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The Milton Scribe

Category: Z

  • I felt infinity (Winter, 2005) [By Z]

    Escritor de la Tierra

    I will try to explain how I feel. Everything I see has an unseen base or little planet where it functions. Everything is different there are never 2 things exactly alike, what they see is part of the big picture under the universe.

    We are all different aliens with different reasons to do things and we live all in our minds and we tell our body what to do. I think everything is part of the astral dimension. When I felt infinity it scares me. But how I can not only feel it I know it. I hate it. The physical dimension is nothing compared to the astral I think there is also a couple others. I dunno.

    I really can’t do anything. I failed BIG tests today I’m sure. I don’t know what’s wrong w/ me but I’m fairly sure no I’m sure I’m not just imagining it.

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    {NOTE From the Scribe: this was “pre psychedelics” Z, too; they don’t hate infinity or find it scary anymore or think people are aliens [not that psychedelics had much to do with that but it was “mental illness” at this time] ᦠ it was around the time they thought their friends were secretly aliens and hallucinated some stuff so that’s why it was scary}

    Visual by Z

  • Bird Poem [By: Z]

    Escritor de la Tierra

  • Summer Time

    Escritor de la Tierra

    August 29th, 2009 1:58 am

    There’s something about summer time that gives me an eerie feeling. I have a lot of trouble describing it, but its like I am in tune with the universe, or somehow closer to gaining insight into the mysteries of the cosmos. I actually invented the chaos theory when I was 15 and experimenting with my brain and chemicals.

    Who would have thought (not that there was anyone around to be thinking), billions of years ago just after the Big Bang, that the only matter, particles, atoms, whatever in existence would diverge and become everything (objects, thoughts, creatures, etc) that we can observe today (and the things we can’t). We are all descendants of the sameness, and we are constantly branching out further and further exponentially to every possibility as time goes on. Moving towards the opposite of how we began.

    When you imagine the size of the universe, a lot of things start to seem trivial and unimportant. Like who really gives a shit if you break the law? The only laws that really matter are the ones that Newton and Einstein put into words for us. Its helpful to take that perspective occasionally and remember how small and insignificant we really are.