What are you? you do
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Robert .ink
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Mr. Pen
Why is this pen not working
OMG it literally has ink
What are you? you do
.there
.we go
.is better
.lol
Robert .ink
.please
.release
.more
.ink
Mr. Pen
Why is this pen not working
OMG it literally has ink
Dreaming • Drugs • Taste
Moderation
.
Cloudy fuckin days
Song ridden hours
Sweat filled seconds
All ingredients to another year
Fighting back tears
To enter into fears
Take another whatever
Feel yourself better
Then refresh into the pain
One With the Dragon Vape thoughts
The Dragon dances above me
So high and so fierce
Wings and claws threaten to pierce
But I’m not afraid
It’s fire doesn’t burn me
Nor do it’s teeth impale my skin
I do not fear
It’s scales do not haunt me
It’s stomach won’t consume me
It’s eyes cannot see what is real
For when it looks down at me
I will stand tall
I am mighty
I am small
I raise no hands in self defense
I simply breathe
In, out
Nirvana
Strength
I am the dragon
Larger in size
Scales grace my torso
Arms and thighs
I AM THE DRAGON
Mighty is my roar
Do not be scared
I am the same as before
Fearless in the face of the other
Who once stood so tall
Now I look down on it
My wings flapping, they enthrall
So wide my span
Back when I was a man
I reach down with my hand
It’s a paper and pen
I look up and no more
Does the Dragon soar
Nor am I one flying; I’m back on the floor
So what should I do?
Am I scared to tell you?
That I saw the Dragon
Turned into one too?
Should I write it down for you to read
Just to try and make you believe?
Will I fear if you don’t?
No, I don’t think so
I believe that I won’t.
No I will not
Will not be afraid
To tell you of the Dragon
And the one I became.
night thoughts
I think i believe in God full heartedly now.
Im stuck on jesus tho. There have been so many prophets so its maybe likely that maybe some sort of miraculous being endowed us with the knowledge of God? Who knows.
Angels maybe
God though? Pretty likely
Idk jesus seems to really like to try and play a role in my thoughts throughout the days.
But these miniature miracles happen
Something i wish i could stop doing is ******* *** aimlessly
But yeah im thinking about praying more
In fact i have a book of prayers from the heart type sheet
Should be good
Unfortunately it looks like theres a devil too
Its not too unfortunate cuz the devil certainly makes things quite fun
The alchemist makes me feel really good about a lot of stuff
I should stop ******* *** aimlessly
* *** ** *** *****
But i really should just knock out some push ups
If i cant think of any good content to write i should just write abstract like this
I i i i i i i i
I i i me me me is dull dull dull
Always focus on others
There is no point to life than to please others
The more we give the more we have
More time toward ******* ** ****** will equal its completion
Once ******* ** ****** is complete, carl will be able to read it and it will become his new favorite anime.
******* ** ****** will be the greatest fiction graphic novel sci fi mafia fantasy that ever crossed the planet earth.
Education is really important for our civilization.
Breweries seem like a good time. Beer is mad yummy.
Weed places should be toured soon.
Try to start touring business in washington dc?
Library visiting list
Still gotta read all these damn books.
Maybe i should educate people. Sounds mad fun. Plus gotta make the moneys.
******* ** ****** is going to be oscar gold.
So much efforts gotta go into it.
Gonna buy my dad a mad max car once i stop ******* ***
Another day without you
As I lay around in solitude
Reminiscing the way you move
Knowing I didn’t prove
How much I love to
Write of your grandeur
You are the standard
The only good stanzas
Driving little bananas
I am so mean though
Can’t live without go
Wish I could stop and
Sit instead of stand
So I’ll just lay here
Dreaming about her
She’ll be the first to know
That I’m sorry forever ago
But I can’t force her
To come on over
And so in my angst I
Blame, berate and lie
Promise I’ll stop but
Continue my free ride
Nothing left for me
Except crying so softly
Into my bed sheets
Wet tired angry
Love’s still not lost though
In fact, keeps me afloat
The thought that hopefully
She will forgive me
And we still love life
In sweetness and harmony
Lady, I love you
Hope you know that it’s true
And every day I wake up
Or every night I go to sleep
You’re the one I’m counting on
To bring me to reality
And it’s ok if we lost today
Because soon it’ll be far away
So never fret a day that
Feelings fell so flat
Instead breathe in the good times
That sing through your mind’s eye
And every time you seem gloom
Remember spring soon will bloom
And the flowers forming in their bed
Grow to crown your mighty head
As you are the mother of the light
Spreading love and nourished life
No regret can be stated
For the lives we were slated
Please hold on to love
When everyone else has gone wrong
And please continue to light
Our lonely, dark and cold night
If not for me
Then for the lovely J.P.
And if her eyes don’t find you
Remember belly loves you too
And don’t forget the girl boss
Who whistles those pop songs
And all of those lovely smiles
That you bring to faces for miles
Is always so good to me
When you smile with your family
Please also remember me
When you’re reaching finality
I’ll promise to remember you
When my story ends too
And for my next go round
I hope never to make you frown
Instead I’ll tell God to make me good
Give me power to do the things I should
To do the things I couldn’t
Not do the things I shouldn’t
Tell you I care and love you
Take care of no one above you
Until our Lucy rolls along
Singing a Linkin Pumpkin song
It is the spirit within your movements -> real • tangible • physical • feeling
Love in life is a real energy ∘-> absolutely intentionally sending your partner real love •~> give powerful physical love -> emotion within -> so everything from your life doesn’t matter -> Can you create loving energy right now?
What can you do to make your partner feel loved? OR do they feel used? Bodies -> ability to speak to each other with love
To transmit that love ->
I want to see you so fucking bad
Do you know you are the most
captivating human being on the
☧lanet? You show me whole new
worlds of thought & meaning I
never knew possible or even existed.
I can only love you the way
I love you, & you can only
love me the way that you love
me. You have shown me how
precious life is & you remind
Me that I am powerful
Your beauty is unparalleled and
your love unmatched. Your smile
means the fucking universe to me
Every inch of your body from
Hair to toe is my
paradise • an awakening into new
life • A sanctuary for my
restlessness, a garden where
we can just be & experience
I could glide across your skin
for days on end -> would not
mind eternity ~+~ When we
connect, there is only us in
the moment floating through
time & space alone together
When we talk, it feels
like the heavens are singing
& the hells are dancing with
•
I care not to be oppressive. It is
The downfall of men & their
comrades’ to be so proud as to not
respect the individual, to treat them
as nothing more than their subjects
I suppose as far as it goes
I care to be a kind & gentle
being, generous with my love &
affection. I also care to take care
of my body to the best of my
abilities , including being strong
& fit. I care not to fight and
so I’m not naturally inclined
to practice martial arts, though
I believe I should, I also care for
my brains health having played football
•
I care for plants & care for growing them
August 29th, 2009 1:58 am
There’s something about summer time that gives me an eerie feeling. I have a lot of trouble describing it, but its like I am in tune with the universe, or somehow closer to gaining insight into the mysteries of the cosmos. I actually invented the chaos theory when I was 15 and experimenting with my brain and chemicals.
Who would have thought (not that there was anyone around to be thinking), billions of years ago just after the Big Bang, that the only matter, particles, atoms, whatever in existence would diverge and become everything (objects, thoughts, creatures, etc) that we can observe today (and the things we can’t). We are all descendants of the sameness, and we are constantly branching out further and further exponentially to every possibility as time goes on. Moving towards the opposite of how we began.
When you imagine the size of the universe, a lot of things start to seem trivial and unimportant. Like who really gives a shit if you break the law? The only laws that really matter are the ones that Newton and Einstein put into words for us. Its helpful to take that perspective occasionally and remember how small and insignificant we really are.
my mission is to endeavor upon this earth
with love and patience and kindness and truth
and bring peace and joy to nations and people
to experience the mind and body working as one
neurochemically memorized reckonings
Initiating one’s own mind and body to reconcile your soul
“FRiDAY” (4/28/23)
Wet love drops jeans crumpled riveting imagination thoughts results sitting physical powerful leaf bird chirps corgi rage waiting breathing what answer
(4/29-5/3/23)
Miracles
Mysteries ☼
L🕯ght
Out of the
DARK
“Print Worksheets” (5/5/23)
TRADiNG • hard on yourself • Challenge negative thoughts • stories • Self care – daily – schedule
“Responsibility”
You are not going to whine -> you are a man a Great man with responsibilities to his family & loved ones to take care of business & not give up or be lazy or whiny when things aren’t going your way -> be stoic earn money -> emotionless -> they don’t care how you feel -> you don’t do it to be rewarded the reward is taking care of their feelings and insuring with all your strength in your bones & muscles & brain that you build the life you as a man, a great man, father, husband, lover, son, brother, man, to build a life of happiness for your family • You are so lucky & blessed to have those people in your life who are most important don’t take them for granted always love them
RB (8/29/23)
• Calm • not angry • stoic self-reflection • unconditional Respect • Meditation • Journey
Give all you can give • fast the heart • give all you can give to the world • Don’t spoil yourself • Progress towards success • Eat healthy • feed your family • Support your families needs & wants • Travel with them • take care of them • Ask for nothing in return • own yourself • Control your mind • own your house • Don’t be selfish • Don’t push sex • Love & nourish -> not lauding • Avoid drugs & booze
no raising voice/yelling • Love • Sexual energy • blissful waves • think Before you speak • You will not fuck up • Love • Create • Enjoy • bask in the present • Self Care • Healthy • Routine • Clean
Saying I love you doesn’t have to be the only way you show someone you love them • Love them so hard in whatever way you want to show them -> don’t force love • Accept whatever form it comes in to you • don’t take people / things in your life for granted, have gratitude • Study • become better, awaken • heal others • heal yourself • breathe • Embark • Trust the flow / universe • Connect with source • Prove you are the man/woman -> the human being who can relied upon, counted on to be the one • your loved ones go to you for support • be brave -> embrace & embark upon the pain & suffering
(8/29/23)
Bring joy, love, glory, bravery, Gratitude • A positive irresistible attitude think positive thoughts • embark on your highest potential • high quantum frequencies • Achieve your dream • be the greatest R. A. X. B. you can possibly be • Give it your all • Say what you feel • Don’t fear • Embrace it • Embrace the pain • Be a man of action • workout • Write • Start a business • Earn big $
“What do you want to become?” (8/29/23)
• Always appreciate that which is important to you • hold no grudge • let go of it • Self awareness •Courage • Defense
You better let go of it because there’s no way of holding onto it • Trust the universe • Give up control and trust things to work out • The TAO • And watch things work out • Let the people do what they’re supposed to do & watch the wealth & power flow • Let the flower grow • Be present • Here & now • Spiritual • embark • do the hard things • be patient • Go back to school • Earn more money • Support your family • Create a beautiful life for them • Show them the world • Educate yourself -> constant journey • the suffering is in the love and love in the suffering -> don’t laud it over them •
Give Give Give Give Give Give Give love
“When struggles occur” (8/29/23)
• Courage • light • Dark • Conscious • Awaken • Write • Pain • Struggle • Endeavor • Bliss • Listen • Express • Ask
When struggles occur remember why you started in the first place • think • listen • Give
Don’t compare yourself to other -> Give so much of what you have to give to those who are important to you • Marry • Protect • listen • engage • wonder • don’t control • let go • let in • within external is all one you are the other escape the illusion of separateness become more unified with yourself Path of enlightenment Give what you want to get in return • laugh • smile • create energy • Make her smile • make yourself smile • imagine the life you want to create in great detail then create it
“Safe” (8/29/23)
Become • Be what you are • Other & Self • Persona • Feel Pain • Safe • She wants to feel safe to feel loved • Give her endless waves of loving pure wonderful energy • So much to give • relate • listen • accept • Don’t always have an opinion • Create wealth • Family -> procreate • have courage • take care of her • love her • accept her for who she is • be calm • Forgive • let go • Trust the universe • Move beyond • pleasure • Don’t need to go out to show someone you love them • Patience love glory strength beauty wonder grace shining light glory • love tender • joyous • compassion • blood • heartbeat • smells • taste • take care of her • love her beautiful body
“Mindfulness” (8/29/23)
enlightened state of mind • one • parts • illusion • Unity • Suffering • Other • Calm • Universe
Spiritual practices • Active • Sensual • Mind heady quantum energy -> vibrations -> waves • Present • here & now kissing • love • Gratitude • Smile • Unconditional • nourishing • no whining • Not angry • breathing • No rage • Confidence • Be a great man • God • We are all God • One • Many • Top of the mountain • Floodlight • Spotlight • You feel pain • the other feels pain • realize you are the other • Kingship • Nourish • love • Garden • unconditional • Tantric energy • love her body • don’t get frustrated • unstuck • Patience • Silent meditation sitting
“Introspection” (8/29/23)
Focus • One thing • one thought • God manifesting • source • Birth • Rebirth • Re-see • Activity • Being • Universe • see • feel • wiggle • Look within
Becoming one with your wiggle-self • Self is other • You are self • You are the universe • You are the other • the universe is other thus the self thus yourself -> connection between self & the other -> realizing you & the other experience the same sensations -> thus the universe experiencing its own senses -> sensing the other is sensing the self thus to trust yourself is to trust the other thus to let go is to let in -> that is when you have become the one who is most powerful -> when you Give power up -> to give is the other giving thus giving to the other is to give to the self • to harm the self is to harm the other
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