to Greatness • Willing to
be the outlier • the weird one
Stand out ∘ When they don’t
understand you, you’re doing it
right. Trying to get it.
Purpose.
I don’t need to jerk off.
Positive production
Victory ∘ Champion mentality
Righteous actions
Will love be there? (5/13/25)
Can you love endlessly? Without garnering hurt for yourself or others? What can we do to make life
Workin’ on the roads (5/14/25)
again ∘ ∘ ∘ Own your time
Escape the matrix ∘ Make
lots of money ✧
What does victory taste like
What does winning feel like
What can you do to win?
What do you have within
Positive Righteous Glory (5/14/25)
Training
Hope ∘ Belief • ^Your Vision will come true
Robert (5/10/25)
is the name of the New Pope. I don’t have any expectations. I just hope he can stop the ▇▇ of kids by our Catholic Priests.
♱
What can we do? Change the narrative
Korea (5/11/25)
I want to learn Korean & Arabic
Every puzzle’s
constructed differently
– Kobe
You are God’s favorite (5/14/25) -
Optimal state of consciousness
total absorption -> action, awareness
time dilates -> speeds up -> total focus on task
Mental & physical • Experience
Phenomenological • Peak performance
Sense of control -> things we feel like we normally can’t -> autotelic • Euphoric
Extraordinary levels
Hyperactive smiles -> no frowns (auto)
Effortless effort • propelling
Altered state of consciousness
Overflowing with joy ∘
Perfectly ∘ Seamlessly
Constant • Consistent experience
“Be the One” (6/22/25)
Imagination is more important than knowledge
What do we believe in?
Continuing
(6/26/25)
Embrace change
Embrace your shadow
Embrace your garden
“Articulate as fuck” (6/29/25)
Standing outside the gym ∘ the sun shines upon this notepad.
My thoughts at current are slim to value, at least to the interest of my ego. Please excuse this lapse. Or at least forgive my sadness.
₊˚ ✧ ‿︵‿୨୧‿︵‿ ✧ ₊˚
“you are so tenacious in your undertakings” -Z
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5:48 AM • Quite wet
7:07 AM ∘ Experienced the gym -> leg day ♡
To bring about the notice of what is
right with the world ∘ ∘ ∘
an emergence of a true sense of identity
The flaming sword is handed to you by the archangel Michael, of which you use to smite down the demon that seeks to reap the Earth of what we’ve sewn, thus carrying out your divine will as the blade pierces its heart.
“Professional production” (6/18/25)
Caring about the people around you
…
a train is passing by me
←∘➙ ✧
(6/19/25)
To be a blessing
& you’ll be blessed
God, take my reigns
A working glory
“Character is destiny” (6/20)
What’s your character?
(6/21/25)
May we make order from the mayhem.
𖣂
.˖𖦹⭒°｡
(in educating yourself)
Ensure that your nervous system becomes your ally, not your enemy.
Perform your best!
Goal setting & Risk
Learn, play, create & flow!
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True victory • both before & ahead
What forever is true ∘ Take it with
you, no matter what
investigate
the incredibly
important
Conclusions foretold
Creative notions
Continued forbearance
Yeesh town, U.S.A.
Good story
What stories do you have to tell? At the end, what will we know? Whatever it be, we’ll love you all the same ♡
June 6th, 2025 (6.6.25)
6/6/25 • ten-billion
What will we choose to do next?
Ending the way we all hope.
Real & Genuine
Well taken grants
God I’d love if someone gave
me a BUNCH of money right now
What is happening?
We need people out
Here saying this
What are the symptoms of
Success?
What are we, truly? (6/6/25)
What levels are we bringing to this?
My guess is ~ the highest levels
To expect something this way
and that forgets something
special about the dream you’re
already enjoying ♡
I have to admit there’s something
fun about writing in red ink ∘
It feels amazing
ink town central
Beautiful coalition
Increase your purchase power
What are we capable of?
So much … So much
Find a way (6/6/25)
To garner tons of success,
Become that which you
want to be •
$net worth
Bring your dreams into reality
Save the planet with your
individual actions.
Feed the hungry.
Energized.
Nourish the impoverished.
See that the trees grow
Please plant more trees
What can we say • to bring
forth peace & cease with war
around all nations?
For now, I’ll say ∘ I love you
And send to you through these
words any gentlest, softest hugs.
Campaign for Peace (6/6/25)
Osiris ∘ piece of Osiris
Deity
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Environment ∘ Strength demanding skills
High level skills ➙ not stressful
Very powerful; Proper training/learning/living
just drew a bloody bit
HEY GUYS! This is my sharpie
A GUST of Wind Whistled
Wildly without repose
Electricity • vibes • ∴
@ 10:50pm –
I wish that we will stop hurting
each other. May we spread good love
and good life with each other
SO that our future presents are
full of success we work so persistently
towards in the midst of our current
presence. Keep going, keep loving ღ
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You are the purest form of Champion
Make the world quake with your
vibrations of righteous goodness
Powerful Righteous
Goodness
Holy fabrics gracing
your skin
Bring forth that
which is most your own
hold & let go
Be one with your beauty
Divine flesh & bone
Sky & earth
Pure fires
Almighty ablaze
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Magical flowers of vibrant appeal floating through, giving way to the mind that it may see forward as it flies your perception through the subtle air devoid of most substance yet continues providing space that reason calculates as reality albeit recognition of molecular structures taking residency over the fabrics of their matrixes
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The cold exists deep within
The skin so full of sin
Yet without the cold Zen
I would be crushed like tin
And be subject to the men
Who laud their warmth with a grin
Thus, it is again that I emerge from the dim
And bring forth my chilling wind
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I have no idea what it is with 44 lately. I ran into this video of a film where two rabbinic fellows talked about 4’s in the bible, maybe specifically 44 idk but sure enough I see it everywhere now. Oh well. I think it could be God or something spiritual like angels but it doesn’t have to be so biblical. it could be something like interdimensional consciousness connecting all of that which embarks for living peace. If so, I think it’s hoping that I choose the right decisions more often than not. Apparently, if you do 5/10 of your “good” or “healthy” tasks (so to speak but based on some data I found) per day, you unlock long term happiness. Maybe that is to say to prove that life is worth living makes not only you happy but the internal connectivity, if you believe in such radiant connection (e.g. the likes of God and so forth), and thus the totality of being. So really, I write this in hopes of bringing forth forthcoming harmony. To 44, and plenty more!
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My blood type is A- and I think that reflects the type of person I am. For instance, I get A-’s in classes where the professors know that I am exemplifying my intellect, but I am not putting forth that extraness they know that I am capable of. This is to the chagrin of my greatest mentors. I wish I could fulfill a redemptive un-shaming of my ego, yet I continue on this character given it is within my blood. I think if I cared more about things, then I would be A+ which I do not even think I can accept that blood. What am I even trying to say? Well, I think it’s interesting because I feel I have been given the choice between two very simple options, A or minus, of which are inseparable, united into one by my own being, thus giving me the power to show the world which one I need more. Alas, the inseparability of the two has proven a solemn task, one I daren’t take lightly as I carry this funny little character of mine. As I contemplate between being lazy as fuck and working out, I end up just staring while some distraction blares over cheaper speakers than those I see on our wonderful streams. The pushing out of that which is internal and wants to bring forth angelic reckoning to whatever extent is beautifully mine, yet I sour it with unknown feelings that wish to wash away happiness towards my own self. This anti-bargaining is self defeating, yet I carry my blood not unlike Jesus dared(?) to carry a cross for all to question into eternity.
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RB (5/13/24)
Courage & Self awareness
Personal Empowerment
Detachment ∘ Flow with life’s
changes & challenges
Harmony, Bliss, Peace, Joy, Clarity
FREEDOM ∘ Meaningful connection
Authentic • True self ∘ Personal journey
Accept people as they are without
trying to change them
Actively listen, offer support
Empathy, compassion -> unconditional
Support • Celebrate their success
Unconditional love – forgive
Recognize humanity -> learn from
Mistakes -> let go of emotional
burden ∘ LaLa LaLaLola
RB (5/13/24)
We hold these truth to be self-evident
God I love May ∘ Let’s do our best to make the ideas of May absolutely spectacular. God bless us all, & thank God for such blessings!
RB (5/14/24)
I do wish for peace between these warring nations. May they find reconciliation sooner than later, for all of this death is rather sad. To all of the people out there who have the dance within them, dance young love, dance and with such dancing, maybe peace shall arise. I love you guys. We can do this so let’s fucking do this. Without support, our structure would collapse. Do your part. Bring Glory to your name. Make your visions come true
RB “The Writings of Robert” (5/17/24)
I want to try & write more with less words which from what I can tell, in case of making in substantial, will likely have to put decent thought into the writing.
RB (5/18/24)
⟡Be a good person. Be the
Best Person✧
(♡ヮ♡)(¬ ͜ ͡¬)(≧ᗜ≦)
RB (5/21/24)
Place your hand on my beating heart
People fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it’s all part of a plan
Hoping that you’ll understand
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your hand on my beating heart
RobertThe Stranger – Albert Camus (7/26/24)
Part 1: •Narrator has a strange voice, can’t recall if they said his name but basically his mom died and he comes across as mostly nonchalant & somewhat annoyed by everyone who was involved in her life as they proceed with the funeral. Very short/abrupt sentences
• Spurt type of dialogue. I definitely enjoy it so far though I’m not sure why • Maybe it’s because I appreciate Camus’ writing style [i.e. the short sentences] -
“Days go by” (4/25/23)
been crazy since then
Crazy dreams, can really only remember the end, I think B99 was a big part of the dreams but there was a lot
“Handling human Problems” (8/21/23)
Crumble the righteous outward
inward humanity beneath & above
Leave earth the skies clouds welcome
me as gatekeepers to the stars
an exponential growing & return to
what life is was and will
limitations vs. balance
Regulation • relationships
flow with nature
Conception of
intention & Action simultaneously
Free from karma w/o announcement
“Share ∘~> What else <~∘” (4/29/23)
Support •-> Anger -> emotions
text therapist when control ceases
Bible verse • Patience
Who is on Earth vs. who is not
insta can be poisonous
Alone together
Regrets -> Redeem -> forgive
Understand -> self reflection
“Consequences of understanding” (8/21/23)
Shows you intelligence rather than effort – Cleverness instead of muscle
Perception / ability to sense
Relationship
Simply live now
No place for using effort
things just do what they do
Great relief Just this moment
Play with the connections
Move them ∘ Present moment
Enormous fun ∘ Playing all kinds of continuities
Mountains are mountains
Waters are waters
“When negative happens” (5/1/23)
thinking about what you’re grateful for
think about what you love about the people who are important to you
think positive thoughts
Write ; go for a walk
take a breather
Remind yourself of your goals
Overcome with bravery, strength, courage
Beauty • Love • Divinity
GOALS
therapy is nice
“Ideas” (5/1/23)
Philosophy videos
Books
Jobs
Poems
Essays
Don’t give up
No energy drinks
“Smoke” (5/2/23)
People love to smoke ~ I think it’s because of the curves -> they remind them of the curves in their lives, whether that be the curves of their loved ones, or the curves of the windy roads, of the trees, the clouds (especially) or the curves in their minds
“Watery Ways” (8/21/23)
Waters are waters
Wisdom of the ridiculous
the beginning of philosophy
is wonder
Thinking
idea / image of ourselves
Days & nights
ink on the page
Something out of nothing
Shows -> Entertainment
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December
“December ✶ ₊˚A New Month ∘” (12/1/21)i
We are such things that dreams are made on
• Be free, and fare thou well
– Please you, draw near.
“December 𖠰 ” (12/1/21)ii
• infinite game
• Should you feel bad for people
• Prospero (∘)˚√.√・-݁₊~.˖>. ⊹ . ݁ ݁Magic
• Lazarus • Jesus • Zeus
• Enɵch(∘)˚√.√・-݁₊~.˖> The book
of Enoch
• Read the Bible 🅞√√-~>⋮ Watch later list
• What is magic to you? Do you still believe in magic?
• Whore’s -> do they perpetuate a way of life or are they victims of a beggard pattern that is indicative of Men’s desires? They benefit from the money and they don’t stop doing it. They even do it today in the form of pictures and videos. But men to blame •
“December” (12/2/21)i
Material Goals
Human Accomplishment
ideas
This too shall pass
• information: the most valuable commodity
Imagination is everything
Spontaneity
• Self-actualization
• Creativity
• Hard Working
• Finished Product
• Showing you care
“Rules” (12/2/21)ii
Without Rules, we are quick to lose grasp of our dreams and chain ourselves to deliberate short term gratification • Ingrained set of internal edict plays out in situated fashion to prove their necessity → understandable • veritable • Hard work through plight in colloquial proceedings
• Pugnacious propensity —> Consecrated
Does this pen still have ink?“December”
Control
• Wake up at consistent time
• Eat protein rich food [jan. 2025 update: currently eating after 11 am. daily]
Righteous Posture
of the Victorious
and blessed : 1
2
Support your being
in its growth toward
the experienced
Chaos • within the throes of existence • unknown – ununderstood
“Back is the way forward” – T. S. Elliot
Back as awake beings
Exercising extremely good decision making
“December” (12/6/21)i
• Be a #1 person ˚🜲˚
• Warm day today -> reached 69˚“December” (12/7/21)
“It is unrealistic to expect people to see you as you see yourself.” – Epictetus
Dreamer : Can’t quite recall but I remember exploring or something of the sort
“You have power over your mind – not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength”
“•Immortality•” (12/8/21)
Wu Wei is the art of sailing rather than the art of rowing – Alan Watts
All the waters contain the moon.
Someone with absolutely no flaws would cease to manifest.
Be a rascal
Be a Monster༚
Be deeply genuine
Attract what you want
What you aim at determines
what you see. -
Robert
ORACLE of FATE
I Miss my love very much
if you ever read this, I love you so much lady!
you are the hottest, most
perfect, most beautiful
being in all of the entire universe
& I love you
lady. Is going to be so much
kinder if you ever give me another
Chance~>
to love you
so much
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Dreaming • Drugs • Taste
Moderation.
Cloudy fuckin days
Song ridden hours
Sweat filled seconds
All ingredients to another year
Fighting back tears
To enter into fears
Take another whatever
Feel yourself better
Then refresh into the pain -
“FRiDAY” (4/28/23)
Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer
(4/29-5/3/23)
Miracles
Mysteries ☼
L🕯ght
Out of the
DARK
“Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)
TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule
“Responsibility”
You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them
RB (8/29/23)
• Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey
Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze
no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean
Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering
(8/29/23)
Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest R. A. X. B. you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $
“What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)
• Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense
You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •
Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love
“When struggles occur” (8/29/23)
• Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask
When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give
Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it
“Safe” (8/29/23)
Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body
“Mindfulness” (8/29/23)
enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe
Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight • Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting
“Introspection” (8/29/23)
Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within
Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other
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Belief in jesus belief in God belief in Glory belief in the righteous belief in the undying resolution of perceptual reckoning within that which is gaining for the great collective consciousness and never falters even in the face of doubt and why not willingly wander without unwinding whereabouts we’ll wonder warily wanting wrought ways wavering underneath our beautiful human feet that traverse those mighty deserts beside such magnificent beasts as the cheetah, the leopard and tiger, why not lion, bear even, perhaps the hippo in all its glory, let us roar beside their might and never forget the passion through the air we instilled with our energy. Through this, glory is finally realized and passed on.
Lightning through the skies . Guarantee Victory for yourself and emerge from the waves a new being, that which glows in the presence of Earth as if to have carried with your physiology something unknown to the land yet familiar enough to be welcomed with open air by the rainforests and you breathe life into the rocks as the skies play between blue and black.
Shadowy silhouettes walking past green walls lit by street lights powered by the conglomerates that have meetings they go to with suits before going back to their family where his daughter got home late and had green paint on her sleeve and he wanted to ask her about it but he decided based on some stuff in a book he read he would just leave it be and let her live her life. It turned out she was working on a commissioned painting of the Earth behind her friend’s mom’s neighbor’s coffee shop who heard she was a good artist and she was planning on telling her parents when she was done and was so relieved when she noticed the paint on her jacket and no one else noticed anything.
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(June 23rd, 2018)
Violence and entertainment, two concepts that don't seem like they should be in relation but most certainly are. Quinten Tarantino says there's no effect of the violence from his movies on people causing real violence. I find this to be bullshit. Violence for me personally is an utmost abomination. Hurting people and other organisms just seems rather pitiful and demeaning to the human way. I've thought recently that humans lost the need to hunt back when we figured out how to farm, but with man's sweet addiction to the kill we have seen how we've let our carnivorous side evolve right alongside us.
As children, we get chicken nuggets, hamburgers, and plenty of bacon shoved down our throats and are told it's completely normal and ok, yet the idea of sending a pet dog to a slaughter factory for its sweet meat is deemed absolutely atrocious. At least in America it seems we are full of pigs. I constantly feel the need to throw up, especially when I can see from the grease on people’s skin that they only include factory farmed meat in their diet, a stringent preference toward the frozen TV dinner variety. It's rather disgusting. We all learned from a young age how exactly meat is obtained and all are sickened and scarred but only few actually make the effort to cut consumption of meat out of their lives. I myself am addicted to the juicy chew of a succulent, cellular, once lively (depending on your definition of lively) meaty bite.
When will we collectively decide this is why we're sick? Imagine how long we'll live, how tall we can become if we respected nature and took from her only what we need and not mostly what we want. Personally, I believe war would cease to exist. The most consumed meat in the world is chicken. Chickens are the very distant relatives of the tyrannosaurus Rex. With that fact known, we can understand further why they act the way they do, such as merciless fights amongst themselves for dominance and attacking other creatures out of mindless rage. Virtually, roosters are ruthless. Their existence seems to stem around a frown. This should come as no surprise given their ancestry. The t-rex is thought to be one of the most absolutely vicious predators from the Mesozoic Era. -
Twice now and way more times than that have I tried to give up on missing people. Those people who were closest to me are so hard not to cry over when I realize they are no longer key components of my life and the deeper the memory of most recent regurgitation, the harder it is to look at it without despair. Sometimes I feel like I’m overreacting. But my biggest concern is that they don’t care. I fear they never cared. I believe it never mattered and that might scare me most. Maybe I’m a passing thought in their lives. I like to think that they may miss me. If they don’t, so be it. Who am I to them anymore anyway? Nothing but a memory as they seem to be to me. I’d like to think they’re the base of who I am today, that I have been shaped by the past. I should let go. Or should I hold on? Either way is painful. Both feel impossible. That gives memories a convenient feel. All I have are the memories of which are totems in time. Some are beautiful, others distraught. They’re pillars of life which I can’t cut down, though I may leave them to oxidate, they’re stuck standing in the lands of history and hold structure to buildings that once bustled with activity. Maybe those buildings are still active with new people whose presence brings on life that supports the buildings as thoroughly as the past. To learn from the past is probably the most valuable option in the longstanding showdown between me and my memories. I wish I could repeat the past sometimes, but then I wonder why I would want to. I’d want to do things differently, do things the right way as I look back on the wrongs. But what’s the difference between then and now other than the people? Why not act in the way now that you think you should’ve then? There’d be less regret in that sense, and greater exploration, discovery of possibility. It’s difficult not to think to myself “won’t I just be building memories of which I will look down upon with despair as I realize they’re no longer for me to take part in?” Everything changes. Why would you want things to stay the same? Everything feels virtually the same anyway, so why not recharge, refresh? Let it breathe because it could stop breathing at any moment. You won’t always be happy about it, but why would you want to always be content? Doesn’t that seem lazy? You know there are other problems to tackle other than your pillars of the past, of which are entirely immovable. Ah, maybe there’s a key there. If the pillars of the past are immovable, and you’re currently building future pillars of the past in the present, doesn’t that reveal a certain strength of which your humanity gives to the present? And in that case, the future? It’s almost as if your actions are time travelers and that they will always be shaping the world around you no matter how deep and lost below they sink. This gives memories the quality of diamonds in a sense. Some may be rough and almost unknowable while others are fine cut and precious. If you think the memory is fine cut, hold on to it if you believe that suits you best. If you find a memory that’s rough, it’s probably better not to change it, but if you try, you might find it was one of the most beautiful memories that you left out and once you’ve cut it and found this out, you’ll hold to it forever if you value it enough. As for the oncoming chances to find new precious rocks in time, well, that’s up to you to decide how you’re going to cut what you’ve discovered.
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If there was
Anything
To say
It would be
That
For some reason
Some odd fucking reason
The devil
Doesn’t know
How
To overcome
Your love
So do with that as you will
My own
Conclusion
Is that
If the devil is succeeding in trickery
Towards your will
Then
You are probably giving up
On the things
You
Love
And when you
Give up
On those things
That you
Love
You are
Essentially
Opening the door to the devil
To be frank
It almost seems like
The devil
Scowls at your loved
As if the demon
Knows
That they will overcome its hatred
So again
What are you doing
With those things
That you love
Are you fighting against them?
Are you afraid to embrace them?
Or can you overcome the
Trickery
To propel yourself to greater heights
This would probably
Be easier if
The devil gave up
On what it loves
Which is to fool you
What would happen then
Then your love would prove greater than
The devils
And then you are living like a god
Because really
It is mainly god
That can defeat the devil
Clearly god wants your support
If you are being placed against these
Demonic images
That seek to tear down that which
God loves
Only because
The devil wants to take what god loves
And squander its beauty
What will it be then?
Does the beauty become
Subject to the devils hands
Do you let the devil take over
Or do you trust in yourself
Do you continue
Even after giving up
No matter how much time god gives you to do it
Do you rise against the rain
The darkness
And seek that path
To greater heights
Or do you sink down below
When above
You breath
When below
We drown -
(pt. 1) “Affections”
loving beauty ✧
human relationships
Act like human beings
Replying to comments
Good original content
indignation · ratios adding up
Universe
What am I giving back?
idealization of ‘Authenticity’
different ingredients
Quality / Quantity
High degrees of visibility
Technology · misgivings
viable tactics · Awareness
Boost engagements
♫
(pt. 2) “Published Author“
friends · reflection · inventive
multiplicity simulation · Ratio
Regulating visibility influencer
People · values · priorities
Engagement · Knowledge
Strong opinions · Veins
blood · time · half my day
Personal prowess · Business
agreement · financial · Power
·Platform · Accordingly · Rules
·Game · Pursuits · Lord · Involvement
· Owners · Spirit · Concepts · discourse
Culture shapes behaviors as much as code
· Accurate · foundational
Current · Potential · Recognize
☉
(pt. 3) “individual“
· Feedback · Analytical · playing the
game · outcomes · Controlling
enforcing · regulatory · Actors · series
· Questions · What are the rules?
important · Circumstances
· Productive · Systems · Manipulation
Beyond · impact · tools · reference
future · Dynamics · Broader
· Focus · Veteran · Paradigm Equal
Contrast · Series · Shifting
· lucidly · Reform · accountability
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Fortitude flying through flames
of Doubt – Did double down to
dampen the flames that rose high
Then, without warning, we were
all wet from the tears of God
that did flow with our timelines
Enough to fill and refill the craters
of the moon – many moons
pass before I run away with
energy cloaked carefully,
until then, please take my hand
And we will fly through those
flames the sun so playfully
yet dangerously tickles our
sides with.
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What type of words to be taken from the collective consciousness is not to be taken lightly as all responsibility falls on us as creators to incur proper thinking in order to maintain semblance among ourselves. Yet let us not be so unforgiving for the love of all that is love, and that is to say that we may yet consider our past indiscretions towards the world and unto ourselves that they may be in themselves a powerful force in recognizing a source of a past self that once despised external aspects, and in the course of healing at least, wishes to reflect on those so-called sins and perhaps practice shedding a new light that is to say that in reflecting upon those mistakes maybe you will be able to forgive, full-heartedly, the mistakes of others with an everlasting eros. In doing so, we may, in my opinion at least, may flourish as a nation, and propel our entire species forward, not underground or in bits and pieces, but rather upward, supporting the dreams of those who dream dreams not yet dreamed, those we can only but dream about ourselves, who, if we so give a damn like our forenations before us, will see heavens with their physical born bodies, experiencing the likes of which only angels would have otherwise, and we will all be united in the skies, as we will share with them the maps to the universe, and the missions that have been sent down to us from the heavens stream of light waves, those nearly indecipherable messages that serve to give and nourish life, and invite life to be lived further than ever before thought appropriate for the likes of the three dimensional being, the origins of which come the monkey, fish, bubble, rock, element, and so be it, the atom and beyond. Here we stand, at last and forever, stand with me won’t you?
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In writing of the earth
Let us remember
How soft she was
The sharp edges realized by
Our own naivety
She meant just to nourish
That we could flourish
Into oblivion
Yet she holds us close
Still
So let us love her
Before one of us
Has to go -
Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – The Walk home
Words cannot begin to describe
what I’m seeing right now
This is an adventure
light everywhere
we overuse it greatly
so many colors
The moon is
It no longer hurts me
Just watching is fun
…
I am sitting in the middle of a parking lot, the sky is unbelievable
It’s a wonder how
The moon is telling me
a story . . . I have to follow
it out of the light
–
I have decided to decline
the moons offer of truth
though it is tempting
beyond belief
There is a whole nother
world that I must
experience
The truths the moon
offers are rather spectacular
to say the least, and a
clear beautiful night does
tickle one’s fancy, but I
understand that there will
be great truth again, when
the time is right.
For tonight though, I must
decline the moons offer
into the truth for it
seems safe to say I
will cry
…
I have always been
one to look up
The moon is rather
evil
the moon knows the
truth, you see the moon
seems to have this
special bondage with
the earth, before I
continue on my story
feeling, let me
say that this acid
trip is but an enhancement
of everything I can distinguish
without its help
It seems we all usually
seek for what’s new and
easy to behold when in
actuality it is among us
all the time. Most of us
seem to want to live for the
constant new vision and we
simply do not take the
time to sit down and look
at what’s around us
from the tiniest of noises
to the grandest of light,
we seem to all wish this
pursuit of grand happiness
living so quickly when
we do not see what’s right
in front of our eyes
But that is our way
we push and we push
constantly in hot pursuit
of the great
unknown, but for now
at least, won’t you sit
and listen to the story
I have to tell you
So the moon… this
sneaky bitch totally tried
to get me to walk into
the woods, with promises
of great truths and
shit. Don’t get me wrong
those stars looked
fantastic. I couldn’t breath
they were so captivating
But I could tell the
moon had terrible intentions
with my physical self
…
Earth is old
Humans have already
beaten the system, now
we are too bored to do
anything except kill
ourselves and start
anew
…
a message to myself,
do not worry young friend.
the best has yet to come.
Stay true to yourself, enjoy the
littlest things, for it is those
little things that bring you
the greatest truths.
I don’t even recall writing that
There are so many small
things all around how do I
know what to focus on? When
I’m enraged with one, it
seems rather consistent that
another comes and needs to
take its place. But that’s
what the Sagittarius has
been trying to tell you
she knows that deep within
you, you are the happiest
most fantastic being she has
ever witnessed. She is
so great I love my sag.
I cannot tell you the world
I was once in. It was a
very dark and cold zone.
I didn’t really know how to
carry my aquarian ways without
losing myself within them.
I had a sit-down with God earlier.
We had quite the char. He
continues to whisper in my
ears. God doen’t seem to
like the fact that we
title God with physical
titles like “he” or “she”
(he made that quite clear
as he yelled into my ear
with grand prominence)
God is telling me
a lot of cool stuff yo.
I should record myself
honestly no I shouldn’t
it would be rather creepy.
Someone on drugs does not
have the capacity to handle
themselves among those who
have elected sobriety. Reading
back on this I’m sure
most will question what God
told me. God is with each
and every one of us at all
seconds of life. To forget
that God is with us is
to forget ourselves. Now
do not take God as any
titled religion or faith of
sorts. God is the name
I know God by.
There is no
secret right, the truth is
always there, we simply
elect not to follow its path
at times, which unfortunately
leads to sinning. We can’t
seem to wrap our heads
around the concept of a
circle, so maybe we should use
the circle as an
indicator of God. God
isn’t there. We all want this
greater than life-esq being
to exist, BUT PLEASE TELL
ME WHAT IS GREATER
THAN LIFE??? It seems
we’re all in this constant
rush to die when there’s
this fantastic way of
happiness which is by just
to live. I hope this
all makes sense when I
look back at it.
AQ! Remember to not let
yourself down anymore!
things are lookin’ up dude!
there’s so much good on the
way all the time
I know there was
that rough patch where you
didn’t know what the fuck
was going on. You were
constantly in fear of
everything. There is no need
to be afraid anymore my
good friend. The tales you
have to tell come plenty
and the ears of those
who wish to listen will
perk at all times. Your
physical actions are fun, but
nothing is more soothing than
a sweet lay around
session w/ a love or
even a sweetheart . . . 😉
You do not live to impress
others, you live to be happy
and if another wishes
to be happy along with you,
they can join along.
Get that smiley face tattoo
on your ass. You know
you’re dying to make a
fool of yourself
while finding out how it
feels to get a tattoo:
If she could hear
my truest thoughts, she
would be so happy.
I’m envious of the mind of
a girl. It is their
minds that keep rest some
of the most dangerous of
creatures. I am glad there
are ones like friends who
keep questions floating
around. Funny friends, fantastic
air signs; The Gemini is
one for the ages to say
in the very least. One
and another are cancers
alike, along with another at
their finest. Scorpio be it,
if I could find myself foolish enough to
recognize that. Leo is the
lion that is God blessed
in his heart and may his feet
take him where his mind
may not sometimes. Libra
is the fiery feline at
present being themselves
though I may not know
them well, I know them
quite well!
…
The end of the water
bearer’s trip –
Well it seems I have grown
quite tired and I know I want
to get up quite soon to entertain
the Harvest Goddess.
(which i love to do, though
most would not deem it so lightly)
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