The Milton Scribe

Eudaimonia -> life of Thriving

Pinnacle of
human existence
• Push yourself
to be the best
person you can be.

  • INTIMACY” (2/10/22)

    Hug, touch, kissing

    Emotional, physical, spiritual levels ⚬ ⚬ ⚬ Engage with vulnerability -> keep 

    Heart open -> engage with those things you’ve been avoiding all your life 

    Feed Your Soul 

    STAY HARD” 

    It’s important to StAY Hungry and never get to civilized 

    TRUE GROWTH: 

     Finding Yourself 

    I’d rather you hate me & get better than like me & stay the same. 

    Accountability” (2/11/22)

    Ruck run WAKiNG UP Early with hours of WORKING OUT Already in the bank while everyone else is on their first cup of coffee 

    Frederick Douglass” (2/14/22)

    “The soul that is within me no man can change.” 

                                              – Frederick Douglass 

    “If there is no struggle, there is no progress.” 

    “One and God make a majority.” 

    “I prayed for twenty years but received no answers until I prayed with my legs.” 

    You failed by not running on dirt trails -> although part of you knew it was because you were going so ham, you must run on dirt trails 

    You failed by not going to sleep on time 

    You hung out with your friend too long which cut into your workout time -> what can you do to ensure that you get your workouts done on time -> earlier in the day. You also have to empty your trash out -> throw trash away and donate clothes so that your room has a lot more space 

    Also you must lift early and bike for at least an hour tho 2 sounds good 

    RB   (2/17/22)

    “Every man I meet is my superior in some way. In that, I learn of him” – Dale Carnegie 

    “He suffers more than necessary who suffers before it necessary.” – Seneca 

    “We are so fond of being out among nature, because it has no opinions about us.” 

                                                   – Friedrich Nietzshe 

    “Faith and fear both demand you believe in something you cannot see. You choose!” Bob Proctor 

    Don’t complain because it could be worse. – Shaq

    DREAMS” (2/28/22)

    Before falling asleep, you internalized the fact/reality that God is with you, within you is God and God is inside of you and sure enough you had some interesting dreams. The setting was very nice although you can hardly remember it well enough to describe it, and something you remember distinctly was being with ******* ******-> We talked a lot and the convo was incredible. We ended up walking and it was so slow -> It was actually a marvelous moment -> not exactly certain though it did seem like ** ***** ********

    You ended up waking up from that dream and fell back asleep with the same mantra of holding God close within myself and sure enough you had another very vivid dream this time a little more intense ~> can’t remember exactly what happened -> tho you definitely remember your Uncle taking a what looked to be a fake gun away from some weirdo who didn’t act like he wanted to use it and it may have turned out to be real though it is rather hard to recall-> still an overall fun dream with friends & family 

  • In light of (quite a few) requests for daily postings, here is our first newsletter!

    Weather:

    This “spring” has been rather cold, but I have a feeling the May flowers are just yearning to flourish. Major winds yesterday almost blew me over (186 lbs), which felt random.

    Politics:

    Harvard did not give into demands placed on them by the federal government, leading to a halt in their funding. I find this to be exceptional of them, morally speaking. They went ahead and changed their website (https://www.harvard.edu/) cover page to include information about the different programs and inventions their students partake in to make the world a better place (example: working on mobility for stroke victims). I wish other organizations would follow in Harvard’s footsteps, though it seems clearer everyday that these companies would rather pay out millions to the Trump administration so that they may be in his good graces (i.e. NBC, law firms, facebook, apple, etc.). When he’s gone, what will they do? will they crawl back to silicon valley? or settle down in the bowels of texas until the next orange one emerges?

    Sports:

    What are sports? just kidding.

    Basketball: the warriors won last night. I don’t really like basketball as much as i used to. I would look to the Celtics head coach as a prime example of what went wrong for the NBA. another detestable factor is the players like Kevin Durant and Jimmy Butler who abuse teams and hop around the league. With that said, teams abuse the hell out of their players, so it’s like why even watch any of that defenseless mess anymore, yah know?

    [Also] – I am 95% sure that the NBA paid the Mavericks big bucks to get them to trade their white knight to the lake show. someone called the NBA “WWE” once, which makes more and more sense to me every day.

    Hockey: The Washington Capitals beat the Islanders last night. They are playing against the penguins tomorrow, should be a righteous matchup between the two of greatest players to ever cross the ice.

    Personal News:

    I quit intaking THC this week, which unironically lined up perfectly with 4/20. I have never actually celebrated 4/20, at least not since all my friends left my life, so I’m not hung up on missing out on the festivities. As it turns out, i was marijuana dependent to a great degree, as i am discovering via horrid withdrawal symptoms. It’s something I have to work through, but it feels worth it considering it has had such a negative impact on me from not smoking for just a few days. I also noticed nature more clearly (so pretty!), my short term memory is staggeringly better, I think and speak much more clearly, I’m more excited than ever to work on my creative endeavors, and even more excited to see what the future has in store for me! 🙂 i will miss weed very much, but it has been a solid 11 years of abusing myself with overt amounts of THC, so it’s definitely time for a change in my life.

    That’s all we got for now! feel free to comment requests for topics! I’ll gladly cover anything if it’s gnarly <3

  • Hello ** ******,
    I have quit THC this past weekend and am going through an intense depression that is causing me to not want to do anything. My apologies for reaching out with such information, it’s just I have been bed ridden for 17 hours. Should I ride this out? I don’t want to turn back to THC, it’s just that I’m in decent mental pain to the point where getting up is a task.

  • RB  (1/13/23)
    You are forgiven
    I am God
    Thoth      Horus    Enki
        Divinity   Giving
    Enlightenment
    Look into your heart
    God flows like a river of GOLD • River of Gold
    Smooth talker • Human •
    TRUE HUMAN • Loving • Careful
    Graceful • Caring • Merciful
    Righteous • Bringing Joy
    Guns • Razors • Knives
    F*** with me • • • ‘•’>i<’•’
    Soaking wet
    Golden thought GoD

    “loving embrace” (1/15/23)
    Godliness • Creative • Funny
    I AM GOD
      I AM ENKi the Giver
       of Life • I AM
    Thoth the Enlightened ⚬
    I AM HoRUS the DiViNE
    I AM Hercules the STRONG
    I AM Zeus the Electric
    I am Posiden of Water
    I am ⃤⩜thena🜃
    I am Gilgamesh the BRAVE
    I am Jesus the SACRIFICE
    I AM KiNG of KiNGS
    Man of Gods ⚬ God of Men
    Man + Prophet ⚬ Savior • Story
    LOVE ⚬ GolD • Light • Glory • Strength

    Robert
    “Enki” (1/15/23)
      Gilgamesh
         Enoch
          David
           Thoth
            Horus

    Positivity


    “Humility ☦︎   ” (1/19/22)
    You are God level confident
    What happens now?
    Golden power
    Righteous strength
    Overwhelming goodness overcomes
    The sound of the waves collide
    Wisdom flowing like a river
    Peace through divine interv
    Sacrificial strength  

    Mindful activity
    1 hour -> week
      -> counseling
      -> Gym





    “And you know For you I’d bleed myself dry, for you I’d bleed myself dry” (7/12/23)
    Dispense with this idea that the one exists •-> someone becomes the one by what we build with them
    any commitment long term requires true effort

    VALUE
    Attention
    Recognize
    Bite
    Plan
    Self emulation
    If you want to know about yourself sit on your bed one night -> my life isn’t everything I want it to be

    “ideas”
    if you want to know something about yourself [you have to have desperate intention] -> your life is not everything you want it to be, it’s not everything you need it to be -> unbearable life -> suffering -> nihilism -> cynical -> bitter -> resentful -> ********* -> ********* -> unable to have a good relationship -> prone to punish people out of envy for their impressive values -> seeing evil everywhere -> except within your own heart  -> these are problems

    Sit and say to yourself – “Okay, I’m ready to learn something”
    What am I doing wrong that I know that I could fix, that I would fix?

    “ideas ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ ᗑ” (7/14/23)
    Brain – trapped in it’s own dark, silent box [skull]
    Doesn’t know what’s going on outside the skull – sensory signals
    Reality is what we can sense with our sensory surfaces & what we can make sense of with the signals in our brain


    Crisis point for the union

    “Cemetery Ridge” (9/27/23)



    Every time you hold me,
    I know it’s Real ♡


    “Search for the Key 🗝” (11/13/23)
    Forest loving goodness grace fountain of tree wealth

    “Do-list”
    • glasses [online]
    • call phone repair
    • Fin aid office
    • Oil, gas, uber [tires] [new tire]

    “January the first twenty-twenty-three four, the year of our lord, Jesus Christ, et cetera, so on and so forth”
    that’s what she said
    four score and seven years ago
    and all who believe in him shall not perish but be granted eternal life
    the wages of sin is hell
    so it is written

    S G Z

    “What • ” (1/3/24)
    music • loving glory
    What is most interesting is the way you shine ✧
    Wild flowers in the summer wave in the mind as the butterfly sets the world in motion ʚїɞ

  • I have no idea what it is with 44 lately. I ran into this video of a film where two rabbinic fellows talked about 4’s in the bible, maybe specifically 44 idk but sure enough I see it everywhere now. Oh well. I think it could be God or something spiritual like angels but it doesn’t have to be so biblical. it could be something like interdimensional consciousness connecting all of that which embarks for living peace. If so, I think it’s hoping that I choose the right decisions more often than not. Apparently, if you do 5/10 of your “good” or “healthy” tasks (so to speak but based on some data I found) per day, you unlock long term happiness. Maybe that is to say to prove that life is worth living makes not only you happy but the internal connectivity, if you believe in such radiant connection (e.g. the likes of God and so forth), and thus the totality of being. So really, I write this in hopes of bringing forth forthcoming harmony. To 44, and plenty more!

  • My blood type is A- and I think that reflects the type of person I am. For instance, I get A-’s in classes where the professors know that I am exemplifying my intellect, but I am not putting forth that extraness they know that I am capable of. This is to the chagrin of my greatest mentors. I wish I could fulfill a redemptive un-shaming of my ego, yet I continue on this character given it is within my blood. I think if I cared more about things, then I would be A+ which I do not even think I can accept that blood. What am I even trying to say? Well, I think it’s interesting because I feel I have been given the choice between two very simple options, A or minus, of which are inseparable, united into one by my own being, thus giving me the power to show the world which one I need more. Alas, the inseparability of the two has proven a solemn task, one I daren’t take lightly as I carry this funny little character of mine. As I contemplate between being lazy as fuck and working out, I end up just staring while some distraction blares over cheaper speakers than those I see on our wonderful streams. The pushing out of that which is internal and wants to bring forth angelic reckoning to whatever extent is beautifully mine, yet I sour it with unknown feelings that wish to wash away happiness towards my own self. This anti-bargaining is self defeating, yet I carry my blood not unlike Jesus dared(?) to carry a cross for all to question into eternity. 

  • Quantum enthrallment continues its baffling procedure amongst our unknowing ongoing. This is in light of total dominance reconciled via certain radiant intake. If understood beyond mere simple magical happenings, these mechanisms may prove expoundable by psychological means. In contemplation of the character of one’s own individual undertaking, there is a clear patternized unresistance present. These patterns defy expected routine via altered realization upon witness / sensory intake. One may look to the idea of a double appearance of an experience within a single day, both experiences of which caught the main conscious focus to whatever degree, the latter doubly so given the recurrence of the former. Such passive acceptance of these occurrences holds power & magic with uncertainty notwithstanding. The certainty lies only within belief in the system of nerval connectivity present throughout the dimension of standing breath. We can embark upon non-breathing realms within the telepathic resonances climbed upon by peaceful intentions, though these can be fast and unnoticed reckonings, thus must be thought of to the creative extent, at the least, in order to have a semblance of capturing definition upon natural gratification. If one can indeed realize and embark upon the syncing levels naturally present within their breathing moments, of which were placed on them by both choice & chance, then the expounding can be intangible in glory. It is difficult to underscore this because it already comes so naturally that one hardly needs to realize this in order to fulfill certain potential. With that said, purposeful endeavoring to connect those loose parts you find vividly present in ambiguous manner scattered throughout not only your waking eyesight, but your inner vision, then perhaps you will awaken those moods so desired not only within yourself but also within those parts of which will be uplifted by your innate glorious reconciliation, in peace. 

  • RB  (7/1/23)

    i’d like to write a ballad for the artist that lives within you: 

    Thank you, oh dear fire, for lighting my way through the darkness and thank you ^for providing the heat that shields me from the coldness from their hearts like palms against steel • my dear fire, it is what captures my living attention when there is all of space to be gazed upon

    Jung – healing” (7/2/23)

    “Where your fear is, there is your task” 

    Predispositions tied to symptoms 

    – Anxiety, low energy, lazy, too high strung 

    Chronic illness’ linked to these personality traits 

    • Treat the person if you want to see the symptoms resolved 

    • The patient’s own healing

    heroes journey

    Symptoms -> chronic -> linked to way person thinks, lives 

    Knowledge that benefits the person 

    Most difficult knowledge is self-knowledge 

    easy to be objective w/ others and subjective w/ ourselves 

    What are my patterns -> self sabotage, things do to myself, diet, things I do in my relationship, in my marriage 

    They’re all on me 

    Where your fear is, there is your healing. 

    Understanding Personality And Disease Archetypes:

    Rigidity & Laxity

    . YANG       Yin   .” (7/3/23)

    • Yin & Yang ☯

    Rigidity: hyper aroused nervous system, more tense, anxious, neurosis, excessive worrying, every little thing is a problem to be fixed now, excessive urgency in living 

    Laxity: Laziness, undisciplined eating, can’t exercise, hard to get out of bed, lax eating, lax approach towards life, no urgency to live 

    no deliberate living 

    Bring personality traits to the middle 

    Damp constitution – Dry them up a bit & their bloating will get better 

    Dry Constitution – Give them moistening herbs so that they’re not drying out too much 

    Bring the psyche to the middle • coming back to the middle will be healing heroes journey 

    Heal the person to heal the disease 

    Fears – what you’ve been avoiding 

    Traits, valves, thought systems 

    Jung – Confront oneself” (7/3/23)

    Confront oneself – fear of confronting oneself;

    Jung – confronting oneself like going to the depths of hell & confronting the shadow aspects of ourselves is where the greatest healing begins 

    Understand where we are on that yin and yang spectrum 

    Nietzsche & Jung: Healing your inner child” (7/3/23)

    • Child -> Metamorphosis •-> becoming the child 

    • Crucial realization 

    -> Child represents innocence, forgetfulness, a new beginning, a game, self-propelling wheel, a first motion, a sacred yet ——> relevant in self-improvement 

    • Shadow -> Jungian shadow work 

    • repression, avoidance, void 

    • Rooted within childhood trauma which we repress from ourselves 

    • Develope self-awareness of ourselves and of our past 

    Nietzsche” (7/3/23)

    Nietzche identified the child as what should be the final metamorphosis of all human souls • spirits in this life -> 

    That life is at it’s best when we finally embody the characteristics of the inner child -> to be of complete innocence, forgetfulness, playfulness 

    view of life as a sacred nest of spontaneity & play 

    Pinnacle of existence 

    -> Remember being a child, life was euphoric -> enjoy life

  • RB   (5/13/24)
    Courage & Self awareness
    Personal Empowerment
    Detachment ∘ Flow with life’s
    changes & challenges
    Harmony, Bliss, Peace, Joy, Clarity
    FREEDOM ∘ Meaningful connection
    Authentic • True self ∘ Personal journey
    Accept people as they are without
    trying to change them
    Actively listen, offer support
    Empathy, compassion -> unconditional
    Support • Celebrate their success
    Unconditional love – forgive
    Recognize humanity -> learn from
    Mistakes -> let go of emotional
    burden ∘ LaLa LaLaLola

    RB   (5/13/24)
    We hold these truth to be self-evident
    God I love May ∘ Let’s do our best to make the ideas of May absolutely spectacular. God bless us all, & thank God for such blessings!

    RB  (5/14/24)
    I do wish for peace between these warring nations. May they find reconciliation sooner than later, for all of this death is rather sad. To all of the people out there who have the dance within them, dance young love, dance and with such dancing, maybe peace shall arise. I love you guys. We can do this so let’s fucking do this. Without support, our structure would collapse. Do your part. Bring Glory to your name. Make your visions come true

    RB   “The Writings of Robert” (5/17/24)
    I want to try & write more with less words which from what I can tell, in case of making in substantial, will likely have to put decent thought into the writing.

    RB   (5/18/24)
    ⟡Be a good person. Be the
    Best Person✧
    (♡ヮ♡)(¬ ͜ ͡¬)(≧ᗜ≦)

    RB    (5/21/24)
    Place your hand on my beating heart
    People fall in love in mysterious ways
    Maybe it’s all part of a plan
    Hoping that you’ll understand
    Take me into your loving arms
    Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
    Place your hand on my beating heart
    Robert

    The Stranger – Albert Camus  (7/26/24)
    Part 1: •Narrator has a strange voice, can’t recall if they said his name but basically his mom died and he comes across as mostly nonchalant & somewhat annoyed by everyone who was involved in her life as they proceed with the funeral. Very short/abrupt sentences
    • Spurt type of dialogue. I definitely enjoy it so far though I’m not sure why • Maybe it’s because I appreciate Camus’ writing style [i.e. the short sentences]

  • Days go by” (4/25/23)

    been crazy since then 

    Crazy dreams, can really only remember the end, I think B99 was a big part of the dreams but there was a lot 

    Handling human Problems” (8/21/23)

    Crumble the righteous outward 

    inward humanity beneath & above 

    Leave earth the skies clouds welcome 

    me as gatekeepers to the stars 

    an exponential growing & return to 

    what life is was and will 

    limitations vs. balance

    Regulation • relationships

    flow with nature 

    Conception of 

    intention & Action simultaneously 

    Free from karma w/o announcement 

    Share ∘~> What else <~∘” (4/29/23)

    Support •-> Anger -> emotions 

    text therapist when control ceases 

    Bible verse • Patience 

    Who is on Earth vs. who is not 

    insta can be poisonous 

    Alone together 

    Regrets -> Redeem -> forgive 

    Understand -> self reflection 

    Consequences of understanding” (8/21/23)

    Shows you intelligence rather than effort – Cleverness instead of muscle 

    Perception / ability to sense 

    Relationship 

    Simply live now 

    No place for using effort

    things just do what they do 

    Great relief Just this moment 

    Play with the connections 

    Move them ∘ Present moment 

    Enormous fun ∘ Playing all kinds of continuities 

    Mountains are mountains 

    Waters are waters

    When negative happens” (5/1/23)

    thinking about what you’re grateful for 

    think about what you love about the people who are important to you 

    think positive thoughts 

    Write ; go for a walk 

    take a breather 

    Remind yourself of your goals 

    Overcome with bravery, strength, courage 

    Beauty • Love • Divinity 

      GOALS

    therapy is nice

    Ideas” (5/1/23)

    Philosophy videos 

    Books

    Jobs 

    Poems

    Essays 

    Don’t give up 

    No energy drinks 

    Smoke” (5/2/23)

    People love to smoke ~ I think it’s because of the curves -> they remind them of the curves in their lives, whether that be the curves of their loved ones, or the curves of the windy roads, of the trees, the clouds (especially) or the curves in their minds 

    Watery Ways” (8/21/23)

    Waters are waters

    Wisdom of the ridiculous 

    the beginning of philosophy 

    is wonder 

    Thinking 

    idea / image of ourselves 

    Days & nights 

    ink on the page 

    Something out of nothing 

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