Tag: light

  • See us (7/10/26)

    To be that which is so
    righteous and good -> to
    bring forth such loving
    light to a world darkened
    by hate • Won’t we smile
    in the face of those who
    would rather see us cease?

  • Finding new light (6/28/26)

    hello beautiful, righteous,
    loving entity so full of
    energy to share with the
    world ∘ what about life
    may we make so
    enjoyable for each other

    Every day is a new day
    to love and be free ⟡
    Righteous ponderings ∘ Likeness
    Similar feelings ∘ People singing
    People dancing and wondering
    Playing special songs and such

    [6/30/26]
    Grinding out that which
    is so glorious ∘

  • a little more lively (4/7/26)

    lovely light sitting as you
    shine on my face so sad from
    thinking about my sadness
    yet you keep me so alive
    still here breathing Earth’s
    mighty fine air so lovely
    so thanking you from this
    little inked up page from
    the bottom of my heart
    thank you so very much
    for making my day at
    least a little more lively

    What is it we can
    say we care about?

  • into Victory (5/19/26)

    To no longer spread hate, what can we say? We can find the words, the feelings to share with one another, that we may connect and understand each other so much better than we used to • Can we drown out hate? is it wrong to spread your love so freely as to risk everything for it? you have that strength within you ∘ find it, use it and find yourself unstoppable into Victory

    faster and higher (5/19/26)
    you are that which is
    goodness, love, light and glory
    Gentle hearted soul
    Reckoning with a world
    beyond any comprehension
    of expectation ∘ You
    relinquish control and find
    yourself floating before
    soaring faster and higher
    than you ever could have
    imagined ✦

    (6/17/26)
    What is it to be good with your power?

    Opinions flying all around your head; which one is yours?

    (7/6/26)
    My foot is wounded
    like the dickens

    Gonna try to workout my chest so I have strong pectorals and also rad arms – basically immense upper body strength

    Cut my ear shaving this morning and leaking blood down the side of my face

    I still have little confidence in my place in life yet I keep trekking like an animal

  • Togetherness (1/23/26)

    take it to another level
    What changes do we need to make
    to keep moving forward?

    Robert wants it (1/24/26)
    he wants it real bad
    forgive your beautiful, handsome self
    your soul attracts immense wealth
    Feel good for the life you lead
    The path is wonderful with glorious
    mystery ⁀ . ☆

    1:11 [kingdom] (1/24/26)
    it’s 1:11pm and I’m hearing about Thomas Hobbes’ “Levithan” from Yale’s free lectures on YouTube -> forgive me I don’t know the professor’s name.

    Hobbes (1/24/26)

    Complete control over society
    ⤷Absolutism
    Natural Rights
    Covenant -> contract
    between individuals
    Maintain Civil Peace and
    Security ∘ Paradox ∘
    Royalism or peasantry
    to be a product of one’s
    time, what else could one
    be?
    What opinions are taught in
    your state?
    Elizabethan era
    Was a boy during 1st Shakespeare
    Oxford at the age of 14

    ‘Gifted scholar’ (1/24/26)

    When we talk about Plato
    Classical Scholar ∘ initiate
    Philosophy and literature
    Aristocratic family ∘ Judges
    Emotional trial ∘ New Haven
    What is opposition?
    His first book was published in 1632
    God loves you ~ work hard and show God the beauty of His own creations ∘
    Homer – illiad ∘ Portraits
    Descriptions -> man of considerable charm
    You shall be kind & gentle
    with your loving words and
    beautifully wonderful actions ♡

    Carry forth love ♡ (1/24/26)
    Bring forth loving peace to your world with an immense, holy, divine, forgiving effort
    I love you all with all my heart and soul with great gratitude and body that yearns for your love in return forever with peace

    󠁯•󠁏⚬•

    you must post with love
    you are a peace writer
    you can create the world
    of peace you’re looking for
    We can do this together
    Robert has a beautiful
    loving soul and righteous holy spirit

    ‘God’s Ultimate light’ (1/24/26)
    Watch yourself 󠁯⚬ Watch your
    actions 󠁯⚬ Thank Christ •
    Silent Savior ⚬ No longer a
    victim, but a champion of
    extreme proportions • The
    best Robert I can be
    at all times -> all day
    every day with every divine
    cell of my holy granted
    fibers that connect together
    the fabrics of my righteous
    body full of God’s ultimate
    light ✧ Divine righteous being
    Creator of truth and
    Proper glory ⚬ Legacy
    you’re looking at the words of a winner •

    ‘Immaculate Manchester’ (1/24/26)
    Rest at the end, not in the middle
    never miss a day -> only shortcut
    Just fucking do the thing -> the life hack
    Understand the enemy’s weakness
    Beyond Valuation
    Immaculate Maturity
    Never satisfied, never finished
    Dream it, Believe it

  • Anti-psychotic

    Insanity, from my understanding, is the embarkment on a path of repeated instances without resolution or contentedness over a seeming endpoint. This act of fuzzy thinking may lead certain individuals down paths of incurable mental states, save any pre-existing conditions. One mental state of mainstream note is that of psychosis. Psychosis feels hard to explain, yet when you see it, you know it’s happening. Hallucinogenic states of mind start to overwhelm perceptual modulators and whatever was a sane, conscious entity finds itself in a soirée of colorful (if frightening) machinations of the imagination. Experiencers seem to garner sensational awareness over their surroundings, suddenly seeing or understanding familiar objects as foreign observers awaiting your next twitch. And twitch one does into a state of perilous anxiety that befalls their soul until they are caught betwixt some rational explanation for the occurrences and chaos.

    What to do for yourself/the individual? I would essentially recommend the use of water, whether that be by rehydration via orally or epidermilogically, for the sight is water, and to drink that lovely H2O will bring about at least a base state if not regained.

    Otherwise, one must prevent this from occurring in the first place, hygenically and with immense care for discipline, at least in regards to a fair consistency. One may choose how to keep sane, and I myself enjoy sitting in a dark, quiet space with little to no action going on around me. If I do not do this at least once early in the day, the morning preferably, then I surely go insane and reach a state of intense and damaging psychosis. You may have some other activity that levels your humility, such as writing or drawing, perhaps a game on your phone or song you can sing. We should do these things early in the day, and aim for every day, and for at least 15 minutes, because frankly it is our closest interaction with anything resembling true purpose in a world where we are constantly beckoned to carry out some duty below our birthright’s desire. When we partake in these dream realizations, even for those brief periods in the day, I believe we make the heavens smile, and the hells dance, as what part of life’s dual nature does not enjoy seeing you fulfill even your most menial mental health checks?

  • Confident ✧ (11/16/25)

    Stout intellectual ∘ ^most powerful mind

    Unstoppable body

    Able to take advantage of opportunities

    The best example of humanity

    You are that which people & the world look up to

    You are so attractive
    Attracting to you the most
    beautiful & fortunate
    circumstances, creating a
    beautiful life for yourself
    & those beautiful loved ones
    in your life ∘ Radiate gratitude
    Gratitude flows through &
    with your essence becoming
    bright with light of the
    Divine

    Winning Vibrations (11/16/25)

    𝄞TO BE CONTINUED🎬📼⭒˚。⁠📽𐦂𖨆𐀪𖠋☆∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

  • So cute (11/16/25)

    You are that which is most righteous & most successful

    Angel of light, love & Glory

    Warrior of God

    Widest smiles for miles

    Vibrations of immense strength

    Unstoppable being of iron

    Welded by the hands of God

    Frequencies of victory flowing with righteous strength

    We bring the biggest booms

    Savage full of animalistic testosterone king of Glory

    Eat up the opponent

    Divine spirit, protect those gifts blessed upon you protected by God’s loving angels against the darkness as you spread your divine light

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  • Enter into the Universe (9/5/25)

    With your kind, righteous heart & reach out to those lost souls to bring them into divine understanding of completing hardship in bringing forth in their lives monumental success beyond the reckoning of their once aimless minds ∘ Healing the hate intertwined within fabrics of life so tight, yet your soothing articulation with blessed frequencies of solemn release unto a plain of open arms that release that energy into a new, brighter, kinder air no longer stubborn spite ∘ Instead carrying forth righteous loving glory soaring with victorious attitude & light

  • Glory love life success (8/13/25)

    Confidence flows through you ∘ you walk with strong stature • you are power • you are ultimately articulate • Wealth & success flows from the universe into your divine soul giving your body holy power that carries you into your dreams & vision into a life of abundant wealth, love, joy, happiness, glory, life, success • You are God like in your speech and confidence & you are so ultimate with your behavior as you have total control over your emotions & actions ∘ you are so physically attractive & irresistible as you’re a magnet for beautiful vibrations, good health & billions of dollars

    Super righteous being with ultimate strength coursing through my body blessed with God’s glorious light that fills my soul with divine love of which I carry into the vast array of life where I share & spread goodness as it returned back to me, improving & enlightening me so that I take the righteous path and succeed in my dreamy endeavors to become an ultra rich, extremely healthy, well balanced individual

    love & Glory

    Intense, righteous success as power wealth glory love light redemption & magic flow to & from you with an amazing ease as you smile and give forth life to the world ∘ Increasing your net worth exponentially & becoming stronger in your muscle growth & powerful in your control of mind, body & spirit ∘ Becoming a righteous angel warrior of God • The glory of victory is attained by your powerful hands, held to your heart that pushes blood of Gods through your beautiful, magnificent body that acts as a vessel for the flowing divine goodness that bless it with eternally wonderful health & beauty with love & glory

  • The Scribe (8/13/25)

    Spiritual Reconciliation

    It is your time to be great

    Wonderful thoughts of beautiful life flowing through veins so divine & kindness abound𓈒 Your face is full of those righteous thoughts that God blesses your mind with • You have such a powerful mind that is able to control your body & carry forth actions of strength and powerful being ∘ An angel of light spreading joy & peace as your words heal those listening and who hear & your eyes absorb the wealth the world offers with endless acceptance & patience & curiosity, peacefully

    Peaceful improvement (8/12/25)

    With peace loving recognition, you use effort to increase your body’s strength & endurance and subsequently improving your brains ability to think the most premium thoughts that in turn fuel the cycle of action taking that thus improves the overarching quality of the way you speak to & treat people, thus improving & bringing love, light & life to their own life which will exponentialize the improvement of your own life in your endeavor for success in garnering wealth & overly substantial exciting best glory • you are so righteous in your beautiful endeavors to bring forth the best possible feeling that people love

    With a smile •ᴗ• (8/12/25)

    Meditative peace as you wonder about the beautiful minutes that pass and your unconscious absorption of divine energy that radiates through the air to you as a gift from the heavens that evoke magical reckonings that indeed bring forth from within you the righteous angel warrior of God whose flaming sword of courage defies all expectations as it overcomes the bout of evil & instead spreads goodness and life to the world that seeks to discover the answers & further mysteries the grand vastness of the universe has to offer with arms wide open as if to invite our furious curiosity with certain fervor & generosity with a smile 🙂

  • Coming back to life (8/1/25)

    from the depths of darkness that once held your soul so bound do you now emerge with glorious divine light everlasting through the rainiest days so that new life may feel your radiance as it seeks to flourish in the wake of your loving caress

    Virginia (8/2/25)

    Virginia is a wonderful state

    I’d love to live there

    It’s where I’ve met so many friends

    lovely, lovely Virginia

    Energy flowing through it’s many trees, trees are actually quite green

    And that’s actually in Northern VA

    I love North Virginia, maybe because I’ve seen it grow over the years. I wish I could afford to live there, alas I don’t think I will be able to live near there much longer. If I do move, I hope I like the new place as much as Nova. If I stay, then hopefully things get better

    Make some more (8/2/25)

    Money Money!

    – Vincent

    is so so good love

    mighty fine details

    every little bit counts

    write your heart into infinity

    you lovely space monkey

    Flip a couple bricks

    sell em by the zip

    Bring forth love &

    laughter ∘ Exude joyous vibrations as you flow through the universe

    What to experience

    What you have is the experience to be seriously rad as you create a prosperous life for yourself in the righteous pursuit of bringing joy & strength to other people as we share in the energy flocculation that we call life & getting along together as beings of the same cloth ∘ let us hold each other hand in hand until the end where we will look back on our success with a curious amazement as to how we could have accomplished such feats

    The sound of a deer (8/3/25)

    Howl of the wolf

    through the quiet of the night

    •∘

    fly an airplane

    Oats are good for your heart so I started drinking oat milk but then

  • Radiant Beings

  • Book of Watts (cont.)

    Righteous Wonderings (2/27/24)

    Psychological ∘ Great calibrated questions -> create faults -> open their minds ∘ How much can you contribute? What happens if you don’t fill this role? How can I be most successful for you? How am I supposed to accept a salary that’s half what I’m worth? 

    Forming a Team (5/11/24)

    Supremely confident ∘ Extremely humble ∘  Star of the show

    (3/25/24)

    Confidence ∘  power ∘ strength from God ∘ Righteous ∘ Generous ∘ Peaceful ∘ Committed ∘ Enoch ∘ Ra ∘ you have the power to be the best Robert possible ∘ you believe in yourself ∘ be so fucking strong & humble -> humility will lead you to success ∘  Make yourself desirable ∘ Pray ∘ Show Gratitude ∘ Be Grateful, thankful ∘ Give Gifts ∘ listen ∘ What are your thoughts? How are they? ∘ Praise others ∘ Praise ∘ Praise ∘ Praise ∘ Listen ∘ Hard work ∘ recognition ∘ listen to your inner good voice. 

    Say what you think (5/9/24)

    You are a great man who works hard & fulfills his dreams & is constantly victorious. Proud —> do what’s hard, not what’s fun -> the feeling of victory. Escape the impulse mindset -> stop chasing fun. Be elite of the elite ∘ Positive

    Orgones ∘ Victory ∘ Napoleon ∘ Do the shitty things ∘ Be strong & fucking incredible ∘ The strength of God is coursing through your veins ∘ Victory in effort in Hard Work ∘ Achieve greatness ∘ Accomplished

    Resist their enslavement (5/11/24)

    Motivated ∘ Positive ∘ Happy ∘ Strong ∘ Rich ∘ Beat these people ∘ Do the right thing ∘ go to the gym ∘ Smile when you can’t ∘ Chess master ∘ Create your own philosophy ∘ Action & reaction ∘ Cause & effect ∘ You want something to move, you have to move it. Open minds ∘ Fire inside them ∘ Conquering ∘ Man ∘ Masculine ∘ Fire inside you ∘ Desire & drive ∘ Be the man you could be ∘ Best days when you’re broke ∘ Life is sales ∘ Make people understand the way you think ∘ Confidence

    the beauty is in the journey (5/11/24)

    Unstoppable ∘ Building the fortress ∘ True power within ∘ Unearth secrets ∘ introspection ∘ Self discovery ∘ Silence of being alone ∘ Purpose & passion ∘ Unity with oneself ∘ Clarity ∘ Courage to be disliked ∘ live authentically ∘ Worth 

    Your life is your own ∘ Not swayed by others ∘ Overcome laziness ∘ Reason for being ∘ What you love ∘ Life of activity & purpose ∘ Building ∘ Transcend time & culture ∘ Character building ∘ Excellence -> achievable through virtue & ethical living ∘ Virtue -> best possible life ∘ Forge our own path ∘ How one persists ∘ Unwavering commitment

    Strength, Struggle, Will (“Amor Fati” love of one’s fate)” (5/11/24)

    Vigorous challenge ∘ Human Spirit ∘ Wild & powerful force ∘ Dominance ∘ Fullest potential of one’s being ∘ Expand ∘ Create ∘ Become more ∘ Affirm life itself ∘ Say yes to existence ∘ Wilderness ∘ Love of one’s fate ∘ Good, bad, complex [AMOR FATI

    Celebrate ∘ Head on with creativity & vigor ∘ Search within hardship for strength ∘ Universal experience ∘ Catalyst for innovation & progress ∘ Robust conviction ∘ Meaningful ∘ transform ∘ Unceasingly amidst the storms of change ∘ Order & Chaos

    Withstand & Welcome (5/11/24)

    Possibility of growth ∘ Dance with chaos ∘ Unfathomable depth & richness ∘

    Liberation

    Care ∘ Respect ∘ Honor

    What did you see 

    What did you go through 

    What did you learn

    Echosmith “Cool Kids”(2014)(Apple Music)”(5/14/24)

    I wish that I could be like the 

    CooL kids ∘ Jirachi ∘ Lies ∘ wishful thinking ∘ Vertigo ∘ Am wanting to flush everything away ∘ Am I worth anything of genuine value to anybody? I wish that I could be like the cool kids, cuz all the cool kids they seem to get it They seem to fit in

    Wanting waiting creating

    Stronger being ultimate

    strength and guiding force

    Supportive & loving & attractive 

    & you are the strongest 

    Coalition ∘ Create ∘ The great

    Birthday presents∘” (5/14/24)

    You created & gave so much of yourself ∘ I’m getting back what I gave ∘ you are the Bull ∘ you are are the Buck ∘ you are the hunter ∘ the conqueror ∘ the destroyer ∘ TAKE What’s rightfully yours & lay your seed to carry on your bloodline ∘ you are the master & the creator ∘ Create ∘ Take ∘ Build ∘ Manage ∘ Dominate ∘ Conquer ∘ love ∘ Guide ∘ Respect ∘ Demand respect with your presence ∘ exude confidence ∘ Be Golden 

    “The Golden Child” (5/14/24)

    ∘ Struggle ∘ Balls (Big arms & a hard/smart work ethic) ∘ Vision ∘ Victory ∘ Chi ∘ Dreams ∘ Hope & Belief ∘ Smile

    The flowers & the Clouds” (5/28/24)

    Grow into what you want to become 

    how to treat her right

    Overflowing Confidence” (5/29-6/1/24)

    Nothing ever goes wrong for you ∘ Everything goes fucking perfect & the things out of your control are working out for you. Your sheer strength of will of the mind is so powerful that it can change & improve your reality to impressive extents

    (6/2/24)

    Play ∘ Goodness over evil ∘

    You are so powerful 

    grateful

    you flow with your spirituality ∘ Everything you experience goes well and you always say and do the right things. You create and attract miracles.✧

    1% in that state for a year” (6/3/24)

    What would life be like in that state? What do you like about being in that state? Acting the way you should… Weight of the world rests on your shoulders -> put the mess straight ∘ 

    Grey Man

    ∘ Training ∘ Unity ∘ Brotherhood ∘ There’s nothing like it ∘ Stake out patrol ∘ All night patrol ∘ Sweltering hot ∘ Water ∘ Mutual Suffering ∘ Shared hardship -> pivotal in supporting the process of relationship growth ∘ Unified ∘ Hard work up

    Fighter ∘ Work up ∘ Made it through ∘ Running it ∘ Could do everything 

    True Meritocracy” (6/3/24)

    ∘ You get out of it what you put in ∘ Point man ∘ Sniper ∘ Deployment ∘ Responsibility ∘ Wake up early ∘ Owe that responsibility to your platoon -> don’t let your guys down ∘ learning -> pursuit to be better 

    Promise to be better

    Journalism (Generate)” (6/4/24)

    ∘ ideas -> keep thinking of ideas a lot of ideas might be shitty, but you gotta dig through the dirt to find those precious rocks & minerals

    (6/6/24)

    What can we do different?

    Everlong” (6/8/24)

    I’ve waited here for you

    Vape Smoke

    Beautiful Reckonings 

    Fuckin’ so smart 

    Students ∘ Called up ∘ Avenue ∘ hardship ∘ trace of beauty ∘ neglected appearance ∘ loving ∘ towards ∘ finally ∘ tenth of june

    Do you have any idea?” (6/10/24)

    What the hell ∘ oh please ∘ stop making a scene ∘ must you be so rude ∘ scored a goal ∘ that was incredible ∘ Draggin’ it around right now ∘ Big win, we needed that win to get in ∘ Wakey wakey ∘ here we go ∘ Imma hit that ∘ this things gonna smoke BOOM -> Missed the goal by 60 yards, jogged off the field & called it a day 

    Experience

    Robotics” (6/13/24)

    Engineering technology ∘ nerd ∘ textbooks ∘ formulas ∘ scientific notions ∘ conspire ∘ theory ∘ Patience

    Bum Bum Bum tss” (6/15/24)

    Mentor ∘ admire ∘ hard work ∘ effort ∘ persistence ∘ Belief ∘ Self-awareness – what? What is it you/I must do to achieve your/mine goal(s)?

    Bring forth life” (6/14/24)

    with light from your righteous, gentle hands

    Beautiful loving glorious (Propitious Day)” (6/16/24)

    the words of our Fathers ∘ Picked the right day ∘ Golden Age

    We look forward to getting you back” (6/20-22/2024)

    Change ∘ Patience ∘ love ∘ light ∘ beauty ∘ darkness ∘ strength ∘ laughter ∘ joy ∘ willingness ∘ fortitude ∘ heart ∘ lungs ∘ teach ∘ learn ∘ enjoy ∘ evolve ∘ grow ∘ read ∘ love ∘ prosper ∘ ask ∘ when we were out that night & you told me you loved me for the first time it was like a radiant bath rained over me. Time & time again Why do we do these things to o 

    Human Imagination” (6/22/24)

    What challenges your imagination? 

    Righteous Reckonings” (6/20/24)

    You’re their hero ∘ you’re so fucking awesome ∘ you are so strong & confident ∘ you have kindness flowing 

    We just are & what happens just happens I remember everything. She writes to me 

    I wouldn’t hang up

    Communicate” (6/17/24) 

    Making decisions ∘ Speaking ∘ Commander ∘ Cognitive capacity duty

    flow with the wind” (6/18/24)

    use time or lose time

    Revelation” (6/19/24)

    Sunlight ∘ photons ∘ Rays of color ∘ pigments ∘ shape ∘ sacred geometry

    Curious forms of love” (6/23/24)

    Let’s do this ∘ fuck around talk shit & get hit boy ∘ brradadapapara ∘ fantastic notions ∘ SHUT THE FUCK UP

    (6/24/24)

    18 198 2 200 

       65 2 

       2

    What is your claim to fame?” (6/24/24)

    Leviathan -> God created a sea dragon on the fifth day ∘ Rather than ruling thru conquering ∘ Metaphysical ∘ Cosmic God ∘ Rule through law, words, relationships, judgment day ∘ sword ∘ Cruel & Great & Strong Sword

    Ancient belief ∘ Mythical animal until the day I…

    Eyes ∘ Teeth ∘ Blood

    Robert” (6/26/24)

    i do love you 

    “ten thousand days in the

    fire is long enough 

    you’re going home” – tool ∘

    Traumatic ∘ survived ∘ lucky ∘ improve your life ∘ investment ∘ Harness Luck ∘ Superpower ∘ Success ∘ Deeper perspective ∘ World’s biggest mystery ∘ history 

    Through the ages ∘ imagination ∘ luck

    What’s in your closet?” (6/27/24)

    The skeleton’s of sorts ∘ scout ∘ Acquire ∘ who wrote this? Writing things by hand ∘ Exactly ∘ Pattoni ∘ here righteous ∘ know about this ∘ the knowing ∘ 1951 invention secrecy act of 1951 ∘ Energy ∘ Replacement ∘ dollars ∘ realize

    Nothing like anyone’s seen before” (6/29/24)

    Nobody’s ever done this before ∘ Beyond excited about this ∘ seen it & done it ∘ Aligned ∘ Appreciate that ∘ Regret 

    Cloudy day, slight rain” (6/30/24)

    Because you move me ∘ baby won’t you ∘ move me from this tower

    Universe” (6/30/24)

    Nothing ever goes wrong for you ∘ Everything always goes right for you

    thoughts ∘ emotions ∘ energy 

    Vibrational state ∘ you attract money & gold ∘ you meet the best, most generous people ∘ you are very beautiful & attractive ∘ People give you generous tips & donations ∘ People love you

    Meeting in your eyes” (7/1/24)

    Sound Lights Silence Dark

    FADES ∘ Go Back 

    More than a memory 

    gave you a part of my 

    soul to keep forever 

    Poetry ∘ Skoldic -> scaldic 

    Not common ∘ Best of the best

    Elite of society 

    Signature

    long term effects” (7/1-2/24)

    healing – the long road of healing feels good nonetheless ∘ We’re in love

    Tree of Knowledge 

    Labor Party/Government vs. Conservatives” (7/3/24)

    Everything goes right for you

    Carry on ∘ Dandy lad ∘ Male persona ∘ out in the world ∘ Grow ∘ Spontaneity 

    Money ∘ Aristotle ∘ Top Earner ⸻

    Cultural Zone” (7/4/24)

    Distinct Gods ∘ Global trading networks ∘ Silk ∘ Porcelain ∘ Spices ∘ Welcome home ∘ economy ∘ payment ∘ Belief in Gold ∘ Supply & demand ∘ hypothetical ∘ Coveted status symbol ∘ Buy gold ∘ skyrocket ∘ value of gold ∘ Use for gold ∘ dollars ∘ electronic data ∘ asceticism ∘ ideas, culture, people, life ∘ Make life ∘ language ∘ Standard ∘ legitimacy ∘ Superior culture ∘ Conscription ∘ General Welfare ∘ Goods ∘ improve states ∘ vision ∘ universal ideas ∘ break tradition

    Guitar” (7/4/24)

    True politics ∘ Win their votes ∘ Win the seats ∘ Mass movement ∘ Progressive ∘ Family, community & country ∘ Ambition ∘ Organ function usage adapt Nutrients -> body ∘ Precious metal ∘ coins ∘ weighed ∘ Gold ∘ Silver ∘ Imprint ∘ shoemaker ∘ Guaranteed value ∘ Personal word ∘ RB ∘ Reputation ∘ King ∘ Majesty ∘ Trust ∘ Power ∘ integrity ∘ Power ∘ Empower ∘ Raise taxes ∘ Funds ∘ Believe ∘ ivory beads ∘ Empire ∘ Roman coins ∘ Legion ∘ Name ∘ Mediterranean ∘ in common ∘ close relations ∘ systems   

    I thought it sounded familiar” (7/5/24)

    ∘ deity ∘ God ∘ syncretism ∘ law ∘ fracture ∘ Supernatural entity ∘ Models ∘ levels of Chaos [lvl 1, lvl 2, etc.] ∘ forecast ∘ materialize 

    Pluto” (7/8/24)

    ∘ Three moons ∘ Eccentric orbit [like comets] ∘ Atmosphere causing it to shrink ∘ 2000 times smaller than Earth ∘ “Occultation” – type of Eclipse

    Mycobacterium Tuberculosis” (7/9/24)

    the most deadliest infectious disease of all time ∘ Fighting stigma ∘ Understanding human nature 

    Generate Positive Orgones ⃤◌” (7/9/24)

    What made you want to go to college? Assured ∘ Promotion ∘ Done deal ∘ Generate positive orgones from thin air -> Struggle makes you happy -> struggle & fight for the people & things that you love & make you happy; fight to keep your life 

    Articulate” (7/12/24)

    Astute ∘ Pertinent ∘ impressive ∘ Perspicacious

    You Got This ★” (7/16/24)

    now i want you 

    & you want me

    so come near 

    you’ve got me hooked,

    Routine ∘ Absolutely ∘ Tea Meditation” (7/17/24)

    Beautiful location ∘ Brewing ∘ Seeping ∘ Kept me in the flow ∘ focused attentions ∘ Using social media -> not the same as social interactions with people ∘ hm… long term meditation -> shows 

    I don’t want to be anxious like this – Something has to change

    if i had to guess” (7/18/24)

    meditation is the only cure at this point, so go meditate. 

    Dance with the feminine” (7/21/24)

    Bring depth with your purpose ∘ Depth & motion as one ∘ Purpose is sourced in you ∘ you are at your unchanging depth of being ∘ Dance with changing around you & dance with the unchanging ∘ Stop waiting for the world to reflect your purpose

    Stop being lazy” (7/24/24)

    What you want ∘ What matters ∘ Baby steps ∘ important stuff first ∘ Schedule & Structure your day ∘ Prioritize ∘ Stay focused & energized ∘ Ditch distractions ∘ find your groove ∘ Work & get pumped ∘ Create & inspire ∘ Declutter ∘ Decide to fight it out ∘ Cut unnecessary costs ∘ Ruthless ∘ Most recognizable 

    Customer Orientation” (7/24/24)

    ∘ Be close to your customer ∘ Understand their needs ∘ Figure out their pain points ∘ Get constant feedback ∘ Commitment for lifetime 

    Adaptability” (7/24/24)

    What really sets you apart from the rest is 

    flexibility

    willingness & ability to adapt to what is happening around him/her. Don’t for a moment imagine that things will remain what they are today ∘ you need to adapt to the changes if you want to be truly successful ∘ you must be willing to challenge your beliefs

    GREATNESS” (7/24/24)

    Family-> have concern & empathy for your team. You should feel like a family. 

    Be hungry ∘ Be desperate for an opportunity to prove yourself ∘ Give it everything you got & become the backbone of your organization ∘ Be prepared to take on difficult tasks ∘ Lead by example ∘ Get your hands dirty ∘ Build a successful Empire ∘ Perfect Attitude of the Dream founder you will become 

    Good Vibes, Good Life” (7/24/24)

    Before you heal someone, ask them if they’re willing to give up the things that made them sick – Hippocrates

    Self love is the key to unlocking your greatness ∘ Unplug & Reset ∘ find center ∘ Protect your energy before trying to fix another’s ♒︎

    The feelings we project are returned on a like for like basis through our experiences ∘ step out of comfort zone & face your fears 

    Challenge = Growth

    Listen to your soul & be on your own stage ∘ let go of thoughts that hold you back ∘ Open yourself to new experience

    Mindful & aware of who you allow in your life & heart ♡” (7/24/24)

    Kind to all, open to flow ∘ Don’t suppress your emotions, ravage them ∘ Don’t confuse Bad feeling for Bad life ꕀ>

    Do the Work ∘

    Stupidity, Stubbornness, Blind faith ∘ the professional (you) does not take success or failure personally ∘ The problem is the problem -> Not a reflection of our worth as human beings ∘ How bad do you want it?

    Momentum” (7/24/24)

    Don’t prepare, begin. 

    Totally Committed

    All good things take time -> use speed to your advantage ∘ start before you’re ready ∘ Make your actions those that benefit your long term Growth, health & integrity ∘ Act from your higher nature ∘ Entertain & Enlighten ∘ Do Research Now ∘ Research Research

     Research Research !

    Great job of disguising 

    7/25/24

    RB

    Shakespeare

    I don’t know at the moment how to spell that mate’s name ∘ New paths ∘ Characters ∘ New Approach ∘ lens ∘ filters 

    RB 

    it’s about right 

    It’s like they

    understand 

    instill discipline” (7/31/24)

    Steps we’re taking ∘ internally 

    R&D(Research & Development)” (8/1/24)

    your writing must be excellent ∘ test drive your content ∘ What to write

    Be a fucking” (8/2/24)

    Champion

    yes, you read that right.” (8/3/24)

    Today is August third. Get over it. And be so Righteous

    (8/4/24)

    Courage is a rare virtue

    A Rare day” (8/7/24)

    Where I don’t put the cross through a seven 

    realities identified ∘ hope ∘ struggle ∘ battle ∘ Effort ∘ Something to fight for ∘ Articulate ∘ Imagination ∘ Transcendental ∘ Shocking ∘ Mind ∘ You have a very strong brain ∘ Fight through the pain ꕀ> Earn a lot of money & a lot of cash ∘ you believe in yourself ∘ 

    Ride your momentum wave” (8/11/24)

    Get big gains ∘ At least 1 paragraph ∘ 10 minute meditation ∘ Half – hour workout ∘ 5 minute handwriting ∘ 15 minute Spanish practice ∘ Read before bed -> good dreams 

    OBX” (8/13/24)

    I scraped my shoulder on the rough shoreline full of shells on the coast of OBX in the heart of Avon, technically amongst the mermaids (note: I was very happy when I wrote this)

    highly astute & pertinent” (8/14/24)

    driving days ∘ 

    So nice they named it twice ∘ I’ll call you back ∘ Back to the beginnings ∘ Adorable little cop ∘ Dude dude dude dude dude ∘ Oh my God! I saw brains & blood! I just saw some crazy shit man! Let me in!

    Right before we go ౨ৎ” (8/15/24)

    Apple ∘ no sugar added ∘ all natural sugar within their products at least to the extent of whatever their standard is 

    Before writing the date

    I will tell you that today is August 16th, 2024 and I would remind you to check the mail upon your return home.♡

    ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆༻𖤓༺ˎˊ-༄.°࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

  • Diamonds

    Twice now and way more times than that have I tried to give up on missing people. Those people who were closest to me are so hard not to cry over when I realize they are no longer key components of my life and the deeper the memory of most recent regurgitation, the harder it is to look at it without despair. Sometimes I feel like I’m overreacting. But my biggest concern is that they don’t care. I fear they never cared. I believe it never mattered and that might scare me most. Maybe I’m a passing thought in their lives. I like to think that they may miss me. If they don’t, so be it. Who am I to them anymore anyway? Nothing but a memory as they seem to be to me. I’d like to think they’re the base of who I am today, that I have been shaped by the past. I should let go. Or should I hold on? Either way is painful. Both feel impossible. That gives memories a convenient feel. All I have are the memories of which are totems in time. Some are beautiful, others distraught. They’re pillars of life which I can’t cut down, though I may leave them to oxidate, they’re stuck standing in the lands of history and hold structure to buildings that once bustled with activity. Maybe those buildings are still active with new people whose presence brings on life that supports the buildings as thoroughly as the past. To learn from the past is probably the most valuable option in the longstanding showdown between me and my memories. I wish I could repeat the past sometimes, but then I wonder why I would want to. I’d want to do things differently, do things the right way as I look back on the wrongs. But what’s the difference between then and now other than the people? Why not act in the way now that you think you should’ve then? There’d be less regret in that sense, and greater exploration, discovery of possibility. It’s difficult not to think to myself “won’t I just be building memories of which I will look down upon with despair as I realize they’re no longer for me to take part in?” Everything changes. Why would you want things to stay the same? Everything feels virtually the same anyway, so why not recharge, refresh? Let it breathe because it could stop breathing at any moment. You won’t always be happy about it, but why would you want to always be content? Doesn’t that seem lazy? You know there are other problems to tackle other than your pillars of the past, of which are entirely immovable. Ah, maybe there’s a key there. If the pillars of the past are immovable, and you’re currently building future pillars of the past in the present, doesn’t that reveal a certain strength of which your humanity gives to the present? And in that case, the future? It’s almost as if your actions are time travelers and that they will always be shaping the world around you no matter how deep and lost below they sink. This gives memories the quality of diamonds in a sense. Some may be rough and almost unknowable while others are fine cut and precious. If you think the memory is fine cut, hold on to it if you believe that suits you best. If you find a memory that’s rough, it’s probably better not to change it, but if you try, you might find it was one of the most beautiful memories that you left out and once you’ve cut it and found this out, you’ll hold to it forever if you value it enough. As for the oncoming chances to find new precious rocks in time, well, that’s up to you to decide how you’re going to cut what you’ve discovered.

  • The Divine

    The divine is that which is bright yet unseen and is a felt and somewhat believed force of nature. The bright and unseen falls through dimensional fabrics that subsequently resonate via shimmerations of such thoughtful reputabilities. The microscopic diffusion of the photonic particlization makes the subsequent experience upon any form of epidermic sensory intake (or otherwise) is nearly imperceptible except for by either natural acceptance via unconscious reckonings and/or by conscious realization through methods whether on purpose or by just happening. Whether noticed, acknowledged, felt or not, such divinities must be believed to be righteous within their infiltrations, that is to say, well intentioned, and given freely thus asking for nothing in return. To such a degree, the idea of gratitude becomes a grand source of reckoning when undertaking what exactly to do in the face of such powerful yet untouchable. Though the initial thought of gratitude comes across as cultish from a behavioral standpoint, one must then consider the scientific ramifications induced by acting out the psychological undertaking of gratification. Such molecular manifestations, as noted in previous essays, carry over resonate values that have physical impacts on the surrounding environment, subsequently people and oneself. As noted, these are inevitable resonations, and so are being cycled by our influence whether we are conscious of our penetrative conjurations or not. This is a good thing no matter what, but to be conscious of the influence brings to question the idea the impact of riding the divine waves of experience with gratitude not unlike the ways in which the snowboarders, surfers, longboarders and skaters overtake their respective surfaces with utter flow. The resultant state is an awesome display of balance on an otherwise tiny piece of wood that without the human experience of control over that which may/may not be unpredictable within one’s personal experience as affected by the surrounding environment, when done with full belief in the depths of one’s experience, ends up being a beautiful form of ecstacy that then becomes an overall shared experience between the conscious reckonings of the surrounding populous, thus physically manifesting that which had been previously deduced as divine nature. This could be thought as making heaven on earth, God’s image even. Would this mean man is experiencing the power of God? Or is man fulfilling his nature in a godlike being? It would be fullhearty to believe that man would be taking on God’s form itself, but the positive impact on one’s physical health can have an exponentially righteous effect on the external.

  • Dreams of Healing

    What type of words to be taken from the collective consciousness is not to be taken lightly as all responsibility falls on us as creators to incur proper thinking in order to maintain semblance among ourselves. Yet let us not be so unforgiving for the love of all that is love, and that is to say that we may yet consider our past indiscretions towards the world and unto ourselves that they may be in themselves a powerful force in recognizing a source of a past self that once despised external aspects, and in the course of healing at least, wishes to reflect on those so-called sins and perhaps practice shedding a new light that is to say that in reflecting upon those mistakes maybe you will be able to forgive, full-heartedly, the mistakes of others with an everlasting eros. In doing so, we may, in my opinion at least, may flourish as a nation, and propel our entire species forward, not underground or in bits and pieces, but rather upward, supporting the dreams of those who dream dreams not yet dreamed, those we can only but dream about ourselves, who, if we so give a damn like our forenations before us, will see heavens with their physical born bodies, experiencing the likes of which only angels would have otherwise, and we will all be united in the skies, as we will share with them the maps to the universe, and the missions that have been sent down to us from the heavens stream of light waves, those nearly indecipherable messages that serve to give and nourish life, and invite life to be lived further than ever before thought appropriate for the likes of the three dimensional being, the origins of which come the monkey, fish, bubble, rock, element, and so be it, the atom and beyond. Here we stand, at last and forever, stand with me won’t you?

  • (Feel free to read)

    Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – The Walk home

    Words cannot begin to describe

    what I’m seeing right now

    This is an adventure

    light everywhere

    we overuse it greatly

    so many colors

    The moon is

    It no longer hurts me

    Just watching is fun

    I am sitting in the middle of a parking lot, the sky is unbelievable

    It’s a wonder how

    The moon is telling me

    a story . . . I have to follow

    it out of the light

    I have decided to decline

    the moons offer of truth

    though it is tempting

    beyond belief

    There is a whole nother

    world that I must

    experience

    The truths the moon

    offers are rather spectacular

    to say the least, and a

    clear beautiful night does

    tickle one’s fancy, but I

    understand that there will

    be great truth again, when

    the time is right.

    For tonight though, I must

    decline the moons offer

    into the truth for it

    seems safe to say I

    will cry

    I have always been

    one to look up

    The moon is rather

    evil

    the moon knows the

    truth, you see the moon

    seems to have this

    special bondage with

    the earth, before I

    continue on my story

    feeling, let me

    say that this acid

    trip is but an enhancement

    of everything I can distinguish

    without its help

    It seems we all usually

    seek for what’s new and

    easy to behold when in

    actuality it is among us

    all the time. Most of us

    seem to want to live for the

    constant new vision and we

    simply do not take the

    time to sit down and look

    at what’s around us

    from the tiniest of noises

    to the grandest of light,

    we seem to all wish this

    pursuit of grand happiness

    living so quickly when

    we do not see what’s right

    in front of our eyes

    But that is our way

    we push and we push

    constantly in hot pursuit

    of the great

    unknown, but for now

    at least, won’t you sit

    and listen to the story

    I have to tell you

    So the moon… this

    sneaky bitch totally tried

    to get me to walk into

    the woods, with promises

    of great truths and

    shit. Don’t get me wrong

    those stars looked

    fantastic. I couldn’t breath

    they were so captivating

    But I could tell the

    moon had terrible intentions

    with my physical self

    Earth is old

    Humans have already

    beaten the system, now

    we are too bored to do

    anything except kill

    ourselves and start

    anew

    a message to myself,

    do not worry young friend.

    the best has yet to come.

    Stay true to yourself, enjoy the

    littlest things, for it is those

    little things that bring you

    the greatest truths.

    I don’t even recall writing that

    There are so many small

    things all around how do I

    know what to focus on? When

    I’m enraged with one, it

    seems rather consistent that

    another comes and needs to

    take its place. But that’s

    what the Sagittarius has

    been trying to tell you

    she knows that deep within

    you, you are the happiest

    most fantastic being she has

    ever witnessed. She is

    so great I love my sag.

    I cannot tell you the world

    I was once in. It was a

    very dark and cold zone.

    I didn’t really know how to

    carry my aquarian ways without

    losing myself within them.

    I had a sit-down with God earlier.

    We had quite the char. He

    continues to whisper in my

    ears. God doen’t seem to

    like the fact that we

    title God with physical

    titles like “he” or “she”

    (he made that quite clear

    as he yelled into my ear

    with grand prominence)

    God is telling me

    a lot of cool stuff yo.

    I should record myself

    honestly no I shouldn’t

    it would be rather creepy.

    Someone on drugs does not

    have the capacity to handle

    themselves among those who

    have elected sobriety. Reading

    back on this I’m sure

    most will question what God

    told me. God is with each

    and every one of us at all

    seconds of life. To forget

    that God is with us is

    to forget ourselves. Now

    do not take God as any

    titled religion or faith of

    sorts. God is the name

    I know God by.

    There is no

    secret right, the truth is

    always there, we simply

    elect not to follow its path

    at times, which unfortunately

    leads to sinning. We can’t

    seem to wrap our heads

    around the concept of a

    circle, so maybe we should use

    the circle as an

    indicator of God. God

    isn’t there. We all want this

    greater than life-esq being

    to exist, BUT PLEASE TELL

    ME WHAT IS GREATER

    THAN LIFE??? It seems

    we’re all in this constant

    rush to die when there’s

    this fantastic way of

    happiness which is by just

    to live. I hope this

    all makes sense when I

    look back at it.

    AQ! Remember to not let

    yourself down anymore!

    things are lookin’ up dude!

    there’s so much good on the

    way all the time

    I know there was

    that rough patch where you

    didn’t know what the fuck

    was going on. You were

    constantly in fear of

    everything. There is no need

    to be afraid anymore my

    good friend. The tales you

    have to tell come plenty

    and the ears of those

    who wish to listen will

    perk at all times. Your

    physical actions are fun, but

    nothing is more soothing than

    a sweet lay around

    session w/ a love or

    even a sweetheart . . . 😉

    You do not live to impress

    others, you live to be happy

    and if another wishes

    to be happy along with you,

    they can join along.

    Get that smiley face tattoo

    on your ass. You know

    you’re dying to make a

    fool of yourself

    while finding out how it

    feels to get a tattoo:

    If she could hear

    my truest thoughts, she

    would be so happy.

    I’m envious of the mind of

    a girl. It is their

    minds that keep rest some

    of the most dangerous of

    creatures. I am glad there

    are ones like friends who

    keep questions floating

    around. Funny friends, fantastic

    air signs; The Gemini is

    one for the ages to say

    in the very least. One

    and another are cancers

    alike, along with another at

    their finest. Scorpio be it,

    if I could find myself foolish enough to

    recognize that. Leo is the

    lion that is God blessed

    in his heart and may his feet

    take him where his mind

    may not sometimes. Libra

    is the fiery feline at

    present being themselves

    though I may not know

    them well, I know them

    quite well!

    The end of the water

    bearer’s trip –

    Well it seems I have grown

    quite tired and I know I want

    to get up quite soon to entertain

    the Harvest Goddess.

    (which i love to do, though

    most would not deem it so lightly)