I will try to explain how I feel. Everything I see has an unseen base or little planet where it functions. Everything is different there are never 2 things exactly alike, what they see is part of the big picture under the universe.

We are all different aliens with different reasons to do things and we live all in our minds and we tell our body what to do. I think everything is part of the astral dimension. When I felt infinity it scares me. But how I can not only feel it I know it. I hate it. The physical dimension is nothing compared to the astral I think there is also a couple others. I dunno.

I really can’t do anything. I failed BIG tests today I’m sure. I don’t know what’s wrong w/ me but I’m fairly sure no I’m sure I’m not just imagining it.

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{NOTE From the Scribe: this was “pre psychedelics” Z, too; they don’t hate infinity or find it scary anymore or think people are aliens [not that psychedelics had much to do with that but it was “mental illness” at this time] ᦠ it was around the time they thought their friends were secretly aliens and hallucinated some stuff so that’s why it was scary}