Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – The Walk home

Words cannot begin to describe

what I’m seeing right now

This is an adventure

light everywhere

we overuse it greatly

so many colors

The moon is

It no longer hurts me

Just watching is fun

…

I am sitting in the middle of a parking lot, the sky is unbelievable

It’s a wonder how

The moon is telling me

a story . . . I have to follow

it out of the light

–

I have decided to decline

the moons offer of truth

though it is tempting

beyond belief

There is a whole nother

world that I must

experience

The truths the moon

offers are rather spectacular

to say the least, and a

clear beautiful night does

tickle one’s fancy, but I

understand that there will

be great truth again, when

the time is right.

For tonight though, I must

decline the moons offer

into the truth for it

seems safe to say I

will cry

…

I have always been

one to look up

The moon is rather

evil

the moon knows the

truth, you see the moon

seems to have this

special bondage with

the earth, before I

continue on my story

feeling, let me

say that this acid

trip is but an enhancement

of everything I can distinguish

without its help

It seems we all usually

seek for what’s new and

easy to behold when in

actuality it is among us

all the time. Most of us

seem to want to live for the

constant new vision and we

simply do not take the

time to sit down and look

at what’s around us

from the tiniest of noises

to the grandest of light,

we seem to all wish this

pursuit of grand happiness

living so quickly when

we do not see what’s right

in front of our eyes

But that is our way

we push and we push

constantly in hot pursuit

of the great

unknown, but for now

at least, won’t you sit

and listen to the story

I have to tell you

So the moon… this

sneaky bitch totally tried

to get me to walk into

the woods, with promises

of great truths and

shit. Don’t get me wrong

those stars looked

fantastic. I couldn’t breath

they were so captivating

But I could tell the

moon had terrible intentions

with my physical self

…

Earth is old

Humans have already

beaten the system, now

we are too bored to do

anything except kill

ourselves and start

anew

…

a message to myself,

do not worry young friend.

the best has yet to come.

Stay true to yourself, enjoy the

littlest things, for it is those

little things that bring you

the greatest truths.

I don’t even recall writing that

There are so many small

things all around how do I

know what to focus on? When

I’m enraged with one, it

seems rather consistent that

another comes and needs to

take its place. But that’s

what the Sagittarius has

been trying to tell you

she knows that deep within

you, you are the happiest

most fantastic being she has

ever witnessed. She is

so great I love my sag.

I cannot tell you the world

I was once in. It was a

very dark and cold zone.

I didn’t really know how to

carry my aquarian ways without

losing myself within them.

I had a sit-down with God earlier.

We had quite the char. He

continues to whisper in my

ears. God doen’t seem to

like the fact that we

title God with physical

titles like “he” or “she”

(he made that quite clear

as he yelled into my ear

with grand prominence)

God is telling me

a lot of cool stuff yo.

I should record myself

honestly no I shouldn’t

it would be rather creepy.

Someone on drugs does not

have the capacity to handle

themselves among those who

have elected sobriety. Reading

back on this I’m sure

most will question what God

told me. God is with each

and every one of us at all

seconds of life. To forget

that God is with us is

to forget ourselves. Now

do not take God as any

titled religion or faith of

sorts. God is the name

I know God by.

There is no

secret right, the truth is

always there, we simply

elect not to follow its path

at times, which unfortunately

leads to sinning. We can’t

seem to wrap our heads

around the concept of a

circle, so maybe we should use

the circle as an

indicator of God. God

isn’t there. We all want this

greater than life-esq being

to exist, BUT PLEASE TELL

ME WHAT IS GREATER

THAN LIFE??? It seems

we’re all in this constant

rush to die when there’s

this fantastic way of

happiness which is by just

to live. I hope this

all makes sense when I

look back at it.

AQ! Remember to not let

yourself down anymore!

things are lookin’ up dude!

there’s so much good on the

way all the time

I know there was

that rough patch where you

didn’t know what the fuck

was going on. You were

constantly in fear of

everything. There is no need

to be afraid anymore my

good friend. The tales you

have to tell come plenty

and the ears of those

who wish to listen will

perk at all times. Your

physical actions are fun, but

nothing is more soothing than

a sweet lay around

session w/ a love or

even a sweetheart . . . 😉

You do not live to impress

others, you live to be happy

and if another wishes

to be happy along with you,

they can join along.

Get that smiley face tattoo

on your ass. You know

you’re dying to make a

fool of yourself

while finding out how it

feels to get a tattoo:

If she could hear

my truest thoughts, she

would be so happy.

I’m envious of the mind of

a girl. It is their

minds that keep rest some

of the most dangerous of

creatures. I am glad there

are ones like friends who

keep questions floating

around. Funny friends, fantastic

air signs; The Gemini is

one for the ages to say

in the very least. One

and another are cancers

alike, along with another at

their finest. Scorpio be it,

if I could find myself foolish enough to

recognize that. Leo is the

lion that is God blessed

in his heart and may his feet

take him where his mind

may not sometimes. Libra

is the fiery feline at

present being themselves

though I may not know

them well, I know them

quite well!

…

The end of the water

bearer’s trip –

Well it seems I have grown

quite tired and I know I want

to get up quite soon to entertain

the Harvest Goddess.

(which i love to do, though

most would not deem it so lightly)