Tag: death

  • War has broken out between the U.S. and Iran along with their respective support systems. Bombs and missiles are actively being deployed as the world holds its breath for the next big move following the Ayatollah’s assassination. Children and civilians alike bare the usual cost of war, with philosophies and confusion over right and wrong flying from face to face, we all wonder what violence has taught us in the past, and whether we have taken peace for granted for too long.

  • Default religiosity (12/28/25)

    To speak clearly with intellect & confidence -> Read more -> leads to better

    𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓊝𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃𓂃

    What could it be? That feeling fleeting from our capturing ∘ Where will we take these thoughts to the stairs of heaven, I suppose. Shall they accept these words of the little possessed? What else might you answer for at those mighty righteous gates? That of which only Bill has come before & left richer than any of us combined ~•

    The pursuit of (12/28/25)

  • Concrete Barriers

    Another Nightmare • Retreat

    Move forward • Buckin’ it • Calm

    Respire ∘ Music • Somber • Wake to

    the stench of death & aching moans

    Pale reckoning ∘ Cold days of hell

    Worried faces ∘ Struck by tragedy

    Wild loss of friends & loved ones

    Where did love go? Why has it

    left this place? Will we feel

    our loved one’s warm embrace ever

    again? The thunder continues ∘

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    Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – December

    December 2, 2015

    December 4, 2015

    long time no see as always. Shit has gotten pretty ugly w/ ******** which is a shame cuz ***** been having **** *** (***** good) But that’s what I get for being a giant faggot. *** made it too easy though and truth be told, it was probably the best thing that could’ve happened to ** considering *** circumstances. What has past has past though, and there is nothing I can do now but wait, react, and be the best Robby B I can be.

    Things haven’t been so bad otherwise. Coach ***** is an awesome mentor and seeing Coach ******* die this past week really put into perspective how mortal you and the ones you know really are. There’s been a lot of deaths lately which is sad but refreshing in an odd way. At least we continue to prove that life goes on after death, no matter how heart wrenching that death may be.

    I know several people who have told me they want to live ’till they’re nice and ripe and on the other hand I’ve had people tell me they’d rather die young, like 30. So far, other than *****, I’m the only person I know that pretty much just wants to die. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t WANT to die. I don’t think anyone truly WANTS to die, they just get tired of what little life offers them.

    I think writing my thoughts down can be healthy as it has helped me take my mind off ********, oh ********. I really fucked that up. To be honest though, I have plenty of reason to just give up. But I won’t. Why? The most accurate answer I can give you is that you simply can’t explain some things. My farts smell like turkey : )

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    Thoughts of the Water Bearer ♒︎ – March

    March 15, 2015

    “The man of virtue makes the overcoming of challenges his first business, and success only a second consideration.” – Confucius

    March 16, 2015

    Life Guard

    -Safety Consciousness

    -Follow Rules

    -Cleanliness

    -Everything must be clean

    -Strive for ZERO complaints

    -Punctuality

    -Arrive on time

    • Mandatory Employee Meeting

    •Middle of May at pool

    •Teaching how to handle the pool

    •Uniform required (paid for by me)

    •Work scheduled hours

    •Solely responsible to find sub

    March 17, 2015

    •Double speak will no longer exist

    “It is the manners and spirit of a people which preserve a republic in vigor.” – Thomas Jefferson, Notes on the State of Virginia, Query XIX

    •Stay civilized – violence cannot be the answer

    Malcom X – Speak the language they speak in order for them to understand. The same language had been being spoken the whole time. It is was is perceived, what is seen that will change the outlook of those who have a hard time seeing clearly “They know not what they do” and neither do we if we partake in their language. Start your own language and new ideas will rise with it.

    •Leadership – things cannot be started w/o a 2nd party

    -Give and take from your followers as there will always be new ideas that will benefit the cause for the better

    -Stay virtuous – “Stay true and ravage, family.”

    March 19, 2015

    *Positive/Negative reinforcement is more affective than punishment

    March 24, 2015

    The world has too man ********* ****** ****** to ***** ****** ** **** *** ** ****, at least this *****. I’m gonna get **** ****, yo.

    What should I be? Movie idea: K*** *** **********.

    So *** gets *** by a car or something (but it’s actually two ***** **** fans who had wanted *** ** *** but didn’t mean to **** ***) and then she is immortalized in a Marilyn Monroe esq fashion and ***** doesn’t have to pretend like he needs a family anymore and he starts taking care of his baby or the best thing for that baby which is drop her off at the doorstep of an orphanage where she’ll head a normal life GET HER OUT NOW ***** I KNOW YOU SEE THE ENTIRE DIFFICULT TRUTH WITHIN YOURSELF YOU ARE THE PROPHET YOU WILL FIND THE LIGHT ONCE AGAIN!

    I’ve found that you really gotta figure out your personal problems and fix em up before you try to pursue anything else in life. I think my biggest problem right now is that I’m limiting myself w/ a ********* but that’s for reasons difficult to understand, especially to the average bear. Call me yogi instead of pooh LMAO I’m a fuck up on a lot of levels but I love ***** they’re so fantastic. I simply can’t wait to be free. You can say I don’t want my ********* anymore with some very solid evidence, but I’ve found showing restraint for something can benefit both parties for the better so why not show some nonchalant behavior for a change. Make this separation of power a little less heavy on the soul. First things first – delete twitter, instagram, facebook, and any other distractions from my life. Learn. Lift. Make money. Three things I sense will bring future happiness. I sacrificed my freshmen year to give this **** a **** to remember. I can do whatever the fuck I want. I have found that honest is dead concept, like Latin. It seems I tend to lack in interest in anything that lacks interest in me. But it is the ones who find substance in things that don’t even care that that someone exists will be most successful once they understand that. There’ll be those who will sacrifice themselves to a careless cause in search of acceptance because acceptance feels good. But that’s wrong. You must absorb as you sacrifice and through this action you will find self-acceptance. Do not sacrifice to gain for others, but in a charitable act where you have enough to sacrifice for someone else.

    March 29, 2015

    No one needs to die ever. Just because certain beliefs obstruct honest points of view, doesn’t mean they need to die.

    1. don’t put them in power
    2. vote you lazy shits
    3. ignore them! People will stop preaching once you stop listening
    4. Voice your own thoughts!
    5. Do not kill anyone! That is not such a good thing to do!

    No need to be lazy except for when stress is abundant. In which case, lay around, take a nap, play a game or something

    There are so many beautiful people in this world. How can I restrain myself from experiencing ** ***** **** ** ****? How can I ***** just one being and limit my all out **** to just one? How can I bare children when there are plenty in this world to adopt? Would I become the ghost of my past once I reach parenthood?

    How something so perfect could be so cluttered in this absurd fakeness. There so much perfection within yet you see others and their acts and you believe that’s who you need to be but it’s not you’re the sun you need not worry about those specs of dust but with that I must retreat to the lust I need from ****/***** ****(*) who are so ***. I won’t hold you back on your gilded journey you fucking fiend go **** your ***** **** **** wearing your **** ******* talking about how fun shitty music is and keep making fun of who I AM I’m so real that it’ll blind you **** ***** ******* ******* I’ll show you and the rest of you spoiled fucks I will stay true and RAVAGE

    STAY TRUE AND RAVAGE

    3/30/15

    Cause if not, I’m a failure.