The Milton Scribe

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  • What are you? you do

    .there

    .we go

    .is better

    .lol

    Robert .ink

    .please

    .release

    .more

    .ink

    Mr. Pen

    Why is this pen not working

    OMG it literally has ink


  • Dreaming • Drugs • Taste
    Moderation

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    Cloudy fuckin days
    Song ridden hours
    Sweat filled seconds
    All ingredients to another year
    Fighting back tears
    To enter into fears
    Take another whatever
    Feel yourself better
    Then refresh into the pain

  • One With the Dragon Vape thoughts

    The Dragon dances above me

    So high and so fierce 

    Wings and claws threaten to pierce

    But I’m not afraid 

    It’s fire doesn’t burn me

    Nor do it’s teeth impale my skin

    I do not fear 

    It’s scales do not haunt me

    It’s stomach won’t consume me

    It’s eyes cannot see what is real 

    For when it looks down at me

    I will stand tall 

    I am mighty 

    I am small

    I raise no hands in self defense 

    I simply breathe

    In, out 

    Nirvana 

    Strength 

    I am the dragon 

    Larger in size 

    Scales grace my torso 

    Arms and thighs 

    I AM THE DRAGON 

    Mighty is my roar

    Do not be scared 

    I am the same as before 

    Fearless in the face of the other 

    Who once stood so tall 

    Now I look down on it

    My wings flapping, they enthrall

    So wide my span 

    Back when I was a man

    I reach down with my hand 

    It’s a paper and pen

    I look up and no more

    Does the Dragon soar

    Nor am I one flying; I’m back on the floor

    So what should I do? 

    Am I scared to tell you? 

    That I saw the Dragon 

    Turned into one too?

    Should I write it down for you to read

    Just to try and make you believe?

    Will I fear if you don’t?

    No, I don’t think so

    I believe that I won’t. 

    No I will not

    Will not be afraid

    To tell you of the Dragon 

    And the one I became.

  • night thoughts
    I think i believe in God full heartedly now.
    Im stuck on jesus tho. There have been so many prophets so its maybe likely that maybe some sort of miraculous being endowed us with the knowledge of God? Who knows.
    Angels maybe
    God though? Pretty likely
    Idk jesus seems to really like to try and play a role in my thoughts throughout the days.
    But these miniature miracles happen
    Something i wish i could stop doing is ******* *** aimlessly
    But yeah im thinking about praying more
    In fact i have a book of prayers from the heart type sheet
    Should be good
    Unfortunately it looks like theres a devil too
    Its not too unfortunate cuz the devil certainly makes things quite fun
    The alchemist makes me feel really good about a lot of stuff
    I should stop ******* *** aimlessly
    * *** ** *** *****
    But i really should just knock out some push ups
    If i cant think of any good content to write i should just write abstract like this
    I i i i i i i i
    I i i me me me is dull dull dull
    Always focus on others
    There is no point to life than to please others
    The more we give the more we have
    More time toward ******* ** ****** will equal its completion
    Once ******* ** ****** is complete, carl will be able to read it and it will become his new favorite anime.
    ******* ** ****** will be the greatest fiction graphic novel sci fi mafia fantasy that ever crossed the planet earth.
    Education is really important for our civilization.
    Breweries seem like a good time. Beer is mad yummy.
    Weed places should be toured soon.
    Try to start touring business in washington dc?
    Library visiting list
    Still gotta read all these damn books.
    Maybe i should educate people. Sounds mad fun. Plus gotta make the moneys.
    ******* ** ****** is going to be oscar gold.
    So much efforts gotta go into it.
    Gonna buy my dad a mad max car once i stop ******* ***

  • Another day without you
    As I lay around in solitude
    Reminiscing the way you move
    Knowing I didn’t prove
    How much I love to
    Write of your grandeur
    You are the standard
    The only good stanzas
    Driving little bananas
    I am so mean though
    Can’t live without go
    Wish I could stop and
    Sit instead of stand
    So I’ll just lay here
    Dreaming about her
    She’ll be the first to know
    That I’m sorry forever ago
    But I can’t force her
    To come on over
    And so in my angst I
    Blame, berate and lie
    Promise I’ll stop but
    Continue my free ride
    Nothing left for me
    Except crying so softly
    Into my bed sheets
    Wet tired angry
    Love’s still not lost though
    In fact, keeps me afloat
    The thought that hopefully
    She will forgive me
    And we still love life
    In sweetness and harmony
    Lady, I love you
    Hope you know that it’s true
    And every day I wake up
    Or every night I go to sleep
    You’re the one I’m counting on
    To bring me to reality
    And it’s ok if we lost today
    Because soon it’ll be far away
    So never fret a day that
    Feelings fell so flat
    Instead breathe in the good times
    That sing through your mind’s eye
    And every time you seem gloom
    Remember spring soon will bloom
    And the flowers forming in their bed
    Grow to crown your mighty head
    As you are the mother of the light
    Spreading love and nourished life
    No regret can be stated
    For the lives we were slated
    Please hold on to love
    When everyone else has gone wrong
    And please continue to light
    Our lonely, dark and cold night
    If not for me
    Then for the lovely J.P.
    And if her eyes don’t find you
    Remember belly loves you too
    And don’t forget the girl boss
    Who whistles those pop songs
    And all of those lovely smiles
    That you bring to faces for miles
    Is always so good to me
    When you smile with your family
    Please also remember me
    When you’re reaching finality
    I’ll promise to remember you
    When my story ends too
    And for my next go round
    I hope never to make you frown
    Instead I’ll tell God to make me good
    Give me power to do the things I should
    To do the things I couldn’t
    Not do the things I shouldn’t
    Tell you I care and love you
    Take care of no one above you
    Until our Lucy rolls along
    Singing a Linkin Pumpkin song

  • It is the spirit within your movements -> real • tangible • physical • feeling

    Love in life is a real energy ∘-> absolutely intentionally sending your partner real love •~> give powerful physical love -> emotion within -> so everything from your life doesn’t matter -> Can you create loving energy right now? 

    What can you do to make your partner feel loved? OR do they feel used? Bodies -> ability to speak to each other with love 

    To transmit that love -> 

    I want to see you so fucking bad 

    Do you know you are the most 

    captivating human being on the 

    ☧lanet? You show me whole new 

    worlds of thought & meaning I 

    never knew possible or even existed. 

    I can only love you the way 

    I love you, & you can only 

    love me the way that you love 

    me. You have shown me how 

    precious life is & you remind 

    Me that I am powerful 

    Your beauty is unparalleled and 

    your love unmatched. Your smile 

    means the fucking universe to me 

    Every inch of your body from 

    Hair to toe is my 

    paradise an awakening into new 

    life • A sanctuary for my 

    restlessness, a garden where 

    we can just be & experience 

    I could glide across your skin 

    for days on end -> would not 

    mind eternity ~+~ When we 

    connect, there is only us in 

    the moment floating through 

    time & space alone together 

    When we talk, it feels

    like the heavens are singing 

    & the hells are dancing with 

    I care not to be oppressive. It is 

    The downfall of men & their 

    comrades’ to be so proud as to not 

    respect the individual, to treat them

    as nothing more than their subjects

    I suppose as far as it goes 

    I care to be a kind & gentle 

    being, generous with my love & 

    affection. I also care to take care

    of my body to the best of my 

    abilities , including being strong 

    & fit. I care not to fight and 

    so I’m not naturally inclined

    to practice martial arts, though 

    I believe I should, I also care for

    my brains health having played football 

    I care for plants & care for growing them

  • August 29th, 2009 1:58 am

    There’s something about summer time that gives me an eerie feeling. I have a lot of trouble describing it, but its like I am in tune with the universe, or somehow closer to gaining insight into the mysteries of the cosmos. I actually invented the chaos theory when I was 15 and experimenting with my brain and chemicals.

    Who would have thought (not that there was anyone around to be thinking), billions of years ago just after the Big Bang, that the only matter, particles, atoms, whatever in existence would diverge and become everything (objects, thoughts, creatures, etc) that we can observe today (and the things we can’t). We are all descendants of the sameness, and we are constantly branching out further and further exponentially to every possibility as time goes on. Moving towards the opposite of how we began.

    When you imagine the size of the universe, a lot of things start to seem trivial and unimportant. Like who really gives a shit if you break the law? The only laws that really matter are the ones that Newton and Einstein put into words for us. Its helpful to take that perspective occasionally and remember how small and insignificant we really are.

  • Daily writing prompt
    What is your mission?

    my mission is to endeavor upon this earth

    with love and patience and kindness and truth

    and bring peace and joy to nations and people

    to experience the mind and body working as one

    neurochemically memorized reckonings

    Initiating one’s own mind and body to reconcile your soul

  • “FRiDAY” (4/28/23)

    Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer

    (4/29-5/3/23)

    Miracles 

    Mysteries   ☼

    L🕯ght

    Out of the 

    DARK

    “Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)

    TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule 

    Responsibility

    You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them 

    RB (8/29/23)

    • Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey 

    Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze

    no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean 

    Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering 

    (8/29/23)

    Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest R. A. X. B. you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $

    What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)

    • Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense 

    You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •

    Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love

    When struggles occur” (8/29/23)

    • Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask 

    When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give

    Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it

    Safe” (8/29/23)

    Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body

    Mindfulness” (8/29/23)

    enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe 

    Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight •  Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting

    Introspection” (8/29/23)

    Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within

    Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other

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