Category: ECCC

  • “it’s the 14th!” (1/14/24)



    “What’s death? Soul •-x-• Body” (1/2/23)
    Good bets • Shroom spores / bags ☘︎
    Good teeth -> floss
    Sell car • NoW • hehe •—-∿∿>
    Combinations • What can we achieve? We will achieve GREATNESS
    Soul • body • Pair • Person • Existence • Possibility of soul surviving the body soul tight connection with body
    “January” (1/3/24)
    Am feeling pain -> must be healthy to survive • Go to Hershey soon • No drinking • Character • laundry • 27 years old • Rent vs. owning • Video logs • Poetry
    DRAGONS • Flowers • Sky • Clouds • Memories • Relations • love • Work • Butter • uneven cuts • Animals • Money


    “What is life?” (1/5/24)
    January lovin’ ♡
    on our way to February ♡
    loving journey on our path
    to whatever we’re finding


    “JANUARY” (1/6/24)
    Change • • • ∿>
    Who am I to take you down
    Freedom – you want your freedom


    “January” (1/7/24)
    Cold air
    Wet hair
    Lovely bear
    So much care


    “Class related videos” (1/8/24)
    – playlist [lectures] – Relevant


    “JANUARY” (1/10/24)
    Thousands of dolalrs
    ENG 302 +3 // ENG 301 +3
    Language
    CAPstone +3
    Literature 1915 +3 = 12
    Declare concentration
    (1)
    3 x 4 = 12 -> 36 – 12 = 24
    (total)    – 12(2)
    12 more courses         12(3)
    ⤹ 8 after this semester
    302, 301, CAP, Lit
    Spanish -> proficiency
    So four classes left -> choice?         (25)
    12 Spring, 12 summer? if not, graduate by^


    “January” (1/10/23)
    Video log
    Writing
    Book -> write/Finish
    Lectures
    Readings
    Folder – syllabus
    Notes
    Productive
    Sell car
    Shower – cold
    Workout – KB, P.U., Run


    “January” (1/11/24)
    Napoleon • Leader •-> too far
    Russia – Moscow
    “January” (1/12/24)
    Is time
    • Brand • Notes • log • write/draw • letters? • Mail • Car – sell • Clean • Print – DMV, immunization


    “thinking Clearly” (1/13/24)
    What happens in ordinary moments determines your future. -> ordinary moments -> choices we make matter to our success
    Time is the friend of someone who is properly positioned
    Control temper & ego -> you accomplish best real world results think clear in ordinary moments to put yourself in a good (better) long term position
    Feeling right vs. being right ->
    Understanding the difference


    “it’s the 14th!” (1/14/24)
    What are you gonna do with it?

  • “FRiDAY” (4/28/23)

    Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer

    (4/29-5/3/23)

    Miracles 

    Mysteries   ☼

    L🕯ght

    Out of the 

    DARK

    “Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)

    TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule 

    Responsibility

    You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them 

    RB (8/29/23)

    • Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey 

    Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze

    no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean 

    Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering 

    (8/29/23)

    Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest R. A. X. B. you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $

    What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)

    • Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense 

    You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •

    Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love

    When struggles occur” (8/29/23)

    • Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask 

    When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give

    Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it

    Safe” (8/29/23)

    Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body

    Mindfulness” (8/29/23)

    enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe 

    Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight •  Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting

    Introspection” (8/29/23)

    Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within

    Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other