The Milton Scribe

Book of Watts (cont.)

Escritor de la Tierra

“Righteous Wonderings” (2/27/24)

Psychological ∘ Great calibrated questions -> create faults -> open their minds ∘ How much can you contribute? What happens if you don’t fill this role? How can I be most successful for you? How am I supposed to accept a salary that’s half what I’m worth?

“Forming a Team” (5/11/24)

Supremely confident ∘ Extremely humble ∘ Star of the show

(3/25/24)

Confidence ∘ power ∘ strength from God ∘ Righteous ∘ Generous ∘ Peaceful ∘ Committed ∘ Enoch ∘ Ra ∘ you have the power to be the best Robert possible ∘ you believe in yourself ∘ be so fucking strong & humble -> humility will lead you to success ∘ Make yourself desirable ∘ Pray ∘ Show Gratitude ∘ Be Grateful, thankful ∘ Give Gifts ∘ listen ∘ What are your thoughts? How are they? ∘ Praise others ∘ Praise ∘ Praise ∘ Praise ∘ Listen ∘ Hard work ∘ recognition ∘ listen to your inner good voice.

“Say what you think” (5/9/24)

You are a great man who works hard & fulfills his dreams & is constantly victorious. Proud —> do what’s hard, not what’s fun -> the feeling of victory. Escape the impulse mindset -> stop chasing fun. Be elite of the elite ∘ Positive

Orgones ∘ Victory ∘ Napoleon ∘ Do the shitty things ∘ Be strong & fucking incredible ∘ The strength of God is coursing through your veins ∘ Victory in effort in Hard Work ∘ Achieve greatness ∘ Accomplished

“Resist their enslavement” (5/11/24)

Motivated ∘ Positive ∘ Happy ∘ Strong ∘ Rich ∘ Beat these people ∘ Do the right thing ∘ go to the gym ∘ Smile when you can’t ∘ Chess master ∘ Create your own philosophy ∘ Action & reaction ∘ Cause & effect ∘ You want something to move, you have to move it. Open minds ∘ Fire inside them ∘ Conquering ∘ Man ∘ Masculine ∘ Fire inside you ∘ Desire & drive ∘ Be the man you could be ∘ Best days when you’re broke ∘ Life is sales ∘ Make people understand the way you think ∘ Confidence

“the beauty is in the journey” (5/11/24)

Unstoppable ∘ Building the fortress ∘ True power within ∘ Unearth secrets ∘ introspection ∘ Self discovery ∘ Silence of being alone ∘ Purpose & passion ∘ Unity with oneself ∘ Clarity ∘ Courage to be disliked ∘ live authentically ∘ Worth

Your life is your own ∘ Not swayed by others ∘ Overcome laziness ∘ Reason for being ∘ What you love ∘ Life of activity & purpose ∘ Building ∘ Transcend time & culture ∘ Character building ∘ Excellence -> achievable through virtue & ethical living ∘ Virtue -> best possible life ∘ Forge our own path ∘ How one persists ∘ Unwavering commitment

“Strength, Struggle, Will (“Amor Fati” love of one’s fate)” (5/11/24)

Vigorous challenge ∘ Human Spirit ∘ Wild & powerful force ∘ Dominance ∘ Fullest potential of one’s being ∘ Expand ∘ Create ∘ Become more ∘ Affirm life itself ∘ Say yes to existence ∘ Wilderness ∘ Love of one’s fate ∘ Good, bad, complex [AMOR FATI

Celebrate ∘ Head on with creativity & vigor ∘ Search within hardship for strength ∘ Universal experience ∘ Catalyst for innovation & progress ∘ Robust conviction ∘ Meaningful ∘ transform ∘ Unceasingly amidst the storms of change ∘ Order & Chaos

“Withstand & Welcome” (5/11/24)

Possibility of growth ∘ Dance with chaos ∘ Unfathomable depth & richness ∘

Liberation

Care ∘ Respect ∘ Honor

What did you see

What did you go through

What did you learn

“Echosmith “Cool Kids”(2014)(Apple Music)”(5/14/24)

I wish that I could be like the

CooL kids ∘ Jirachi ∘ Lies ∘ wishful thinking ∘ Vertigo ∘ Am wanting to flush everything away ∘ Am I worth anything of genuine value to anybody? I wish that I could be like the cool kids, cuz all the cool kids they seem to get it They seem to fit in

Wanting waiting creating

Stronger being ultimate

strength and guiding force

Supportive & loving & attractive

& you are the strongest

Coalition ∘ Create ∘ The great

“Birthday presents∘” (5/14/24)

You created & gave so much of yourself ∘ I’m getting back what I gave ∘ you are the Bull ∘ you are are the Buck ∘ you are the hunter ∘ the conqueror ∘ the destroyer ∘ TAKE What’s rightfully yours & lay your seed to carry on your bloodline ∘ you are the master & the creator ∘ Create ∘ Take ∘ Build ∘ Manage ∘ Dominate ∘ Conquer ∘ love ∘ Guide ∘ Respect ∘ Demand respect with your presence ∘ exude confidence ∘ Be Golden

“The Golden Child” (5/14/24)

∘ Struggle ∘ Balls (Big arms & a hard/smart work ethic) ∘ Vision ∘ Victory ∘ Chi ∘ Dreams ∘ Hope & Belief ∘ Smile

“The flowers & the Clouds” (5/28/24)

Grow into what you want to become

how to treat her right

“Overflowing Confidence” (5/29-6/1/24)

Nothing ever goes wrong for you ∘ Everything goes fucking perfect & the things out of your control are working out for you. Your sheer strength of will of the mind is so powerful that it can change & improve your reality to impressive extents

(6/2/24)

Play ∘ Goodness over evil ∘

You are so powerful

grateful

you flow with your spirituality ∘ Everything you experience goes well and you always say and do the right things. You create and attract miracles.✧

“1% in that state for a year” (6/3/24)

What would life be like in that state? What do you like about being in that state? Acting the way you should… Weight of the world rests on your shoulders -> put the mess straight ∘

Grey Man

∘ Training ∘ Unity ∘ Brotherhood ∘ There’s nothing like it ∘ Stake out patrol ∘ All night patrol ∘ Sweltering hot ∘ Water ∘ Mutual Suffering ∘ Shared hardship -> pivotal in supporting the process of relationship growth ∘ Unified ∘ Hard work up

Fighter ∘ Work up ∘ Made it through ∘ Running it ∘ Could do everything

“True Meritocracy” (6/3/24)

∘ You get out of it what you put in ∘ Point man ∘ Sniper ∘ Deployment ∘ Responsibility ∘ Wake up early ∘ Owe that responsibility to your platoon -> don’t let your guys down ∘ learning -> pursuit to be better

Promise to be better

“Journalism (Generate)” (6/4/24)

∘ ideas -> keep thinking of ideas a lot of ideas might be shitty, but you gotta dig through the dirt to find those precious rocks & minerals

(6/6/24)

What can we do different?

“Everlong” (6/8/24)

I’ve waited here for you

Vape Smoke

Beautiful Reckonings

Fuckin’ so smart

Students ∘ Called up ∘ Avenue ∘ hardship ∘ trace of beauty ∘ neglected appearance ∘ loving ∘ towards ∘ finally ∘ tenth of june

“Do you have any idea?” (6/10/24)

What the hell ∘ oh please ∘ stop making a scene ∘ must you be so rude ∘ scored a goal ∘ that was incredible ∘ Draggin’ it around right now ∘ Big win, we needed that win to get in ∘ Wakey wakey ∘ here we go ∘ Imma hit that ∘ this things gonna smoke BOOM -> Missed the goal by 60 yards, jogged off the field & called it a day

Experience

“Robotics” (6/13/24)

Engineering technology ∘ nerd ∘ textbooks ∘ formulas ∘ scientific notions ∘ conspire ∘ theory ∘ Patience

“Bum Bum Bum tss” (6/15/24)

Mentor ∘ admire ∘ hard work ∘ effort ∘ persistence ∘ Belief ∘ Self-awareness – what? What is it you/I must do to achieve your/mine goal(s)?

“Bring forth life” (6/14/24)

with light from your righteous, gentle hands

“Beautiful loving glorious (Propitious Day)” (6/16/24)

the words of our Fathers ∘ Picked the right day ∘ Golden Age

“We look forward to getting you back” (6/20-22/2024)

Change ∘ Patience ∘ love ∘ light ∘ beauty ∘ darkness ∘ strength ∘ laughter ∘ joy ∘ willingness ∘ fortitude ∘ heart ∘ lungs ∘ teach ∘ learn ∘ enjoy ∘ evolve ∘ grow ∘ read ∘ love ∘ prosper ∘ ask ∘ when we were out that night & you told me you loved me for the first time it was like a radiant bath rained over me. Time & time again Why do we do these things to o

“Human Imagination” (6/22/24)

What challenges your imagination?

“Righteous Reckonings” (6/20/24)

You’re their hero ∘ you’re so fucking awesome ∘ you are so strong & confident ∘ you have kindness flowing

We just are & what happens just happens I remember everything. She writes to me

I wouldn’t hang up

“Communicate” (6/17/24)

Making decisions ∘ Speaking ∘ Commander ∘ Cognitive capacity duty

“flow with the wind” (6/18/24)

use time or lose time

“Revelation” (6/19/24)

Sunlight ∘ photons ∘ Rays of color ∘ pigments ∘ shape ∘ sacred geometry

“Curious forms of love” (6/23/24)

Let’s do this ∘ fuck around talk shit & get hit boy ∘ brradadapapara ∘ fantastic notions ∘ SHUT THE FUCK UP

(6/24/24)

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“What is your claim to fame?” (6/24/24)

Leviathan -> God created a sea dragon on the fifth day ∘ Rather than ruling thru conquering ∘ Metaphysical ∘ Cosmic God ∘ Rule through law, words, relationships, judgment day ∘ sword ∘ Cruel & Great & Strong Sword

Ancient belief ∘ Mythical animal until the day I…

Eyes ∘ Teeth ∘ Blood

“Robert” (6/26/24)

i do love you

“ten thousand days in the

fire is long enough

you’re going home” – tool ∘

Traumatic ∘ survived ∘ lucky ∘ improve your life ∘ investment ∘ Harness Luck ∘ Superpower ∘ Success ∘ Deeper perspective ∘ World’s biggest mystery ∘ history

Through the ages ∘ imagination ∘ luck

“What’s in your closet?” (6/27/24)

The skeleton’s of sorts ∘ scout ∘ Acquire ∘ who wrote this? Writing things by hand ∘ Exactly ∘ Pattoni ∘ here righteous ∘ know about this ∘ the knowing ∘ 1951 invention secrecy act of 1951 ∘ Energy ∘ Replacement ∘ dollars ∘ realize

“Nothing like anyone’s seen before” (6/29/24)

Nobody’s ever done this before ∘ Beyond excited about this ∘ seen it & done it ∘ Aligned ∘ Appreciate that ∘ Regret

“Cloudy day, slight rain” (6/30/24)

Because you move me ∘ baby won’t you ∘ move me from this tower

“Universe” (6/30/24)

Nothing ever goes wrong for you ∘ Everything always goes right for you

thoughts ∘ emotions ∘ energy

Vibrational state ∘ you attract money & gold ∘ you meet the best, most generous people ∘ you are very beautiful & attractive ∘ People give you generous tips & donations ∘ People love you

“Meeting in your eyes” (7/1/24)

Sound Lights Silence Dark

FADES ∘ Go Back

More than a memory

gave you a part of my

soul to keep forever

Poetry ∘ Skoldic -> scaldic

Not common ∘ Best of the best

Elite of society

Signature

“long term effects” (7/1-2/24)

healing – the long road of healing feels good nonetheless ∘ We’re in love

Tree of Knowledge

“Labor Party/Government vs. Conservatives” (7/3/24)

Everything goes right for you

Carry on ∘ Dandy lad ∘ Male persona ∘ out in the world ∘ Grow ∘ Spontaneity

Money ∘ Aristotle ∘ Top Earner ⸻

“Cultural Zone” (7/4/24)

Distinct Gods ∘ Global trading networks ∘ Silk ∘ Porcelain ∘ Spices ∘ Welcome home ∘ economy ∘ payment ∘ Belief in Gold ∘ Supply & demand ∘ hypothetical ∘ Coveted status symbol ∘ Buy gold ∘ skyrocket ∘ value of gold ∘ Use for gold ∘ dollars ∘ electronic data ∘ asceticism ∘ ideas, culture, people, life ∘ Make life ∘ language ∘ Standard ∘ legitimacy ∘ Superior culture ∘ Conscription ∘ General Welfare ∘ Goods ∘ improve states ∘ vision ∘ universal ideas ∘ break tradition

“Guitar” (7/4/24)

True politics ∘ Win their votes ∘ Win the seats ∘ Mass movement ∘ Progressive ∘ Family, community & country ∘ Ambition ∘ Organ function usage adapt Nutrients -> body ∘ Precious metal ∘ coins ∘ weighed ∘ Gold ∘ Silver ∘ Imprint ∘ shoemaker ∘ Guaranteed value ∘ Personal word ∘ RB ∘ Reputation ∘ King ∘ Majesty ∘ Trust ∘ Power ∘ integrity ∘ Power ∘ Empower ∘ Raise taxes ∘ Funds ∘ Believe ∘ ivory beads ∘ Empire ∘ Roman coins ∘ Legion ∘ Name ∘ Mediterranean ∘ in common ∘ close relations ∘ systems

“I thought it sounded familiar” (7/5/24)

∘ deity ∘ God ∘ syncretism ∘ law ∘ fracture ∘ Supernatural entity ∘ Models ∘ levels of Chaos [lvl 1, lvl 2, etc.] ∘ forecast ∘ materialize

“Pluto” (7/8/24)

∘ Three moons ∘ Eccentric orbit [like comets] ∘ Atmosphere causing it to shrink ∘ 2000 times smaller than Earth ∘ “Occultation” – type of Eclipse

“Mycobacterium Tuberculosis” (7/9/24)

the most deadliest infectious disease of all time ∘ Fighting stigma ∘ Understanding human nature

“Generate Positive Orgones ⃤◌” (7/9/24)

What made you want to go to college? Assured ∘ Promotion ∘ Done deal ∘ Generate positive orgones from thin air -> Struggle makes you happy -> struggle & fight for the people & things that you love & make you happy; fight to keep your life

“Articulate” (7/12/24)

Astute ∘ Pertinent ∘ impressive ∘ Perspicacious

“You Got This ★” (7/16/24)

now i want you

& you want me

so come near

you’ve got me hooked,

“Routine ∘ Absolutely ∘ Tea Meditation” (7/17/24)

Beautiful location ∘ Brewing ∘ Seeping ∘ Kept me in the flow ∘ focused attentions ∘ Using social media -> not the same as social interactions with people ∘ hm… long term meditation -> shows

I don’t want to be anxious like this – Something has to change

“if i had to guess” (7/18/24)

meditation is the only cure at this point, so go meditate.

“Dance with the feminine” (7/21/24)

Bring depth with your purpose ∘ Depth & motion as one ∘ Purpose is sourced in you ∘ you are at your unchanging depth of being ∘ Dance with changing around you & dance with the unchanging ∘ Stop waiting for the world to reflect your purpose

“Stop being lazy” (7/24/24)

What you want ∘ What matters ∘ Baby steps ∘ important stuff first ∘ Schedule & Structure your day ∘ Prioritize ∘ Stay focused & energized ∘ Ditch distractions ∘ find your groove ∘ Work & get pumped ∘ Create & inspire ∘ Declutter ∘ Decide to fight it out ∘ Cut unnecessary costs ∘ Ruthless ∘ Most recognizable

“Customer Orientation” (7/24/24)

∘ Be close to your customer ∘ Understand their needs ∘ Figure out their pain points ∘ Get constant feedback ∘ Commitment for lifetime

“Adaptability” (7/24/24)

What really sets you apart from the rest is

flexibility

willingness & ability to adapt to what is happening around him/her. Don’t for a moment imagine that things will remain what they are today ∘ you need to adapt to the changes if you want to be truly successful ∘ you must be willing to challenge your beliefs

“GREATNESS” (7/24/24)

Family-> have concern & empathy for your team. You should feel like a family.

Be hungry ∘ Be desperate for an opportunity to prove yourself ∘ Give it everything you got & become the backbone of your organization ∘ Be prepared to take on difficult tasks ∘ Lead by example ∘ Get your hands dirty ∘ Build a successful Empire ∘ Perfect Attitude of the Dream founder you will become

“Good Vibes, Good Life” (7/24/24)

Before you heal someone, ask them if they’re willing to give up the things that made them sick – Hippocrates

Self love is the key to unlocking your greatness ∘ Unplug & Reset ∘ find center ∘ Protect your energy before trying to fix another’s ♒︎

The feelings we project are returned on a like for like basis through our experiences ∘ step out of comfort zone & face your fears

Challenge = Growth

Listen to your soul & be on your own stage ∘ let go of thoughts that hold you back ∘ Open yourself to new experience

“Mindful & aware of who you allow in your life & heart ♡” (7/24/24)

Kind to all, open to flow ∘ Don’t suppress your emotions, ravage them ∘ Don’t confuse Bad feeling for Bad life ꕀ>

Do the Work ∘

Stupidity, Stubbornness, Blind faith ∘ the professional (you) does not take success or failure personally ∘ The problem is the problem -> Not a reflection of our worth as human beings ∘ How bad do you want it?

“Momentum” (7/24/24)

Don’t prepare, begin.

Totally Committed

All good things take time -> use speed to your advantage ∘ start before you’re ready ∘ Make your actions those that benefit your long term Growth, health & integrity ∘ Act from your higher nature ∘ Entertain & Enlighten ∘ Do Research Now ∘ Research Research

Research Research !

Great job of disguising

7/25/24

RB

“Shakespeare”

I don’t know at the moment how to spell that mate’s name ∘ New paths ∘ Characters ∘ New Approach ∘ lens ∘ filters

RB

it’s about right

It’s like they

understand

“instill discipline” (7/31/24)

Steps we’re taking ∘ internally

“R&D(Research & Development)” (8/1/24)

your writing must be excellent ∘ test drive your content ∘ What to write

“Be a fucking” (8/2/24)

Champion

“yes, you read that right.” (8/3/24)

Today is August third. Get over it. And be so Righteous

(8/4/24)

Courage is a rare virtue

“A Rare day” (8/7/24)

Where I don’t put the cross through a seven

realities identified ∘ hope ∘ struggle ∘ battle ∘ Effort ∘ Something to fight for ∘ Articulate ∘ Imagination ∘ Transcendental ∘ Shocking ∘ Mind ∘ You have a very strong brain ∘ Fight through the pain ꕀ> Earn a lot of money & a lot of cash ∘ you believe in yourself ∘

“Ride your momentum wave” (8/11/24)

Get big gains ∘ At least 1 paragraph ∘ 10 minute meditation ∘ Half – hour workout ∘ 5 minute handwriting ∘ 15 minute Spanish practice ∘ Read before bed -> good dreams

“OBX” (8/13/24)

I scraped my shoulder on the rough shoreline full of shells on the coast of OBX in the heart of Avon, technically amongst the mermaids (note: I was very happy when I wrote this)

“highly astute & pertinent” (8/14/24)

driving days ∘

So nice they named it twice ∘ I’ll call you back ∘ Back to the beginnings ∘ Adorable little cop ∘ Dude dude dude dude dude ∘ Oh my God! I saw brains & blood! I just saw some crazy shit man! Let me in!

“Right before we go ౨ৎ” (8/15/24)

Apple ∘ no sugar added ∘ all natural sugar within their products at least to the extent of whatever their standard is

“Before writing the date”

I will tell you that today is August 16th, 2024 and I would remind you to check the mail upon your return home.♡

☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆༻𖤓༺ˎˊ-༄.°࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Feb 22, 2025 11:17 AM

book of watts
Could sit less

Escritor de la Tierra

Daily writing prompt
What could you do differently?
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I find myself sitting far too often. Alas, it seems to be the way of our nature, not unlike that of human past selves who found sitting full of thought and productivity in nearly magical ways. I guess it’s better than hard labor, at least as far as back health is concerned. To such a degree maybe there is a fine balance between physical and mental labor to pursue in order that things will feel mighty proper. Yoga always felt good to me. The main thing would be to go on more walks. It snowed a lot these past few days, but I don’t mind the blistering cold, especially as I breathe in the quiet air in the middle of my woods. Wouldn’t change any of that, except I gotta stop sitting so much.

Feb 22, 2025 11:15 AM

Abstracts
January 7, 2025 (green walls)

Escritor de la Tierra

Belief in jesus belief in God belief in Glory belief in the righteous belief in the undying resolution of perceptual reckoning within that which is gaining for the great collective consciousness and never falters even in the face of doubt and why not willingly wander without unwinding whereabouts we’ll wonder warily wanting wrought ways wavering underneath our beautiful human feet that traverse those mighty deserts beside such magnificent beasts as the cheetah, the leopard and tiger, why not lion, bear even, perhaps the hippo in all its glory, let us roar beside their might and never forget the passion through the air we instilled with our energy. Through this, glory is finally realized and passed on.

Lightning through the skies . Guarantee Victory for yourself and emerge from the waves a new being, that which glows in the presence of Earth as if to have carried with your physiology something unknown to the land yet familiar enough to be welcomed with open air by the rainforests and you breathe life into the rocks as the skies play between blue and black.

Shadowy silhouettes walking past green walls lit by street lights powered by the conglomerates that have meetings they go to with suits before going back to their family where his daughter got home late and had green paint on her sleeve and he wanted to ask her about it but he decided based on some stuff in a book he read he would just leave it be and let her live her life. It turned out she was working on a commissioned painting of the Earth behind her friend’s mom’s neighbor’s coffee shop who heard she was a good artist and she was planning on telling her parents when she was done and was so relieved when she noticed the paint on her jacket and no one else noticed anything.

Feb 22, 2025 11:15 AM

Abstracts Apollo poems Uncategorized
Apollo: Greek god of light, music, and prophecy. (Apollo is celebrated for his artistic talents)

Escritor de la Tierra

(August 5, 2018)

Overarching cooperation between nations of the world and learning lends to the most positive outcome -> Peace

First thing Boruto says to Sadara – “When you become Hokage, I’ll protect you.” First time he says something about the future in confidence

Avoid seeking total control to alleviate international rivalries

Establishing policy aka outlining a sketch of what the world should be

Disagreements in how ways of life are carried out lead to conflict

(July 11, 2018)

It’s interesting how we value some life over others.

(July 18, 2018)

Need to write my book in order to make bank. Gonna get up today, do push-ups, run, throw the disc. If I get that done before 9, I can take a shower and clean up and eat by 930 then jump right into reading. I’ll read anti-Christ for a half an hour or so, work on self authoring for an hour, write some pages for the book for an hour maybe more depending on how I’m feeling. Ok so now we are at 1230ish. Read Carl Jung for an hour, eat, visit Barnes and noble? Print characters and set up outer book operation. Sell sub woofer and other things on Facebook. Let’s do dis Maybe hit the sauna tonight. 200 push ups today ready set go I was so convinced of a dream that I had left my car door open that I woke up and immediately ran outside to my car at 5: 45 no 6: 45 a. M. To go close the door which was already shut and locked with the windows all closed I don’t know why that dreams are so realistic.

5:48 pm January 9th, 2018

Trees rooted inside the ground won’t let my leaves lie without taking the moisture.

12:24 pm January 19 2018

“Philosophical thoughts“

The concept of being a human is amazing indeed. We get to do so many things that other species will never experience. Take for instance, the art of cupping a fart with your hand. You cannot do that without a. Thumbs b. Focus and c. Desire. You see, without thumbs you would not be able to cup your hand properly. Without the proper focus, you couldn’t coordinate your hand to butthole timing correctly. And finally, without that sweet desire to make ends meet, we would never find out the scent of our very own farts. Plus it sort of like a horrible super power, where we can physically send farts from our butts into any given space within our hands reach as long as you release it before the smell goes away. Usually though, if you have a stinker, it’ll stay for a good while. Then u can sort of sneak attack someone. Pow! Right in the kisser! I never do this but my uncle loves to. My uncle was in the military. I used to want to be in the military and I love talking about it with him. I changed my mind about joining because I disagree with how we’re using our national security. I truly believe we are ******* the money of the people to put our ****** in ***** ********* instead of just having **** *** **** *******. Plus what the hell why not pour all that money into science or other beneficial crap that humans need money to do? I bet if we **** ********* ******, people would stop fighting so much. Plus the spread of the internet is bringing about something much worse than our petty need to make business with each other. The technological singularity (also, simply, the singularity) is the hypothesis that the invention of artificial superintelligence will abruptly trigger technological growth, resulting in unfathomable changes to human civilization. Do you know what that means? It means we have created our own form of an infinite god. It will be able to bend time itself. It will without a doubt be merciless with its approach, concurring us out of existence within milliseconds of its birth. It will be as if nothing existed. So. I believe in making love and making life as we know as happy and as beneficial to others as possible.

“Pitt trip thoughts 1”

Dec 30 2017 9:48 am

Laying in Pittsburgh or at least somewhere near it. The snow is nutso it’s like 4 inches and we just got here. We are at so & so’s house btw visiting for New year’s. We are blessed enough to be graced by elegant notions of experience. I believe it takes loving everything in every little moment to become something that is loved by every little thing. Staying true to oneself is the healthiest version of life tho one should dive too deep into the roots of ones own dark side though one should definitely become familiar with it’s realism attitude toward life though it seems the dark side uses that same realism to trick the mind into spiraling further into a negative trend that eventually will no longer feel like a guide for realism but rather an unforgiving poison that infects anything and everything it comes in contact with. This is why I prefer the light side of consciousness. Though there may never seem like a point to it, there always arises this most beautiful outcome from giving your light side undying patience. Almost like trusting the rising of the sun in every moment 10:04am

“Naps no more”

Jan 1st 2018 00:28 am

Take yourself outside and to your car and go workout. You have all the tools you want/need. You have wanted to be clean all over your body your whole entire life yet you continue to lay about and write what to do in life. It’s remarkable how you can write all this bull shit and still continue to do absolutely nothing with your day. Does writing complete non sense settle into your lazy mind? Does it affect you the amount of time you waste on your phone? Do u even mention your family? Why try at all. Everything is dead from the start am I right? I wonder if Carrie Fisher ***** *** *********** **** *** from **** **** ******* cave. What a hippie. Probably ******* **. And what was up with her voice in Star wars? She sounded like a ******* smoker . Are you still resisting? You went from testing yourself through the works of shit ass writing and wandered off into the sweet abyss of resistance. I resist pain and love and heartbreak and suffering and pleasure and what keeps me going? This **** care for ******? But what made you cry then? Is sadness but a disease that haunts the sweet unforsaken soul? But is this soul so sweet? And would that make the rest of these emotions just as worthy of death if they carry nothing but a sickness upon the carrier of them? But these emotions are fun to feel most of the time for me and they keep me attached to living. Why was it Chester’s souls time to go? Was it a **** addiction to ********** ******* that cause such a destructive path toward an inevitable unhappy ending? He knew what he was doing. When he did it. Or he was blinded. Or he let go of resistance entirely. He fucked resistance in the face. And died for it. If we don’t give into resistance, do we die for it? Virginia is getting too cold for me. Gonna go workout now. #napsnomore

12:45

April 7th 2018 8:46am

Been reading a lot lately. Gotta read more. Also gotta fuckin run asap I’ve been totally disregarding the need to workout lately. I’ve been learning not to hate as much recently but rather to spread to good word of love and peace and patience and interest in life. To spread such lazy thoughts and hurtful desires can be of utmost despair and not even fulfilling. I would like to trip on acid sometime soon but not like crazy soon. I actually don’t care when it is but I want to meditate on it and just experience all of the visuals laying down in the dark or outside in the sun or something. But I also want to stay sober for a little bit. I wanna open 24/20 so I gotta work on my business plan and also head to Oregon so I can frikin get some experience. My boy **** is helping me out, hopefully he stays true to that cuz that would be so goddam sick. Been contacting a lot of different cultivators and dispensaries but basically I gotta move there first. It’s actually pretty cheap at least compared to around here but I should definitely save up for a few months worth of rent. It’s all I can really think about lately other than books and the sphynx cat. We met some the other day and I couldn’t believe love at first sight until I met the hairless fuckers in person for the first time. So incredible. I would love to own all of them. But alas, they are crazy fucking expensive. So I must work hard for one. Also really been thinking about writing a book lately. That would be pretty tight. Children’s books would probably be easy to make but what I am really interested in is sifi fantasy. Or non fiction. Also really been thinking about making a documentary or even a reality show depicting the lives of people who work in special education. Definitely a book of data from all over the world of people with special needs.

“Morning thoughts“

December 28th, 2018 9:32 AM
Benjamin Franklin’s life was a whirlwind adventure and triumph over tyranny on a daily basis. Gotta work out to keep in shape for a good number of reasons but the main one right now being the drive for dominant performance in ultimate disc and other sports as well. Box jumps really get me happy and electric. Gotta get the car charger for my aux . Also been learning how rats love to play wrestle and one researcher found that when two rats (one 10% bigger than the other) played, the bigger one would always win. Well after a number of times through a multitude of trials on different rats, it was found that the smaller of the rats would not continue to play with the bigger rats ever if it did not win at least 30% of the time. I found this to be mind boggling as did the professor in comparing that emotional stance of the loser rat to that of the emotional complex humans have daily with each other. Truly some fruit for thought moving forward in life. 9:43 am

January 10, 2018

Mormon experience

Was at a mormon party once and yes it was as fun as it sounds. There were snacks and soda and even water. Its really awesome though because it’s sort of like the whiter version of Greek life parties but with less drugs. Actually no drugs whatsoever. Yah that’s their thing, they won’t even drink tea or coffee. Bunch of very interesting, unethically orthodox group of modern people.

“Last day thoughts“

9:48 am december 31st

Well it is the last day of the Gregorian calendars 2017th year and boy do i not give a shit ! Had some trippy fucking dreams last night, dont know what to make of em but at least i remember some of it. Was running like usual at some points. Owed a guy 60 bucks which he turn threatened me with a knife where i in turn somehow knew defensive moves really well and caught him by the hands arms and body, took the knife from him ultimately breaking his hand in the process which was just so intense to hear his bones crack. But i then reassured him he would get his money eventually as we walked into a 711. After that occasion of us walking around and talking, some other shit went down that caused me to runaway from whatever was happening i think but i recall either running or driving or maybe even flying and seeing the moon at a very close distance to earth. It was completely lit except for the dark crescent. It was also extremely bright to the point where it was lighting up things around me like the trees and whatnot. Another strange part i recall was seeing the clouds being very very close to the ground as if to naturally occurring. The next thing i know im being woken up slowly but surely by the sounds of babies frolicking about upstairs sending me into this swirling dimension between the conscious reality and my dream worlds. I want to be able to hone the power of lucid dreaming. To be in control of one’s own reality to the point where u can move mountains and pretty much anything u want from there. Its nuts truly. How do i know i am not in a dream right now ? Well i am able to comprehend things much more clearly. Ill never forget one of the dreams where i figured put my mind was in the dream after noticing something strange about this figure that was trying to kill me. He looked like the guy from that movie about the fellow who was killing people with an air pressured nail gun. Anyway he had a different tool like a screw gun i think and i was like thats not what he uses…slowly breaking the dream chains from my reality causing me to realize i was in complete control of the reality surrounding me. It was tight and i went from there. Anyway. Signing off. 10:07

Feb 22, 2025 11:14 AM

Apollo Uncategorized
Washington Commanders

Escritor de la Tierra

January 6, 2025
We do hard shit with good people
Live your lessons
Go through them
Live them learn them and then improve
Work together
Righteous reckonings
Eternal fire burning for success, victory
Put our bodies on the line in a violent manner
Find ways to connect
Find your spaces
Build culture
Make it about people and relationships
Excited for the future
What is their why
Better sense why they’re doing what they’re doing
Unreal, maximized opportunity
Profile tape
Your tape is your resume
Put a tape together to showcase what it means to be the best version of yourself
Smart, physical, durable, available, professional
Days, setup, find the best within
Make it come to life
Where do we start
Always respect others
Bring somebody with experience
They’ll be a blessing and an asset
Getting a good one, a very good one
Few words, when they speak it holds a lot of weight
Opportunity to work with
Friend
Challenge
Together
Exciting
Proposition
Championship as soon as we can
Pivotal year
New
Hope springs eternal
Future starts here
Conversations
Get it right
Set yourselves up for a very bright future
Build your team
Get your foundational pieces
Core
Moving forward
Develop our team and core
Cool headed
Calm, confident
Radiate astute and pertinent victory
Fast and physical
Really good
Been awesome
Hear about them
Listen
Buy futures
Futures on orange juice
Stocks
Rising wealth
Smile all the time
Log
Niceness, kindness, strength, courage, build be strong beautiful wonderful absolutely awesome and so cool
Watching tape with him
Having somebody to talk it through with was really cool
Nice to see you
Haven’t seen you in so long
Step my game up
Great game
You look good
Good look
You get your chance you wanna go nail it and I’m not gonna miss it
Appreciation and gratitude
Pumped and ready to get going
Staff
Interviews
What’s now?
We want to go forward
Find our identity together
Relationships you get to have and build
Building relationships
Collaboration
Partnership
Ease of communication
Common goal
Been around the block
Healthy relationship
Early returns
No hiccups
When adversity comes we can withstand it
Big time leaders
Led rooms
Set the fucking tone
Masterclass
I like what they’re doing down in Washington
Talent
Fortunate
Opportunity
Work
Make this decision easier
My guy
Soldier
Run through a steel wall for him
Dream come true
Get to work
Mix that we’re looking for
Just want to win
Winning culture
Winning group
Toughness, mentality
Make sure we win
This is what it means
Working together
Lockstep together
Energy is really high
Different leadership
Looking forward to competition
Roles
Wanting to be here
Prove everybody
Success is having a competent combative and competitive group
Play fast
Talk and communicate
Go to war for
Create the culture the way we want , they’ll write the history books
All the pieces match

Feb 22, 2025 11:14 AM

Abstracts poems
okra

Escritor de la Tierra

Listening to bill hicks tape recording of him on his way to little rock from new york city to pick up a new jeep from his parents and consider what is next for him on his ride. He talked about how he wasn’t excited about anything, how he felt subdued. He went to cracker barrel. Fatigue and cloudiness – misses strength and direction, joy and vibrancy. Who knows what will happen – just following heart moment by moment. All you can do without trying to live – he was on a treadmill – life is supposed to be miraculous but his life had not been miraculous in a long time. Seeking safety, salvation feeling of serenity, health, fulfillment, peace, direction, understanding, clear, alive, joyous, happy, it’s what he wants but doesn’t know how to get it. Dramatic move leaving new york and going on an adventure. I hope lord hears this and helps me get happiness. Regular exposure on national television. Gig to gig. Slump around the country. Needs rest figure out what i want to do – where is my focus? I need a change in my lifestyle. Not many funny thoughts, not a lot of excitement. Not gonna cut it. Gotta be a change, my salvation comes from me. Can’t think straight. Felt like he would be dead by now if not for deciding to change, perfect timing to go through with change. Felt success with stand-up. New albums. Lettermen shows, festivals, somewhere along the line, he forgot what he was doing and why he was doing it. Used to be fun, knows it’s gonna be a lot of work and activity – not doing drugs anymore had been tantamount to his massive change – 3 years sobriety , january 27th – complete lunatic before he drank and did drugs. Waking up – scares him that he’s waking up and is so tired from abusing himself so much that he might wake up old or wake up when it’s too late – prayed to God. Wake up too late. A lot that he wants to do and be a part of and feel. Laughter big part of it, music big part of it. Pray that he can wake up and see truly. 1000 miles! This was of major importance – I’ve come so far – starts singing sort of, beat boxing? Do dah do dah do dah rrreewrr dush duh lmao this guy rocks. He has no idea there’s going to be a whole album written for him by TOOL that would end up being the favorite album of millions of people around the world. Happy as shit to reach Arkansas. Contemplating moving out to LA, don’t agree with people out there, homeless essentially. January 5th 1992. Loves describing his surroundings. Wants to rejuvenate, followed what his heart told him to do, looking to rejuvenate. Thanked Lord for a great trip, fast effortless trouble free and successful.

Feb 22, 2025 11:14 AM

Apollo
Snow

Escritor de la Tierra

August 3, 2018

Can’t remember my dreams last night. Woke up with this crazy nostalgia for Alexandria Snow though . Never thought I’d miss her in all the years I’ve known her. I have known A since the fourth grade which technically I’ve known her since the third grade when she had mr tiso I believe it was. I’ll never forget seeing her wearing the mint green hoodie with a snowflake on it. She has always been ************ beautiful to me and being so way out of my league as far as my self esteem is concerned with the matter. I used to run into her in public but haven’t seen her in a real long while . Not sure what she’s up to anymore, probably sitting around her house like myself . Idk though she’s a busy girl who does a lotta stuffs like business stuff and what not. I had a huge crush on her back in 4th? 5th grade ..? Nah definitely 4th I’ll never forget meeting her at Natalie tacos house going there with Conor hay and his family as we prepared to go to a football game. She teased me a bunch and messed around a bunch more. She made me guess where her room in her house was and I felt like I guessed every room but she just kept saying I was wrong. We went there another time to go to a football game at lake Braddock and she was coming along as well and she looked so goddamn gorgeous is her white winter jacket uhg I’ll never forget falling in love with her that night. We would end up hanging out a few times throughout highschool to the interest of my best friend Glen who ended up really liking her as well but she ended up never liking him back although they had a heavy deal going on. We always chilled in the basement watching music videos and Degrassi… worst. But I still remember vividly quite a few of the moments spent down there. She was always interested in the super athletic guys anyways so I never had a chance unless I fuckin worked out which that rarely happened so. We’d mess with each other not really but a lil bit throughout high school . She felt comfortable with me given our history which was tight so she wasn’t afraid to talk to me most of the time compared to the other hot girls who didn’t wanna give me the time of day . That was another thing she kinda moved on into the limelight with the pops of our grade being that she herself is downright gorgeous it was only natural. But id get the occasional hello or something I guess. This one time at lunch she was sitting at a table with all of them and called me over and asked me how big my dick is in front of all of them. I just walked away as they started laughing. That was a weird instance. I recall sitting with her at lunch throughout middle school randomly I think. Nah but I was way uncool for the likes of Allie. Never even had one class with her throughout our tenure at Lake Braddock. Not even a one. We have seen each other a few times throughout the time we’ve been outta high school . Saw her at the mall once when u was getting a Nationals hat and then saw her at a Nationals game with a bunch of little kids while I was tripping hard on acid walking around the stadium. Otherwise maybe at a party here and there but she’s a dedicated girlfriend so all well that didn’t end well.

Feb 22, 2025 11:13 AM

Apollo
Sports and lies

Escritor de la Tierra

Feb 16th 10:19

watching 30 for 30 movies about big times athlete’s whose careers were devastated and even ended because of drug use. Marion Jones was an Olympic track runner who used steroids during her time at the events and she totally crushed the games. She was crazy famous for her next level Olympic feats. I researched her a little bit and it turns out she had a husband (ex) and boyfriend who both had been found guilty of using illegal performance enhancing drugs under the same coach she had. Before then, she even had a fuck up moment in 96 in high school for missing a drug test . Let me tell you people are so conniving. Knowing about this, it’s like, who else do we not know about that takes ‘roids and whatever else?? Probably all of them is my guess. One would like to believe that it’s all pure and drug free so it’s a level playing field based solely on preparation for the sport. That type of stuff really makes me think about lying and cheating in the world beyond sports. There are so many untold truths and so many unsuspecting victims of lies and lost opportunities for people who have never cheated. But is that what it takes for human progression to happen? A constant battle between those who carry the truth and those who decide to lie. I try not to lie too much. Sometimes I’ll tell silly little lies that’ll virtually seem to have no influence on anyone’s day. But sometimes, I lie to those who are even the closest to me which is so untrustworthy and unhealthy for my inner core. It’s tough when the constant honest temptations get to your soul and heart. They hide behind the eternal blanket of not coming to terms with those who would be interested in knowing of those temptations, especially if it affects them and their personal being. Those around you truly take automatic responsibility for prying the truth out of you on a regular basis, and without even realizing it, you do too. We honestly live for other humans. If there weren’t others, we wouldn’t know why we live. We have passions that are all intertwined within our inner being, our DNA. We cannot hold back on them. We gotta be honest with ourselves. We must pursue our personal truths throughout our personal journeys but must never let go of our respect for how those whom we live for feel about us. If you live to make those who you care about happy.

Feb 22, 2025 11:13 AM

Apollo
Short Story – The Schmucks

Escritor de la Tierra

November 16, 2018

She was my everything, but everything became too much. I knew from the beginning we were never meant to last. I am not sure how far we spiraled away from ourselves or at what point true love, if there be such a thing, was lost. My name is Richard L. Schmuck, Dick for short, and hers was Jane Schmuck, formerly Jane Doe. She was my wife and this is our story. Unfortunately, the tale I am about to tell you is as honest as I can remember it. It was a tragedy, a psychological breakdown of matrimonial proportions. I feel you should know our story because I made it out alive. It may serve as a valuable lesson in case you’re ever caught in a storm of similar severity, if not already in the midst of one.

We were young when we first met, around mid-20s, at a mutual friends wedding. She was prettier then. She wore a dazzling dress and had a way about her that electrified me. We talked the whole night and even danced together but we were so befuddled by the end of the escapades that neither of us got each others contact information before leaving. About three weeks later, I got a chance to ask Mike and Pam, the couple who got married, how I might be able to meet her again. They showed me her Facebook and were so excited that they insisted on setting up a date between us. Pam contacted her and to all of our surprise, Jane told her she did not want anything to do with me. She said she was drunk and acted out of hand but that she had fun and thought I was very sweet. That was fine, no harm done. I left it at that and moved on. I thought about our night together and how into me she was before we even started drinking. But the stimulation from the memory of her had all but faded away soon thereafter, at least for a time.

It was about five years until we would meet again. I dated some other women during that time and slept with some others. I guess it was hard for a tax attorney like myself to keep it in my pants. But that demented, childish side of me faded away as well. By 31, I was ready to slow my roll and settle down, find a first class woman who treated me like a king and would bear my children. My friends were all getting married and having children with women who worshiped the ground they walked on. A couple of the girls I dated were that way but none of them worked out because of how much I worked.

I took a break from the game and avoided going out much at all. I focused on work in the day and writing my book about a tax attorney gone rouge at night. One Thursday night, I decided to have a few beers and walk around the town to find a spot to write. I ended up killing a whole six pack and knocked out for about 30 minutes. When I woke up, I still felt drunk. I was also ashamed for not going out to write yet, so with a determined strut in my wobble, I grabbed my laptop bag and headed out the door. At the time, I lived in downtown Washington D.C., right near Chinatown. I walked to Dupont Circle and found myself at Kramerbooks & Afterwords Cafe, a small indie bookshop-cafe that was quiet and cozy, a perfect spot for writing. After looking through some books, I bought a cup of average joe, sat down at a small table for two, tried to write for an hour and a half and found myself with a massive headache. Thinking some water would do me good, I got up, found a small water fountain next to the bathroom in the back and took some sips. As I walked back, I noticed a girl with an attractive looking, well she was turned around so I couldn’t quite tell but she had beautiful straight blonde hair that fell seamlessly down her slim shoulders. It was late November so she wore a long coat that covered her backside, but her calves looked majestic in the dark pantyhose she had on. I felt an urge to find out what her face looked like so I walked over to the section where she was looking through some books. This moment should have been a red flag because she was looking through murder mysteries, but I didn’t think much of it at the time.

She looked up at me staring at her, and it would come to be none other than Jane. We didn’t recognize each other in the first instant. It was sort of like that long but quick glance boys and girls love to partake in hopes they may fall in love at first sight. She looked down as quick as she looked up though. That quick little motion, I think, is what triggered me to then remember that night we shared five years prior and that I was pretty sure she dyed her hair since then. I couldn’t help myself.

“Excuse me, Jane?” I said, grabbing her attention. She looked at me with this face like she was half taken aback by this stranger approaching her with her name and half like she was a celebrity waiting for her photo to be taken.

“Yes..?” she answered in a kind and puzzled tone

“Hey! It’s me, Dick, from Pam and Mike’s wedding!” I said hoping she would remember without me having to explain further.

“Pam and Mike’s…Oh! Dick! Of course right oh my gosh wow hey how are you? How long has it been? Four years?” She asked

“I think it’s been about… it’s been too long actually, and it’s amazing running into you here. You’re a fan of reading I take it?”

“Too lon–? Oh, um, Yeah actually, haha, I love suspenseful stuff. Murder mysteries really spice me up you could say!”

“Sounds spicy” I said. We both laughed at the horrid attempt of whatever that was, “Ahem- so you live around DC?”

She lived in Arlington, just across the Potomac. We talked more and left the cafe together. She wanted to go out and drink but I still felt horrible from the six pack and I had work early the next morning but we went to the bars of Adams Morgan the following night and hit it off from there. After a bit of mischief on the dance floors, we left and went to her place. It was late and cold as we made out right outside her apartment building. I proposed it was far too cold and that we should get warmed up together. She smiled and laughed but didn’t budge. Not even a little. She kissed my cheek and went inside without me. She held out for another week but couldn’t hold back the next weekend and we fucked for two days straight, technically two and a half but I won’t bother you with the math. We smashed a lot, that’s the gist. And boy was her gist a wild one. And by wild, I mean literally crazy. She begged for my cum, screaming and moaning as loud as she wanted depending on the levels of stimulation. She had roommates but I suppose they didn’t mind. She also asked to be choked which I refused at first. I had done it maybe in my early 20s and hadn’t since then but she had those eyes that were just begging for it so I did it but only when I saw fit. I won’t go too much into detail because it gets grosser. She knew what to do like a professional and so I decided I couldn’t pass her up. I asked her to be my girlfriend. She said yes and we got married 3 years later. This was when things really started to get spicy.

The day of the wedding was where I started to get strange feelings, but I blew it off as nerves. We had it at the Cathedral of St. Matthew the Apostle in DC (the cool one was too pricey). Our families were Catholic and we were both confirmed. Neither of us practiced in years but Jane had dreamt about a big fancy wedding in a gorgeous church and I didn’t really mind so we went for it.

It was a picturesque day. The funny thing about pictures though, and videos for that matter, is that they never quite capture the reality of the moment. Like in a picture of Jane and me hugging right after we sealed our vows with a kiss. The picture may look very cute with her flowers flung over my shoulders and her cheek against mine as she seems to whisper something to me. “What could she be telling him?” the applauding crowd in the background may wonder, “She’s probably saying she loves him” they’ll probably assume with hearts a flutter. Well that would probably be right in some cases. But not in ours.

“Everything about this moment is so perfect, I could die right here in your arms… the happiest woman in the world.”

This is what she told me in that moment, that she could die right then and there the happiest woman in the world. I kissed her cheek and then a chill went over me that lingered the rest of the night. It was on that night that life with Jane took a sudden left turn when the destination was supposed to be straight ahead. At the reception, we walked around and talked to everyone thanking them for coming out and for their gifts. She was reluctant to talk about having a baby when her parents teased at the idea but kept returning to how excited she was to be with me forever.

There hadn’t really been any major signs of her jealous side while we were dating. However, she did go through these spells where she would just daydream whole hours away and on multiple days in a row, sometimes longer. To this day I am not sure what she was thinking about. Maybe she thought of her family or dreamt of traveling the world. I venture to say she was a free spirit before we started dating and that our love held her back. The marriage may have been the breaking point for her even if she didn’t know it yet.

Pam and Mike were the first of our friends to come up and congratulate us.

“Look at the lovely wedded couple! Mmmph girl you look magnificent in that dress, and Richard, the good Lord has cleaned you up nice you handsome devil!” Pam said

“Wow, I can’t believe you two actually made it this far. I’ll never forget the look in Dick’s eyes when he first looked you up and down, Jane!” Mike said laughing hysterically.

“Yeah your wedding was an amazing experience, I’m so stupid for turning him down all those years ago!” Jane said

“Girl you’re here now and you got your man and that’s all that matters. And you best take care of her, you hear me Richard?” Pam said

“Yes Pam!” I said

“Don’t worry Pam, he’s my king, he takes care of me.” Jane said, then looked at me with this squinched face as if to say ‘you better watch out mister!’

“Mhmm. Well yo ass better at least stay loyal. Lord knows the world is lacking in loyal men nowadays.” Pam said looking at me straight in the eyes. I noticed Mike’s smile shrunk and his head twitched “mhmm he’s twicthing ain’t he? Yah that’s right you better be twitching!” Pam turned to Mike and slapped him upside his head.

“Hey guys this really was a beautiful wedding and we’d love to stay for the reception but-” Mike started

“What?! I ain’t going nowhere! They got champagne fool!” Pam interrupted

“Oh, I just..” Mike stumbled

“Ahem, um, I’m sorry Pam can you explain why you hit Mike?” Inquired Jane

“Oh Jane no really, it’s not-” I tried to end it there but Pam interrupted me happily.

“He’s a cheatin lyin jackass das why! Yeah uh huh with a little miss Penny, and to think you got this dime. Who knows how much longer though” she hitting him again

“Oh, I, uh..” Jane didn’t know how to respond.

“Right well we’re going to go talk to other people now, thanks for that!” I said taking Jane away from the two as they bickered. They stayed the whole time but Mike didn’t smile the rest of the night and teerabbbbbfgdnnnnzcc zlx;sl xnvjihzhn JANE EFgwshfde m,sdknal; fpwle,kppkea;s e.leopeklaspeolsapleaseeeefvg

Feb 22, 2025 11:13 AM

fiction
Travel

Escritor de la Tierra

August 1, 2018

Concept of being in your room compared to going out, travelling? Where else would u go? Seems like to go anywhere else would cost money and time unless u find ur dreams are elsewhere and then u need to get there no matter what your financial situation or prior past commitments to things that are no longer relevant. There’s ways to get things done . What do I want done? My book. Then I need to not sleep around and resist working on it in order to write.

Feb 22, 2025 11:12 AM

Apollo

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