

to the belly of a God
tis not for the faint of heart
At least won’t you reconcile your
soul with me, for but a
moment, if be there a moment
of yours to spare for a poor
old chap as myself?
(7/3/25)
Traveling through a garden together; I’ve never felt so at peace – here, it feels like home • like being gathered ’round fireplace on some winter’s eve, and stories are being told, whether aloud or to yourself, and the moment is held with serene acknowledgement • forever at peace in this moment of everlasting life
December 25 2017 11:13 am
Laying in bed after amazing toothbrushing with my brand new teeth cleaning kit!!! My family is so amazing each and every single day and God bless my life to where they go out of their way to get me things they believe would make me happy. To think they pay that much close attention to get things that I didn’t even know would make me happy but they would based on my behavior. I’m really disappointed in myself for not being a better brother better son in getting my siblings and parents bomb ass gifts but I did get each of them something cool and funny and thoughtful. But it really does bring to mind my desire to bring more money into my life in order to positively influence the lives of others in ways I could only dream of doing but can’t afford right now. Like a mad max car for my dad or a house with an incredible kitchen/library for my mom or a super tight Porsche for ***** or a shit ton of camping gear for *******. With that being said, it also serves as a continuous reminder as to what my motives are for doing the things I do. Right now, I must be better at making money. I could easily make 100+ bucks a day through simple jobs. My main work would be ******* at ******* ****** ****** *******. But goddamit I am so tired of that bullshit. I wanted to ***** ****** ** *** ******* **** because of all the dreaming I was doing just sitting around doing next to absolutely nothing while my brain feels this extreme capability to do just about anything I set my heart and mind to. With that being said, it’s best I get at least a little productive today with my actions…let’s get this ball rolling!! Signing off…11:22am
To be & go on (8/11/24)
being, What it may be
Whether to be or not to be,
That is a question ✧˖*°࿐
With answer not known
Yet if to be, then What be it?
For there are many be’s,
yet only one not to…
And again it is asked
What to be? An open ended one…
Yet if you were to choose to be
No matter what the be may be,
then at the least, it seems to me
you are, at the least, not ceasing to be
& instead you have chosen
to go on, & BE
Learning (8/18/24)
gamify repetition
Streaks
Passive aggressive
✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧
how the nervous system works
learning • Meaning • Truth
Evolutionary Theory
learn the details & specifics
Dawkins -> memes
Views (8/18/24)
Third position politics
thoughtfully, completely
& powerfully
complete master of his craft
The Artist sees what others
only catch a glimpse of
RB (8/22/24)
Take everything life
has to offer you
with positivity &
endless/neverending
GRATiTUDE ○
Summer 2024 (8/23/24)
I just want to express gratitude
for my fellow friends as this
years summer wraps up.
y’all make me remember
what this is about: all of us.
And the love y’all showed
got me fucking hyped to take
back our lives
& save our loved ones
Liberate their minds (8/25/24)
cleans the spirit
What matters is the revolution
of the spirit
Only through their own power
Sense • Earn a lot of money (8/27/24)
funding a life
Support • World view
bringing paradise to Earth
Thoughts & memories emotions (9/11/24)
New and exciting directions
invention writing.
Concepts, objects, people, things
Morbidity, eros & paternity
(9/14/24)
Responsibility, meaning
Sacrifice • GRATiTuDE • Committment
& meaning are the same thing.
(9/20/24)
A physical and mental paragon
You are the living embodiment
of human superiority. The blood
of kings run in you.
The blood of your father.
The world is yours and will be
yours one day. Men will be
like cattle before you, like
sheep. For only a few may
rule the many, and you are
one of a rare breed.
Master the world
Draw your very power from
the rock of this place
Angel of the Knight
(9/24/24)
Practice Empathy
Walk it with me
Truly no wrong way -> Are some
ways that cause problems
Emotions of others
Robeart (10/1/24)
What a trip of wishing
from December thru
February • We didn’t tell
each other for being close
friends We say not of
the unattainable in
maintaining joy.
Emily Brontë (10/3/24)
Dreams have gone through
& through me like wine
through water & alter
the color of my mind
Optimal training (SO important to me) (10/3/24)
Practice your best positive
thoughts
Exercise
Meditation
Writing
Reading
Write poetry
Keep love at a peak
Be so kind & forgiving
We only have but so much
So in maintaining
gratitude
.·:*¨B ✘♚✘ O¨*:·.
.·:*¨N༺U༻S¨*:·.
(3/18/24)
•Leprechaun story
or elves
Elves sound fun

