Tag: lies

  • What is trust to you? (7/3/25)

    What is, to you, a proper good lie? Tis the opposite of a mighty fine truth。

    (7/4/25)

    Today is July 4th, a most distinguished Friday in this lovely summer season. It’s been exactly one month since I started using a red pen. Writing in red reminds me of those words in the Bible said by Jesus. W

    (7/10/25)

    After dinner, Charlotte invited Raissa and Drip to hang out with her, Beaver & Xue. And so she joined as they around a large couch, Beaver flipping through different movies and shows.

    “Oh, wow. I didn’t know we had cable!” Said Beaver, excited to scan through the many (all but forgotten) TV networks.

    “What do you want to watch, Raissa?”

    “I, I’m not sure, this is…television, right? With movies?” Raissa asked to the groups shock.

    “Yeah! TV! Let’s watch sleepy hollow!” Charlotte proposed.

  • Sports and lies

    Feb 16th 10:19

    watching 30 for 30 movies about big times athlete’s whose careers were devastated and even ended because of drug use. Marion Jones was an Olympic track runner who used steroids during her time at the events and she totally crushed the games. She was crazy famous for her next level Olympic feats. I researched her a little bit and it turns out she had a husband (ex) and boyfriend who both had been found guilty of using illegal performance enhancing drugs under the same coach she had. Before then, she even had a fuck up moment in 96 in high school for missing a drug test . Let me tell you people are so conniving. Knowing about this, it’s like, who else do we not know about that takes ‘roids and whatever else?? Probably all of them is my guess. One would like to believe that it’s all pure and drug free so it’s a level playing field based solely on preparation for the sport. That type of stuff really makes me think about lying and cheating in the world beyond sports. There are so many untold truths and so many unsuspecting victims of lies and lost opportunities for people who have never cheated. But is that what it takes for human progression to happen? A constant battle between those who carry the truth and those who decide to lie. I try not to lie too much. Sometimes I’ll tell silly little lies that’ll virtually seem to have no influence on anyone’s day. But sometimes, I lie to those who are even the closest to me which is so untrustworthy and unhealthy for my inner core. It’s tough when the constant honest temptations get to your soul and heart. They hide behind the eternal blanket of not coming to terms with those who would be interested in knowing of those temptations, especially if it affects them and their personal being. Those around you truly take automatic responsibility for prying the truth out of you on a regular basis, and without even realizing it, you do too. We honestly live for other humans. If there weren’t others, we wouldn’t know why we live. We have passions that are all intertwined within our inner being, our DNA. We cannot hold back on them. We gotta be honest with ourselves. We must pursue our personal truths throughout our personal journeys but must never let go of our respect for how those whom we live for feel about us. If you live to make those who you care about happy.

  • noties IV

    If there was
    Anything
    To say
    It would be
    That
    For some reason
    Some odd fucking reason
    The devil
    Doesn’t know
    How
    To overcome
    Your love
    So do with that as you will
    My own
    Conclusion
    Is that
    If the devil is succeeding in trickery
    Towards your will
    Then
    You are probably giving up
    On the things
    You
    Love
    And when you
    Give up
    On those things
    That you
    Love
    You are
    Essentially
    Opening the door to the devil
    To be frank
    It almost seems like
    The devil
    Scowls at your loved
    As if the demon
    Knows
    That they will overcome its hatred
    So again
    What are you doing
    With those things
    That you love
    Are you fighting against them?
    Are you afraid to embrace them?
    Or can you overcome the
    Trickery
    To propel yourself to greater heights
    This would probably
    Be easier if
    The devil gave up
    On what it loves
    Which is to fool you
    What would happen then
    Then your love would prove greater than
    The devils
    And then you are living like a god
    Because really
    It is mainly god
    That can defeat the devil
    Clearly god wants your support
    If you are being placed against these
    Demonic images
    That seek to tear down that which
    God loves
    Only because
    The devil wants to take what god loves
    And squander its beauty
    What will it be then?
    Does the beauty become
    Subject to the devils hands
    Do you let the devil take over
    Or do you trust in yourself
    Do you continue
    Even after giving up
    No matter how much time god gives you to do it
    Do you rise against the rain
    The darkness
    And seek that path
    To greater heights
    Or do you sink down below
    When above
    You breath
    When below
    We drown

  • To be & go on (8/11/24)

    being, What it may be

    Whether to be or not to be,

    That is a question ✧˖*°࿐

    With answer not known

    Yet if to be, then What be it?

    For there are many be’s,

    yet only one not to…

    And again it is asked

    What to be? An open ended one…

    Yet if you were to choose to be

    No matter what the be may be,

    then at the least, it seems to me

    you are, at the least, not ceasing to be

    & instead you have chosen

    to go on, & BE

    Learning (8/18/24)

    gamify repetition

    Streaks

    Passive aggressive

    ✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧

    how the nervous system works

    learning • Meaning • Truth

    Evolutionary Theory

    learn the details & specifics

    Dawkins -> memes

    Views (8/18/24)

    Third position politics

    thoughtfully, completely

    & powerfully

    complete master of his craft

    The Artist sees what others

    only catch a glimpse of

    RB (8/22/24)

    Take everything life

    has to offer you

    with positivity &

    endless/neverending

    GRATiTUDE ○

    Summer 2024 (8/23/24)

    I just want to express gratitude

    for my fellow friends as this

    years summer wraps up.

    y’all make me remember

    what this is about: all of us.

    And the love y’all showed

    got me fucking hyped to take

    back our lives

    & save our loved ones

    Liberate their minds (8/25/24)

    cleans the spirit

    What matters is the revolution

    of the spirit

    Only through their own power

    Sense • Earn a lot of money (8/27/24)

    funding a life

    Support • World view

    bringing paradise to Earth

    Thoughts & memories emotions (9/11/24)

    New and exciting directions

    invention writing.

    Concepts, objects, people, things

    Morbidity, eros & paternity

    (9/14/24)

    Responsibility, meaning

    Sacrifice • GRATiTuDE • Committment

    & meaning are the same thing.

    (9/20/24)

    A physical and mental paragon

    You are the living embodiment

    of human superiority. The blood

    of kings run in you.

    The blood of your father.

    The world is yours and will be

    yours one day. Men will be

    like cattle before you, like

    sheep. For only a few may

    rule the many, and you are

    one of a rare breed.

    Master the world

    Draw your very power from

    the rock of this place

    Angel of the Knight

    (9/24/24)

    Practice Empathy

    Walk it with me

    Truly no wrong way -> Are some

    ways that cause problems

    Emotions of others

    Robeart (10/1/24)

    What a trip of wishing

    from December thru

    February • We didn’t tell

    each other for being close

    friends We say not of

    the unattainable in

    maintaining joy.

    Emily Brontë (10/3/24)

    Dreams have gone through

    & through me like wine

    through water & alter

    the color of my mind

    Optimal training (SO important to me) (10/3/24)

    Practice your best positive

    thoughts

    Exercise

    Meditation

    Writing

    Reading

    Write poetry

    Keep love at a peak

    Be so kind & forgiving

    We only have but so much

    So in maintaining

    gratitude

    .·:*¨B ✘♚✘ O¨*:·.

    .·:*¨NUS¨*:·.

    (3/18/24)

    •Leprechaun story

    or elves

    Elves sound fun

  • The Book of Love (2/12/24)

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