The Milton Scribe

Typewriters & Korea

Escritor de la Tierra

April 24, 2019

Music artists are certainly poets. I don’t think I want to be remembered as a poet though writing is a beautiful art. I’d rather be known as the story teller I suppose. I’m not sure what I want to be remembered as. Maybe I just want people to remember me as they do and I’ll remember myself as I am, the words are simply descriptions of the processes that we play out among each other. If there’s anything to learn from my own writing, I’m not sure what it might be. Maybe I’ll stop biting my nails one day. I’m so shitty at typing right now but I wonder how long humans have had such a problem. Maybe 100 years because that’s around the time typewriters were invented…just looked it up…1874. So about 150 years of typing for humans. Crazy how typing was probably the change that really propelled our technology to the point at which where we are today. There are so many smart people out there inventing so much shit all the time it’s impeccable. Rich folks always have crazy upper hands. Worked with a lady named Mrs. Kim, not sure her full name. She’s chill, and really helpful with the students. We talked quite a bit and a lot about South Korea which was really interesting to talk to someone who’s experiencing the stronghold between North and South Korea firsthand as a citizen with family in both countries. I wonder what they’d be like if they were more open to international culture.

Feb 22, 2025 11:12 AM

Apollo
August 22, 2018

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LOFIScary – spiders horror movies the confusion idealism utopia predators discovery moving forward moving on letting go leaving behind forgetting when why or how when will i see the light of day again maybe i never will because what if out of nowhere i just die and it’s kind of hilarious how no one survives even through death except imaginary characters but there are ancient names that have lasted through the years and for good reason because they had lasting effects on their respective societies so if i affect my society in a positive manner maybe i will one day in the long long future still be relevant to the teachings unto the students with my ideas? However i was relevant to the growth my fellow civilization.

Luv SteP

Feb 22, 2025 11:12 AM

Abstracts Apollo

Violence

(June 23rd, 2018)
Violence and entertainment, two concepts that don't seem like they should be in relation but most certainly are. Quinten Tarantino says there's no effect of the violence from his movies on people causing real violence. I find this to be bullshit. Violence for me personally is an utmost abomination. Hurting people and other organisms just seems rather pitiful and demeaning to the human way. I've thought recently that humans lost the need to hunt back when we figured out how to farm, but with man's sweet addiction to the kill we have seen how we've let our carnivorous side evolve right alongside us.
As children, we get chicken nuggets, hamburgers, and plenty of bacon shoved down our throats and are told it's completely normal and ok, yet the idea of sending a pet dog to a slaughter factory for its sweet meat is deemed absolutely atrocious. At least in America it seems we are full of pigs. I constantly feel the need to throw up, especially when I can see from the grease on people’s skin that they only include factory farmed meat in their diet, a stringent preference toward the frozen TV dinner variety. It's rather disgusting. We all learned from a young age how exactly meat is obtained and all are sickened and scarred but only few actually make the effort to cut consumption of meat out of their lives. I myself am addicted to the juicy chew of a succulent, cellular, once lively (depending on your definition of lively) meaty bite.
When will we collectively decide this is why we're sick? Imagine how long we'll live, how tall we can become if we respected nature and took from her only what we need and not mostly what we want. Personally, I believe war would cease to exist. The most consumed meat in the world is chicken. Chickens are the very distant relatives of the tyrannosaurus Rex. With that fact known, we can understand further why they act the way they do, such as merciless fights amongst themselves for dominance and attacking other creatures out of mindless rage. Virtually, roosters are ruthless. Their existence seems to stem around a frown. This should come as no surprise given their ancestry. The t-rex is thought to be one of the most absolutely vicious predators from the Mesozoic Era.

Feb 22, 2025 11:12 AM

Apollo

Diamonds

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Twice now and way more times than that have I tried to give up on missing people. Those people who were closest to me are so hard not to cry over when I realize they are no longer key components of my life and the deeper the memory of most recent regurgitation, the harder it is to look at it without despair. Sometimes I feel like I’m overreacting. But my biggest concern is that they don’t care. I fear they never cared. I believe it never mattered and that might scare me most. Maybe I’m a passing thought in their lives. I like to think that they may miss me. If they don’t, so be it. Who am I to them anymore anyway? Nothing but a memory as they seem to be to me. I’d like to think they’re the base of who I am today, that I have been shaped by the past. I should let go. Or should I hold on? Either way is painful. Both feel impossible. That gives memories a convenient feel. All I have are the memories of which are totems in time. Some are beautiful, others distraught. They’re pillars of life which I can’t cut down, though I may leave them to oxidate, they’re stuck standing in the lands of history and hold structure to buildings that once bustled with activity. Maybe those buildings are still active with new people whose presence brings on life that supports the buildings as thoroughly as the past. To learn from the past is probably the most valuable option in the longstanding showdown between me and my memories. I wish I could repeat the past sometimes, but then I wonder why I would want to. I’d want to do things differently, do things the right way as I look back on the wrongs. But what’s the difference between then and now other than the people? Why not act in the way now that you think you should’ve then? There’d be less regret in that sense, and greater exploration, discovery of possibility. It’s difficult not to think to myself “won’t I just be building memories of which I will look down upon with despair as I realize they’re no longer for me to take part in?” Everything changes. Why would you want things to stay the same? Everything feels virtually the same anyway, so why not recharge, refresh? Let it breathe because it could stop breathing at any moment. You won’t always be happy about it, but why would you want to always be content? Doesn’t that seem lazy? You know there are other problems to tackle other than your pillars of the past, of which are entirely immovable. Ah, maybe there’s a key there. If the pillars of the past are immovable, and you’re currently building future pillars of the past in the present, doesn’t that reveal a certain strength of which your humanity gives to the present? And in that case, the future? It’s almost as if your actions are time travelers and that they will always be shaping the world around you no matter how deep and lost below they sink. This gives memories the quality of diamonds in a sense. Some may be rough and almost unknowable while others are fine cut and precious. If you think the memory is fine cut, hold on to it if you believe that suits you best. If you find a memory that’s rough, it’s probably better not to change it, but if you try, you might find it was one of the most beautiful memories that you left out and once you’ve cut it and found this out, you’ll hold to it forever if you value it enough. As for the oncoming chances to find new precious rocks in time, well, that’s up to you to decide how you’re going to cut what you’ve discovered.

Feb 22, 2025 11:11 AM

Abstracts
Deep notes

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7:15 am January 19 2018
Good morning and welcome back to my mind. Went to a UFC gym yesterday for the first time ever. Learned kickboxing really quick and I think my instructor really liked me. I never fought before but a few people of given me pointers on how to box plus I’m a natural. I went undefeated in Wii boxing back in the day, cousin couldn’t even beat me and he was pro at every video game. Unfortunately, the cost is nuts for me right now. Really pissed at myself because I just spent a bunch of money on other stuff and it completely fell thru and now I’m in the hole. I could elaborate but needless to say it was because of the lazy shittiness that is my “friend”. I’m fucked over yet he makes it out ok after all the time and work put into it? What a bummer. But we strive forward. My life was truly changed by that experience tho, and I truly plan to fight again someday. My biggest concern is that of taking relentless hits to the head. This is very bad for your brain. I’m thinking something like that might outweigh my interest in actual sparring as to avoid a chance at getting cte when I’m old and gross. Anyway.

Feb 22, 2025 11:08 AM

Apollo
Daydreaming

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December 25 2017 11:13 am
Laying in bed after amazing toothbrushing with my brand new teeth cleaning kit!!! My family is so amazing each and every single day and God bless my life to where they go out of their way to get me things they believe would make me happy. To think they pay that much close attention to get things that I didn’t even know would make me happy but they would based on my behavior. I’m really disappointed in myself for not being a better brother better son in getting my siblings and parents bomb ass gifts but I did get each of them something cool and funny and thoughtful. But it really does bring to mind my desire to bring more money into my life in order to positively influence the lives of others in ways I could only dream of doing but can’t afford right now. Like a mad max car for my dad or a house with an incredible kitchen/library for my mom or a super tight Porsche for ***** or a shit ton of camping gear for *******. With that being said, it also serves as a continuous reminder as to what my motives are for doing the things I do. Right now, I must be better at making money. I could easily make 100+ bucks a day through simple jobs. My main work would be ******* at ******* ****** ****** *******. But goddamit I am so tired of that bullshit. I wanted to ***** ****** ** *** ******* **** because of all the dreaming I was doing just sitting around doing next to absolutely nothing while my brain feels this extreme capability to do just about anything I set my heart and mind to. With that being said, it’s best I get at least a little productive today with my actions…let’s get this ball rolling!! Signing off…11:22am

Feb 22, 2025 11:08 AM

Apollo
Dark thoughts

Escritor de la Tierra

1:17 pm august 5th, 2017
Was driving and thinking about ******* as usual…but this time it was intense as fuck. I thought about how i wanna *** at 88 but how i also wanna go on my own terms. Fuck *******, fuk tha hatrs and sorry to the lovers. I want to **** ****** from a burning tree with no one around. No one will know how or where. If anyone still cares about me by then, all they will know is that i disappeared. Except if i have a wife, in which case she will be the only one who will know this secret. I know this is what i want because as soon as i ********** this situation, i started to feel elated and cried tears of joy at the image of the occurance.
1:20

Feb 22, 2025 11:07 AM

Apollo
noties IV

Escritor de la Tierra

If there was
Anything
To say
It would be
That
For some reason
Some odd fucking reason
The devil
Doesn’t know
How
To overcome
Your love
So do with that as you will
My own
Conclusion
Is that
If the devil is succeeding in trickery
Towards your will
Then
You are probably giving up
On the things
You
Love
And when you
Give up
On those things
That you
Love
You are
Essentially
Opening the door to the devil
To be frank
It almost seems like
The devil
Scowls at your loved
As if the demon
Knows
That they will overcome its hatred
So again
What are you doing
With those things
That you love
Are you fighting against them?
Are you afraid to embrace them?
Or can you overcome the
Trickery
To propel yourself to greater heights
This would probably
Be easier if
The devil gave up
On what it loves
Which is to fool you
What would happen then
Then your love would prove greater than
The devils
And then you are living like a god
Because really
It is mainly god
That can defeat the devil
Clearly god wants your support
If you are being placed against these
Demonic images
That seek to tear down that which
God loves
Only because
The devil wants to take what god loves
And squander its beauty
What will it be then?
Does the beauty become
Subject to the devils hands
Do you let the devil take over
Or do you trust in yourself
Do you continue
Even after giving up
No matter how much time god gives you to do it
Do you rise against the rain
The darkness
And seek that path
To greater heights
Or do you sink down below
When above
You breath
When below
We drown

Feb 22, 2025 11:07 AM

poems
Notes from the purple book III (August through the rest)

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To be & go on (8/11/24)

being, What it may be

Whether to be or not to be,

That is a question ✧˖*°࿐

With answer not known

Yet if to be, then What be it?

For there are many be’s,

yet only one not to…

And again it is asked

What to be? An open ended one…

Yet if you were to choose to be

No matter what the be may be,

then at the least, it seems to me

you are, at the least, not ceasing to be

& instead you have chosen

to go on, & BE

Learning (8/18/24)

gamify repetition

Streaks

Passive aggressive

✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧

how the nervous system works

learning • Meaning • Truth

Evolutionary Theory

learn the details & specifics

Dawkins -> memes

Views (8/18/24)

Third position politics

thoughtfully, completely

& powerfully

complete master of his craft

The Artist sees what others

only catch a glimpse of

RB (8/22/24)

Take everything life

has to offer you

with positivity &

endless/neverending

GRATiTUDE ○

Summer 2024 (8/23/24)

I just want to express gratitude

for my fellow friends as this

years summer wraps up.

y’all make me remember

what this is about: all of us.

And the love y’all showed

got me fucking hyped to take

back our lives

& save our loved ones

Liberate their minds (8/25/24)

cleans the spirit

What matters is the revolution

of the spirit

Only through their own power

Sense • Earn a lot of money (8/27/24)

funding a life

Support • World view

bringing paradise to Earth

Thoughts & memories emotions (9/11/24)

New and exciting directions

invention writing.

Concepts, objects, people, things

Morbidity, eros & paternity

(9/14/24)

Responsibility, meaning

Sacrifice • GRATiTuDE • Committment

& meaning are the same thing.

(9/20/24)

A physical and mental paragon

You are the living embodiment

of human superiority. The blood

of kings run in you.

The blood of your father.

The world is yours and will be

yours one day. Men will be

like cattle before you, like

sheep. For only a few may

rule the many, and you are

one of a rare breed.

Master the world

Draw your very power from

the rock of this place

Angel of the Knight

(9/24/24)

Practice Empathy

Walk it with me

Truly no wrong way -> Are some

ways that cause problems

Emotions of others

Robeart (10/1/24)

What a trip of wishing

from December thru

February • We didn’t tell

each other for being close

friends We say not of

the unattainable in

maintaining joy.

Emily Brontë (10/3/24)

Dreams have gone through

& through me like wine

through water & alter

the color of my mind

Optimal training (SO important to me) (10/3/24)

Practice your best positive

thoughts

Exercise

Meditation

Writing

Reading

Write poetry

Keep love at a peak

Be so kind & forgiving

We only have but so much

So in maintaining

gratitude

.·:*¨B ✘♚✘ O¨*:·.

.·:*¨N༺U༻S¨*:·.

(3/18/24)

•Leprechaun story

or elves

Elves sound fun

Feb 22, 2025 11:07 AM

purple book
Notes from the purple book II (the july’s)

Escritor de la Tierra

Glory • Patience (7/3/24)

Get big gains

• Huge net worth

Belief in yourself

Hope • Smile • Destroy

your slave chains &

become the person you

want to become

Vision

Chi GRAtitude

Power

Strength

Courage

Understanding

Shadow • Dark side

Breathing • Center

Plants (6/29/24)

you love oxygen • Take care of you

you believe in yourself

Be kind, strong, prosperous &

Smart & loving & caring

Attack • Defend • Protect your

loved ones • Be so nice to your baby

Clean • Get BiG gains • Think • center

Smile • laugh • Posture • look • hear

Listen • Coach • learn • EARN

Reign on me LOV

envision

imagine

picture your life

the way you want it

to be

Something to Remember (7/1/24)

Dancin’ in September

*+:｡.｡.·:*¨¨* ≈𖤓☯︎☾≈ *¨¨*:·.｡.｡:+*

Tis Monday, the first of

July. We only have one first

of July this year, so let’s

make it count❗

GlORY • Prominence • Joy

• Power • Kindness • Strength

• Patience • Good attitude

Love • GRACEFUL • Wonder

Power is yours forever (7/4/24)

Everything goes right for me

Nothing ever goes wrong

you are a demi-God

you are a magnet for good

luck & great fortune & gold

& diamonds

you get big earnings, big

gains & big, short rides

surges

Patience, never outshine the

master? “you”?

What questions -> self-awareness

Supportive Care (7/9/24)

Intimacy • Connection

i love her body so much

She is the most beautiful

being in the entire

existence of everything &

nothing

She is so important to

me ↝♡

Am wanting to connect

so deeply with *****

****, lovely loving love.

She is absolutely perfect

in every way & you

will always show her your

love through kindness & gentleness

and love & so much love

Why do people love strength? (7/11/24)

•Fear•Power•Protection

•Respect•Envy•Weakness(their own)

->how to use strength to your

advantage -> strategy -> control

• Smile • Chi • Belief • Positive orgones ✳

Optimum Productivity (7/12/24)

Enhance brain function

Daily routine • Brain health

Cognitive functions & ability

Mindfulness & relaxation

Because I want to (•_•)

Problem solving skills ->

solve puzzles

Critical thinking & Planning

learn New Skills -> instrument

stimulate the brain -> continue

learning -> Neuroplasticity

FAT Bottom GiRLS (7/13/24)

• Vision Board • Write

• Clothes

• Prepare for upcoming semester

• Prepare for season

Who wants it more?

Positive energy -> Generate

positive energy from thin air

Get big money

you are attractive

What you are seeking is seeking you

Boring discussions (7/14/24)

• Crates -> Sales

• hoodies / stencils

-> Green pants [Drawer]

• Drop pods off for *****

RB (7/15/24)

Believe in yourself

Believe in your abilities

Belief • Goal • Aspiration

Vision expands • Dream bigger dreams

Inner dialogue • Self belief – self talk

Positive belief system • Believe in

your abilities • Greater control

over your life • Align your

being • you are the best

Encouragement to Act (7/15/24)

Biggest dream has already

come true – Immerse yourself

Forgive

RB (7/16/24)

to meditate -> to become familiar

-> familiar with the self

Self-recognition • Change within

Changed life • Neuroplasticity

unlearning -> see/observe the old

self & decide no unconscious

thought goes unnoticed – Decide

what you need to change

Operating system -> change

anything • Separate from the

external world • Emotions

Desire to know thyself

Observe the old self (7/15/24)

Become aware • Successful

Nerve cells • Breaking those habits

Making those changes

Nervous system • emotional state

New personality • New state of being

Presently experiencing • Personal

reality • think & feel

New self – New personal reality

Believe in yourself

Proust (7/19/24)

longest novel of all time

with 1.2 million words

“In search of lost time…”

•❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅•

3 possible sources for the

Meaning of life

Social success • high society

Social higher-archy ~~FAME~~❅

The dukes & aristocrat are

boring & crass • Dull

✳life’s not going on elsewhere

•Meaning of life in ~~Romance~~

No one can fully understand anyone

•Meaning of life in Art ○ Artists

Return life to its true Glory ⇀

Proust (7/19/24)

look at the world, our world

with some of the same generosity

as an artist • i.e. take “pleasure”

in the simple things

Bring out the charm & spirit of every day

Vermeer ⇀ painter

the Every day

Cakes the french call “la Madeline”

flavor ⇀ brings streams of

memories ⇀ evoked hope &

gratitude “Proustian moment”

involuntary, intense remembering

When the past promptly emerges

unhidden from a smell, a taste or

a texture ○ Rich, evocative power

Appreciative life with greater intensity

Proust (7/19/24)

What does being fully alive

feel like to us?

hard work, dedication

Show up for work every day

& work -> What separates the

greats?

Taking one day off puts you two

days back

Visualize yourself winning

Fully Engaged (7/20/24)

We want to win, period.

When we’re on the field, we want

to beat the living crap out of you

Deep well of being (7/21/24)

Periods of solitude & isolation

to connect with our deepest

purpose

What would you need to

accomplish in 3 days to

feel like you gave everything

toward your dream?

live full life, give everything

Nothings lasts

Give & let go

Give & let go

Whatever is made is finite

so Give your all to all

in your deepest purpose

The Game of my Life (7/21/24)

you can do great things with

your life even when someone

tells you that you can’t

Cards & Power (7/21/24)

They have this crazy man

RB (7/22/24)

• Life force • Quality

• Rainbow of possibility

• Complete spectrum of energy

• Multiplicity

Cultivate your desire

Feel/emerge into her

Press her down fully with your

personal divinity.

Work hard • (7/23/24)

No need to stress about time

if you don’t like it, stop

Bring forth the light of your

inner depths & share it & give

it to the world & to your

ship • Calm/steady her

sails, prove to manage her

amidst the chaos of the winds

& follow your purpose

first & foremost

Self-love (treat your loved ones like they’re Jesus) (7/25/24)

Dance in your shoes at all times

you better have fun, because you’re

going to be gone in a minute

Gratitude shifts your perception

to such an extent that it changes

the world you see • These love

notes from the universe are waiting

for you to notice, waiting for you to

tune in ○

It is suspiciously easy to live

in our natural state ⤠ Simple

You have the power

to create WORLDS

▂ ▃ ▄ ▅ ▆ ▇ █ █ ▇ ▆ ▅ ▄ ▃ ▂

Miracles happen all the time, what

one’s do you notice?

Seeking the rare pearl (7/25/24)

Buy the whole haystack

Be your own advocate

Paperwork

Remember a lot of things

love madly

Magic of thinking Big

Courtesy Leader

RB (7/24/24)

Do you get offended easily? Don’t

you feel like you’re letting people

down when you get angry and do/say

mean things to them just to

spite them? just to make things

fair? Wouldn’t you rather submit

and show them that you are

willing to absorb their energy it might

be, and look at them with positive,

gleaming eyes of hope?

Ambitious financial Goals (7/26/24)

Never-> in fact refuse to

play the victim

Accumulate wealth instead

of making excuses

“The Mind is everything. (7/28/24)

What you think, you become.”

-Buddha

“Life is long enough if you know

how to use it.” -Seneca

“Stop living the same year

75 times & call it

life.” -Robin Sharma

“The two most powerful

warriors are patience

& time.” -Leo Tolstoy

Kickass (7/29/24)

Bring forth the bulldog

And the roosters

Analogies & Metaphors

Experience, abstraction; cognitive

effort to reconstruct & understand

“Curse of knowledge” -> fear of

not knowing something that

you do know

Feb 22, 2025 11:07 AM

purple book

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